cupid screwed up

my cry for help

"i believe that we are just like terrariums. We can be alone for a period of time but at some point, we all need to be taken care of and to be loved"

I forgot how much i love chemistry

Trying this thing where i wake up late (not purposely), study my arse off and bake

when you don't want something to end.. that's when they end. you put in a lot of effort to keep it going, hoping it would work out and everything will be alright if you put in the effort..but nah, it just ends. The first signs which i got kept me up at night. i wondered if i wasn't a good friend anymore or that if i was incapable. i cried. it was hard. they didn't text back until the messages were a week old. after a few months, i was filled with hatred and jealousy "they found someone better" or "wow, they don't care". i hated that i thought that. But i got over all that. i am okay now. sometimes things don't end up going the way you wanted them to. you don't know the future so it's hard but in the end it will be okay. you will feel shitty and would question all the decisions you have made until now but, it got better. thankfully..

I think about this a lot these days: