Hydrangea

“are u ok” no where is my kiss

Welcome back intense self harm urge. 

I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

i am manic and have a strong urge to re-learn the hoedown throwdown someone STOP ME

No do it

some of you never developed a personality disorder that made it incredibly difficult to connect with people and build regular relationships and do everyday things and it shows

I care soo much about my small group of loved ones that I'm forever stuck between "Everyone's better off without me in their lives" and "I don't want to hurt anyone"

you know what you’re entitled to? your own fucking space. if you need to distance yourself from toxic people and energy to heal yourself, don’t ever feel bad for it! you are the only person who has to live with your mind for the rest of your life. do right by your mental health.

you know what you’re entitled to? your own fucking space. if you need to distance yourself from toxic people and energy to heal yourself, don’t ever feel bad for it! you are the only person who has to live with your mind for the rest of your life. do right by your mental health.

*banging pots and pans together* believe it or not some of us with delusions are actually aware of our delusions and we know its not real and its tearing us apart inside but sadly it doesnt feel any less real to us aAAAaAAah

omg…

your pet is not ‘spoiled’ because you gave it food, water, vet care, and other basic necessities. you owe it to your pet to take the best care of them that you possibly can. when people point out ways to improve your care, it isn’t an attack on you - it comes from a place of respect and love for that animal. if you love your pet, spend time working to take care of them in the best way possible. research before, not after you bring a new pet home. continue researching and learning through your pet’s life; never stop trying to improve your care.