Pillar of Creation

Formaggio

-Loves to go to random cat shelters and secretly steal a cat -Is banned from most bars for starting fights - Names cats after different kinds of cheeses -If he had a partner he'd probably come home to them and just collapse on their lap. -Loves watching infomercials and tries to buy the products, that he has to return later Illuso -Likes oranges(idk why it just seems like something he'd enjoy as a snack) -Listens classical music in front of others to act like he's sophisticated but actually likes listening to rock -Spends 30 minutes getting ready to be ✨FABULOUS ✨ -100% would buy 10 different skin creams and just only stick to three because he forgot the others. -Has Formaggio saved on his phone as: Cat Lady🐾 Prosciutto -Definitely has daddy issues -Germaphobic and deep cleans the whole hideout with Ghiaccio -Probably tries to take Pesci out to get rejection therapy but Pesci always wusses out -Likes snakes -He hates going to the store but whenever he does go to the store it's a long ass line Pesci -Has a pet dog named Barracuda, but it's a tiny well taken care of chihuahua with a pink bow collar -Pescatarian because of health issues with red meat and such (still drinks milk, eats eggs and honey tho) -really likes sweets -Really likes fluffy things -fishes but always throws the fish back Melone -100% watches nature documentaries, those nanny tv shows, and Bill Nye. -Really, REALLY likes Pomegranates for some reason -Constantly says he doesn't like alcohol but drinks some in secret -Annoys Ghiaccio with random 'Good morning' texts even though it's in the middle of the day -Often gets chocolate for himself and no one else -loves watching the stars Ghiaccio

Do I truly belong on this earth? I often find myself asking that. What if I were an alien? What if I were a planet? What if I were a star? Thinking about it now, I never felt human. I never understood my emotions. I never understood other peoples emotions. My thoughts are so crowded. Even when I try to talk, I get so tongue tied. Stars aren't like that. They don't have to talk about feelings. They don't have to think. They're among human understanding.

I love the stars.

Bernadette is pretty and soft.

She reminds me of a lamb.

Every time I hear her voice, I feel warm and soft. As if a woolen blanket formed over my body.

Her smile is something I would die over and over again for, just to make sure it'll never dull. She deserves the world, my precious girl.

She's my only shining light in this awful, cruel world.

My sweet girl, Bernadette.

My little girl.

I'm sorry.

The ice snuffed you out too early.

The world is cruel, taking my Bernadette. My light snuffed out by the glacial wind of the icy world. Ice formed around my eye, as I realized I might die. Not for the smile of my Bernadette, but because I couldn't see that smile anymore.

In this room, it's become a tomb

I stare at the roof, wondering if the moon

Will see my love, or if it'll see my wounds.

I rot away in this room, because nobody knows my wounds.

My tongue gets tied, my mind lies, and I die.

I wish knew who I was, I wish I understood the true meaning of being alive.

Before I tried to take the knife, and cut my own heart open for the world to see.

I wish I knew how I felt, I wish I knew what I am.

I feel like I'm not who I should be, I feel as if I should have been more.

You deserve a girl who's whole and healthy, not rotten and sickening.

You deserve a boy who understands his emotions, not rotten and sickening.

You deserve someone who can become better, not rotten and dying.

Please leave me in this room to rot, as I don't deserve your love.

Please leave me in this room to die, as I can never hope to become pure again.

✨. We love genderfluid cuties who are sane <3 ⭐. This is my oc Venus Berlin, I love his design lowkey. 💫. She kinda just chills and switches their gender based on what choker he wears but honestly doesn't care in the end.