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Boy am i glad that the con has a facebook page so i can post this photo:

"im such a failure, i never do anything right, im a burden to everyone, i should just kill myself"

the punk in me: "no! you are a valuable person! you're just disabled and neurodivergent! you feel this way because others haven't valued you enough! they've pushed you down every chance they get! but that doesn't mean that's who you are! there are other people just like you, feeling the same way! you still see them as lovely, motivating, valuable, and comforting people, don't you?"

"...fair point but i also cant do anything to fix anything. no matter what i do, bad things happen. i'm powerless."

the punk in me: "maybe so! at least, in a lot of ways, you don't have control. that's not fair. there's nothing i can say to make that hurt less. you know what you can do already, and i know it doesn't feel like enough. but that's why there are people fighting for you right now. there are people all over the world right now fighting for your rights. they care about you. they don't have to know you individually to care. they simply don't want you to suffer because you're a person and they care. that's all you have to be -- it's okay. the entire world has not forsaken you."

"🥺 do you promise...?"

the punk in me: "i promise. it's death to amerikkka, not death to you."

Pour one out for DID/OSDD systems of color that go undiagnosed or misdiagnosed because the psychiatric institution dismisses them.

Pour one out for all systems of color who feel isolated because the online community often conflates plurality with whiteness.

Pour one out for systems of color who get called racist or appropriative because their systems incorporate aspects of their own culture, but people automatically assume they must be white.

Pour one out for systems of color whose voices are silenced because of their ethnicity.

i fucking HATE how butterflies are softened out of being considered real bugs. fake ass butterfly enjoyers are like "haha i like butterflies but also i think its gross when i learn anything about them other then them polinating and i joke about killing them with fire/go ewwww when i see their faces" FUCK YOU THEYRE FUZZY AND HAVE A LONG AWESOME TONGUE AND HAVE FOUR WINGS AND EAT MUD AND BLOOD I HATE HOW THEYRE SIMPLIFIED OUT OF BEING ANIMALS AAAAGYGGG

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