(mostly) whump

Rho’s mouth tightened. She looked away because that was exactly the kind of answer Kestrel would have wanted, and all of them hated it.

In exam room two, the man sat on the paper-covered table with his coat still in his lap.

He hadn't let go of it.

Lucky stood by the counter. Charity had arrived fifteen minutes after Kestrel left and now moved through the room with the kind of careful practicality that kept people from shattering out of politeness.

“I’m going to ask about injuries,” Charity said. “You can answer, refuse, or say you don’t know.”

The man nodded.

“Any pain right now?”

He smiled. “I can tolerate discomfort.”

“That wasn’t the question.”

The smile faltered. Charity waited.

The man looked at the floor. “The pin scratched me.”

Charity’s face did something fast and terrible, then settled.

“Thank you for telling me. Anywhere else?”

His fingers tightened on the coat. “My chest hurts.”

“Sharp, dull, tight, burning?”

“I don’t know.”

“Okay. Does it feel like fear?”

He looked up. This time, the smile didn't come.

“Yes,” he whispered.

Charity nodded. “That still counts.”

His eyes filled.

“I wasn’t bad.”

“No,” Charity said.

“I was quiet.”

“Yes.”

“I didn’t ask to stay.”

Lucky closed his eyes.

Charity kept her voice steady. “No.”

“I didn’t ask to go.”

“No.”

His mouth trembled. “They said he loved me too much to leave me to the lawyers.”

Lucky’s jaw tightened. Charity’s hands stilled on the chart.

The man looked between them.

“He died,” he whispered. “My owner died, and everyone cried, and I didn’t know what to do because he told me I’d go with him, but then there was a funeral and then paperwork and then they put me in the car.”

He looked down at the coat in his lap.

“I thought they were taking me home.”

The room held around that.

Carefully.

No one rushed to fill it.

After a while, Charity said, “Do you want the coat on your lap?”

The man looked confused.

“It’s his,” he said.

“Your owner’s?”

A flinch.

“Yes.”

“Do you want it on your lap?”

He looked down. His hands had locked around the wool so tightly his knuckles had gone pale.

“I don’t know.”

“Okay.”

Lucky said, “You don’t have to know today.”

The man looked at him.

The words didn't comfort him.

Not yet.

At one hour and twelve minutes, Wick finally made a call to Maddie Singh.

“I need a probate search on Daniel Whitcomb,” he said. “Household trust, dependents, registered pets, transfer records, estate filings, and next of kin. Yes, Whitcomb. No, not tomorrow.”

He listened.

Then his eyes moved toward exam room two.

“No,” he said. “They abandoned him in our waiting room with a note. I’m feeling impatient.”

A pause.

“That was the polite version.”

Wick looked at the side door.

“She’ll come back,” he said after he ended the call. No one had asked. Everyone needed to hear it.

Dami looked at him. “You don’t know that.”

Wick’s mouth curved without humor.

“Yes, I do.”

“Because you know where she went?”

“No.”

“Then why?”

“Because she folded the note.”

Lucky, emerging from exam room two, stopped.

Rho frowned. “What?”

Wick’s voice was quiet. “If she meant to disappear for longer, she would have kept it open.”

No one knew what to do with that.

It sounded absurd. It also sounded exactly like him and Kestrel. 

At one hour and forty-nine minutes, the man in exam room two chose a temporary name.

Not Adrian. Not the owner’s name for him. Not yet anything permanent.

“Gray,” he said, staring at the coat.

Charity looked up from the chart. “You want us to call you Gray?”

His face tightened. “Just for the file.”

“Okay.”

He watched her write it.

Temporary name: Gray.

He cried when he saw it. Silently. Carefully. Like crying was something he had learned to do without disrupting anyone’s afternoon.

Lucky handed him a tissue box and then looked away.

At two hours and three minutes, the side door opened.

Kestrel came back in.

Her hair was wet from the rain. Her coat was buttoned. Her shoes were muddy. There was a smear of something dark on one cuff that might have been dirt and might not have been.

She carried nothing.

The waiting room went silent.

Wick stood too quickly and had to catch himself on the desk.

Kestrel’s eyes flicked to him. He stopped.

Dami looked her over. “Are you injured?”

“No.”

Lucky’s eyes narrowed. Kestrel looked at him.

“No,” she repeated.

Rho crossed her arms. “Did you do something illegal?”

Kestrel paused. Wick closed his eyes.

Lucky muttered, “That’s not a no.”

Kestrel unbuttoned her coat.

“Where is he?”

“Exam two,” Charity said from the hall. “Temporary name Gray. No acute medical emergency. Panic symptoms. Minor scratch from the pin. Malnutrition likely. We haven’t searched the documents yet.”

“I have.”

Everyone turned. Kestrel reached into her coat pocket for a folded packet of papers. Wick stared at her as she set the packet on the desk.

“Kestrel,” he said.

She ignored him. 

“Daniel Whitcomb’s estate transferred all household property to his children. They declined the registered transfer of his Romantic dependent because they didn’t want ongoing liability, maintenance, or public association with ownership. They tried to surrender him to WRU first. WRU refused because the original contract was private resale and the warranty period expired.”

Rho’s face went white with rage. Dami’s expression emptied.

Lucky said, “Where did you get those?”

Kestrel looked at him. No one asked again.

Wick pinched the bridge of his nose. “Please tell me you didn’t break into a law office.”

“I didn’t break into a law office.”

A pause.

Wick opened one eye. “Did you enter a law office?”

“No.”

“Did someone else enter a law office?”

Kestrel looked toward exam room two. “Does it matter?”

“Yes,” Wick and Lucky said at the same time.

Kestrel ignored both of them.

Lucky saw that first and his face went blank.

“Rho.”

Rho looked up from the intake desk. “What?”

He nodded toward the blue chair. When the man didn't move, Rho’s expression changed. 

The waiting room went quiet in the strange ripple-pattern of places that knew how to recognize danger late. A mother pulled her child closer. A volunteer stopped stacking cups. Someone near the coffee station whispered, “Was he there before?”

“Yes,” Dami said from the hallway.

Everyone looked at them.

Dami’s voice was flat. “Came in with a family. Four people. Left without him eleven minutes ago.”

Rho’s hands curled around the clipboard. “And you didn’t stop them?”

They shrugged lightly. “Looked like donors.”

That wasn't’t an excuse. It was an indictment.

Lucky crossed the waiting room slowly, stopping several feet from the man in the blue chair.

“Hello,” Lucky said. “My name’s Lucky. You’re at the Bartlett clinic.”

The man blinked. He didn't look up. 

Lucky glanced at the note, then back at him.

“Can I remove the paper from your coat?”

The man smiled immediately, beautiful and wrong.

“If it pleases you,” he said lightly, low and breathless in the way every Romantic had been trained. 

Rho swore under her breath and Dami stilled.

Lucky’s mouth tightened. “It doesn’t please me. I’m asking if you want it removed.”

The man’s smile trembled. He blinked. The script had failed.

“I don’t understand.”

“Okay,” Lucky said. “Then I won’t.”

The clinic door opened.

“No,” Kestrel said into the phone. “No public comment until counsel sees the draft. If they use the word recovery, send it back.”

She stopped. Her eyes moved once across the room.

Lucky.

Rho.

Dami.

The man in the blue chair.

The note.

She ended the call without saying goodbye.

No one spoke. The man noticed the silence before he noticed her. His posture sharpened, adjusting itself for attention. His chin lowered. His mouth softened. His hands stilled.

Kestrel crossed the room slowly.  Hurrying would have made him responsible for her urgency. She stopped in front of him but to the side, not blocking his view of the door.

“What name do you want used?” she asked.

His eyes flicked to her shoes. Then her hands. Then the floor. 

“Whatever you prefer.”

“No.”

His lips parted.

Kestrel’s voice stayed level. “That wasn’t a command. It was an answer. We don’t choose that for you.”

Something moved beneath his face. A tiny, trapped thing.

“I don’t know,” he whispered.

“Okay.”

Kestrel looked at the note. The safety pin had gone through the sweater. Not skin, thank God. The paper was folded once, his name written on the outside in neat blue ink.

Not his name.

A name.

Adrian.

“May I remove the note?” she asked.

The man’s hands flexed.

“I was told to keep it visible.”

“By the people who left?”

He swallowed. “Yes.”

“They’re gone.”

His eyes closed for half a second. Pain crossed his face so quickly it almost looked like relief.

“May I remove it?” Kestrel asked again.

He nodded.

She unfastened the safety pin with hands steady enough to make the whole room colder. She removed the paper from his coat. Then she folded the pin closed and set it on the side table instead of keeping it.

Small things mattered. Sharp things mattered. Ownership hid in small, sharp things.

The man watched the safety pin like it might be returned to him as punishment.

Kestrel unfolded the note. Rho stepped closer. Lucky did not. Dami looked at her face.

The note was short. That made it worse.

To whom it may concern,

This is Adrian. He belonged to our father, Daniel Whitcomb, who passed last month. Adrian is trained Romantic and light Domestic. He is well behaved but emotionally dependent and no longer appropriate for our household. We understand your Foundation works with displaced persons and difficult cases.

Please do not contact us regarding return. We are not interested in reclaiming him. His documents are in the envelope in his coat pocket. He has no known medical conditions except occasional hysteria and poor appetite when ignored.

He responds best to firm affection and routine.

Thank you for your understanding.

Kestrel read it once.

Only once.

Her face did not change.

Rho’s eyes filled with furious tears. Lucky looked away toward the clinic windows, jaw tight. Dami’s hands closed at their sides.

The man in the chair smiled up at Kestrel like he was waiting for her to decide whether the note had lowered his value beyond use.

Kestrel folded the paper along its original crease. Then folded it again. Then put it in her coat pocket.

“Lucky,” she said.

“Yes.”

“Medical intake. Not in this room.”

Lucky nodded. “Adrian, can you stand?”

The man’s eyes moved to her.

“You can answer him.”

He swallowed. “Yes.”

“Do you want to?”

That question broke something. His hands lost their perfect stillness

“I don’t know what happens if I don’t.”

Lucky’s voice stayed even. “Then you sit in the chair until you decide, unless there’s a medical emergency.”

The man stared at him.

“I’m getting tea,” Rho said. “I’m going to make tea available. He doesn’t have to drink it.”

The man’s gaze moved between them, terrified by every ordinary adjustment made around his will.

Dami stepped closer to Kestrel. “Where are you going?”

Kestrel did not look at them.

“Out.”

“Kes.”

She turned. Dami stopped. Whatever they saw in her face made them step back.

Wick chose that moment to arrive from the hall, moving carefully on his crutches because the clinic’s elevator was down again and he’d made bad decisions about stairs. He took in the room the way Kestrel had.

The man in the blue chair.

Lucky beside him.

Rho at the counter, shaking with anger.

Dami silent.

Kestrel with nothing in her hands and a note in her pocket.

His face changed.

“Kestrel,” he said softly.

She didn't look at him for long. It was long enough. Not long. 

She walked past him and out the side door.

SUBJECT FILE 01

CHRISTOPHER WICKHAM

FILE NUMBER: CID-WF-001

SUBJECT STATUS: ACTIVE

LEGAL NAME: Christopher Wickham

KNOWN NAMES: Wick; Mr. Wickham

SUBJECT TYPE: Civilian Hostile Actor

PRIMARY AFFILIATIONS: Asryn Pharmaceutical; The Wickham Foundation; Falwell Memorial Hospital

THREAT CATEGORY: Strategic / Corporate / Financial

RECOVERY VALUE: Not applicable

CONTAINMENT PRIORITY: CRITICAL

DIRECT ACTION AUTHORIZATION: RESTRICTED

SURVEILLANCE STATUS: CONTINUOUS

LAST REVIEW: [REDACTED]

I. EXECUTIVE THREAT SUMMARY

Christopher Wickham is assessed as the principal financial and institutional sponsor of the Wickham Foundation’s recovery-obstruction network.

Subject is not considered a significant direct physical threat.

Subject is considered an extreme strategic threat.

Wickham possesses the financial resources, corporate access, legal infrastructure, political influence, and personal motivation necessary to disrupt WRU operations at a regional or national level. His actions have already resulted in the suspension of vendor contracts, interruption of medical supply relationships, increased litigation costs, reputational damage, and the failure of multiple recovery actions.

Subject routinely presents himself as physically vulnerable, socially agreeable, and procedurally cooperative.

This presentation is operationally deceptive.

Personnel are advised that Wickham does not need to overpower an extraction team. He only needs to delay it long enough for someone else to move the target.

II. IDENTIFICATION AND PHYSICAL PROFILE

SEX: Nonbinary Male

AGE: Adult

HEIGHT: 6ft

BUILD: Variable due to chronic illness and reduced mobility

DISTINGUISHING CONDITIONS: Significant chronic illness; episodic tremors; impaired stamina; recurrent pain flares; persistent speech dysfluency

Subject frequently uses forearm crutches or a wheelchair. Mobility varies according to fatigue, pain level, illness progression, and environmental conditions.

Observed symptoms during periods of physical or emotional stress include:

Increased stutter severity

Hand tremors

Reduced balance

Labored breathing

Muscular weakness

Loss of consciousness

Inability to remain standing without assistance

These symptoms must not be interpreted as confusion, diminished judgment, or reduced situational awareness.

Multiple WRU personnel have made that error.

III. BACKGROUND

Wickham is the surviving heir to the Wickham family and retains controlling influence over Asryn Pharmaceutical and related corporate holdings.

Following a series of public statements concerning corporate ethics and coercive labor practices, Asryn terminated, declined to renew, or suspended multiple relationships involving:

WRU subsidiaries

WRU-contracted research facilities

Ownership-service providers

Medical contractors servicing training and recovery facilities

Third-party companies with undisclosed WRU investment

The Wickham Foundation began formal operations approximately one year later.

The delay between the Asryn contract terminations and the Foundation’s establishment is assessed as deliberate. It provides separation between Wickham’s public corporate actions and subsequent private support of former contracted persons.

No Foundation charter, public filing, donor statement, or program description directly references:

WRU

Contracted persons

Bonded companions

Pet designations

Ownership disputes

Recovery obstruction

Despite this absence, a statistically significant number of individuals listed as missing, stolen, noncompliant, or unlawfully withheld have subsequently received assistance from Wickham-funded entities.

Documented or suspected assistance includes:

Emergency medical treatment

Long-term housing

Legal representation

Identity-document replacement

Trauma services

Employment placement

Domestic transportation

International relocation

Wickham has denied direct knowledge of individual cases. These denials have not been disproven.

IV. BEHAVIORAL PROFILE

BASELINE PRESENTATION

Subject typically presents as:

Charming

Courteous

Self-deprecating

Verbally hesitant

Physically nonthreatening

Cooperative with legal and medical personnel

Concerned with procedural fairness

The subject's stutter is genuine. His use of it is not necessarily passive.

Wickham understands that visible pain, speech disruption, and mobility limitations alter how personnel respond to him. He exploits the reluctance of officials to interrupt, search, restrain, or publicly confront a visibly disabled civilian.

This does not require fabrication of symptoms. The subject uses existing symptoms as operational terrain.

NEGOTIATION BEHAVIOR

Wickham demonstrates advanced proficiency in:

Prolonging conversations without appearing obstructive

Redirecting direct questions into procedural disputes

Demanding clarification of warrants and jurisdiction

Requiring medical accommodations

Creating competing legal obligations

Invoking disability-access concerns

Forcing officials to choose between delay and adverse publicity

Positioning witnesses before confrontation

Generating documentation faster than field teams can review itThe subject frequently allows opponents to believe they are controlling the interaction.

They are not.

STRESS RESPONSE

Threats to Wickham’s own health produce limited behavioral change.

Threats to Leigh Kestrel Kestrel-Wickham produce immediate and observable physiological distress, including increased speech disruption, tremors, respiratory difficulty, and reduced mobility.

This response must not be treated as proof that the threat is effective.

When Kestrel is endangered, Wickham becomes less risk-averse, less procedurally predictable, and more willing to deploy corporate, legal, and financial resources without regard for personal consequences.

V. DOCUMENTED INCIDENT: FALWELL MEMORIAL

INCIDENT CODE: FM-09

LOCATION: Falwell Memorial Hospital

OPERATION TYPE: Joint inspection and recovery action

OUTCOME: Target not recovered

During a coordinated inspection of Falwell Memorial, Wickham personally intercepted six officials in the hospital’s primary lobby.

At the time of contact, subject was experiencing an active medical flare and required forearm crutches.

Wickham challenged authorization documents, requested accommodation for his speech impairment, disputed the inspection team’s access to restricted medical areas, and initiated contact with hospital counsel.

The resulting delay lasted approximately nine minutes.

During that period, unidentified Foundation personnel relocated a person of interest through a secured service route. The individual was removed from the relevant floor before inspection personnel obtained access.

Wickham lost consciousness shortly after the team was denied entry.

It remains unknown whether the collapse was anticipated, deliberately risked, or medically inevitable.

The distinction has no operational value.

The target was gone.

VI. KNOWN AND SUSPECTED METHODS

Corporate pressure against WRU vendors and affiliates

Cancellation or nonrenewal of supply agreements

Strategic donations to hospitals, shelters, legal clinics, universities, and community programs

Funding through intermediaries with no disclosed Foundation connection

Use of medical privacy protections to obstruct searches

Use of disability-discrimination complaints to delay questioning

Deployment of counsel before field personnel complete initial contact

Public criticism designed to damage WRU without creating actionable defamation exposure

Emergency hospitalization of recovery targets

Reclassification of custody disputes as medical or housing matters

Creation of overlapping jurisdictional claims

Deliberate physical presence at high-risk operations

Acceptance of medical deterioration when delay benefits Foundation personnel

Use of Asryn-controlled facilities as neutral or protected environments

VII. ASSOCIATED PERSONS

LEIGH KESTREL-WICKHAM

RELATIONSHIP: Spouse

ROLE: Operational authority; field assessment; security coordination

THREAT STATUS: EXTREME

Kestrel is believed to possess independent command authority within Foundation operations. Wickham should not be assumed to control her actions.

She is capable of recognizing conditioned behavior and specialized protection training on sight.

See Subject File CID-WF-002.

DAMIEL CARTIER-WICKHAM

WRU REFERENCE: Product #587363

KNOWN HISTORICAL NAMES: Sita-Blessing Kande; Damiel Bates-Cartier, Damiel Cartier, Damiel Cartier-Wickham

ROLE: Security; counter-recovery operations; extraction support

STATUS: Runaway asset

THREAT STATUS: EXTREME / DO NOT APPROACH

Subject has documented Guard Dog, Retriever Class-C, and Romantic conditioning.

See Subject File CID-WF-003.

LUCKY JOHNSON

ROLE: Driver; armed protection; field transport

STATUS: Former contracted person

DESIGNATION: Guard Dog

THREAT STATUS: HIGH

Johnson is believed to control or coordinate multiple transportation contingencies during Foundation operations.

See Subject File CID-WF-004.

DR. CHARITY BARTLETT

ROLE: Medical stabilization; treatment concealment; safehouse support

THREAT STATUS: HIGH

Bartlett is suspected of providing undocumented care to persons avoiding recovery.

See Subject File CID-WF-006.

RHODODENDRON BATES

KNOWN NAME: Rho Bates

ROLE: Safehouse operations; resident security; physical enforcement

THREAT STATUS: HIGH

Bates is a former contracted fighter and is assessed as willing to use direct force against recovery personnel.

See Subject File CID-WF-005.

VIII. LEVERAGE ASSESSMENT

FINANCIAL PRESSURE

EXPECTED EFFECTIVENESS: LOW

Wickham possesses sufficient personal and corporate resources to withstand extended litigation, supplier losses, fines, and targeted economic pressure.

Financial attacks may accelerate Asryn’s disengagement from WRU-linked companies and create additional scrutiny of WRU corporate structures.

MEDICAL PRESSURE

EXPECTED EFFECTIVENESS: MINIMAL

Threats involving medication access, treatment delays, insurance complications, or personal health exposure are unlikely to produce compliance.

Subject has repeatedly accepted physical deterioration rather than abandon an operation.

SPOUSAL PRESSURE

EXPECTED EFFECTIVENESS: UNSTABLE

Threats against Kestrel create immediate distress.

They also remove Wickham’s normal caution.

Use of Kestrel as leverage is likely to trigger simultaneous retaliation from Wickham, Cartier-Wickham, Johnson, Bartlett, and Bates.

PRESSURE AGAINST FOUNDATION RESIDENTS

EXPECTED EFFECTIVENESS: SHORT-TERM / HIGH-RISK

Threats against residents may produce temporary cooperation.

They are also expected to activate the full associated network and may expose WRU operations to public, legal, medical, and corporate retaliation.

No threat against a Foundation resident should be issued without Executive Command authorization.

IX. COUNTERMEASURES AND CONTACT PROTOCOL

Personnel engaging Wickham must comply with the following:

Medical personnel must be present or immediately available.

WRU legal counsel must review all operational paperwork before contact.

All interactions must be independently recorded.

Wickham must not select or alter the meeting location.

Electronic communications must be restricted during active negotiations.

Subject must not be permitted unsupervised contact with Foundation personnel.

Requests for medical accommodation must be documented but must not automatically terminate questioning.

Personnel must verify all claims involving warrants, medical privacy, hospital policy, and disability access.

No officer may leave the primary team to respond to a secondary disturbance without command approval.

All service corridors, elevators, loading areas, and medical-transfer routes must be secured before subject contact.

ADDITIONAL RESTRICTION

Wickham and Kestrel must not be allowed direct contact during negotiation, detention, questioning, or recovery activity.

They communicate efficiently with minimal speech.

Physical separation alone may not be sufficient. Visual contact, hand signals, medical-status updates, and third-party messages must also be controlled.

X. OPERATIONAL INDICATORS

The following may indicate an active Foundation relocation:

Wickham arrives without prior notice

Wickham insists on remaining physically present despite visible illness

Hospital counsel appears before formal notification

Falwell Memorial initiates an unexpected lockdown or privacy review

Multiple Foundation vehicles enter or leave separately

Johnson changes vehicles or routes without explanation

Kestrel becomes unusually calm

Cartier-Wickham stops communicating

Bartlett requests restricted medical access

Bates moves residents away from public areas

Wickham begins requesting names, badge numbers, accommodation records, or written clarification

When three or more indicators occur simultaneously, field command should assume the target is already being moved.

XI. ANALYST COMMENT

Wickham’s physical limitations are real. So is the threat. He does not need to be healthy to damage WRU. He does not need to be armed to stop a recovery. He does not need to admit what the Foundation is doing.

He owns the hospital where the target disappears. He funds the attorney who challenges the warrant. He supplies the medication that keeps the witness alive. He donates to the institution that later refuses WRU access.

Then he smiles, apologizes for taking so long to answer, and asks the field team to repeat the question.

XII. COMMAND ADDENDUM

HANDWRITTEN ENTRY — RECOVERY COMMAND

Stop calling him harmless. He has shut down three suppliers, purchased a hospital, buried two ownership suits, financed an interstate concealment network, and smiled through every meeting. Harmless men do not require this many pages.

END SUBJECT FILE CID-WF-001

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“Emergency housing,” she said. “Food access. Medical referrals. Legal aid referrals. Transportation stipends. Crisis support. Job placement assistance.”

“For people?”

“Yes.”

Renn’s pen paused.

There.

The first hook.

“For people,” he repeated. “Does the Foundation provide those same services to pets?”

The room went quiet in a way that was almost physical.

Kestrel kept her attention on Renn. “The Foundation provides services to individuals who come to us in need.”

“That's not what I asked.”

Her counsel said, “Objection. Asked and answered.”

Renn gave a small nod, as if indulging them. “Mrs. Wickham, you understand that under state law, pets are classified as property.”

“I understand the law.”

“Do you disagree with it?”

“Objection. Relevance.”

“It goes to motive.”

“It goes to spectacle,” her counsel said. “Ask a question tied to the allegations.”

Renn’s smile thinned.

Reed watched Kestrel with cold interest.

Not anger yet. Interest. Like she was a product with an irregularity.

Kestrel had seen that look before. In old rooms. On old faces. On men who thought ownership was the natural order of the world and disobedience was a manufacturing defect.

Renn glanced down at his notes. “Let’s discuss Product #440918.”

Kestrel didn't move.

“Do you know that designation?”

“No.”

Reed made a sound under his breath. Almost a laugh. Almost a threat.

Renn looked up. “You have never heard the designation Product #440918?”

“I don’t recognize it.”

“You don't recognize it, or you have never heard it?”

“I don’t recognize it as belonging to anyone known to me through Foundation services.”

“That's a careful answer.”

“I am under oath.”

Behind her, Wick uncapped his pen.

Renn’s eyes flicked past her, then returned. “Do you know the name Tara Reed?”

“No.”

“Do you know my client’s pet, Tara?”

“No.”

“Have you ever met a person calling herself Elise?”

There it was.

The blade under the paper.

Kestrel thought of Elise at Charity’s kitchen table with both hands wrapped around a chipped mug, shoulders nearly touching her ears. She thought of the way Elise had asked permission to sit down after being told three times that every chair in the room was available to her. She thought of Rho placing toast on the table without comment. Charity kneeling to wrap Elise’s feet. Lucky standing in the hall because his Guard Dog instincts had clocked the exits, the windows, the danger, and still chosen not to crowd her.

She thought of Elise whispering, “Will he be allowed to come get me?”

And heard herself saying, “Not while I am breathing.”

Her counsel’s shoe touched hers beneath the table.

A warning. Not here. Not like that.

Kestrel looked at Renn. “The Foundation serves many people. I am not able to identify individuals based on a first name alone.”

“Have you ever met a runaway pet using the name Elise?”

“Objection.”

“You can answer.”

“I cannot identify any Foundation client in response to that question.”

“So you refuse to answer?”

“I am preserving client confidentiality.”

“Pets don't have client confidentiality.”

“The Foundation serves individuals,” Kestrel said.

Renn leaned back.

Reed’s jaw flexed.

Kestrel watched the word land badly. Good. Let it bruise.

“Mrs. Wickham,” Renn said, “did you knowingly assist Product #440918 in evading Mr. Reed?”

“No.”

The answer was easy.

She hadn't assisted a product. She had assisted Elise.

“Did the Wickham Foundation knowingly assist Product #440918 in evading Mr. Reed?”

“I am not aware of any Foundation program by that name assisting any person by that designation.”

“By that designation,” Renn repeated.

“Yes.”

“Again, very careful.”

“Again, I am under oath.”

A small sound came from behind her. Not quite a laugh.

Renn ignored it. “Where is Product #440918?”

“I don’t know.”

Reed’s chair scraped against the carpet.

The sound was sharp enough that the court reporter startled.

Kestrel didn't. Neither did Wick.

Renn lifted one hand toward his client. “Let the record reflect that Mr. Reed is understandably emotional.”

Kestrel’s counsel said, “Let the record reflect only that Mr. Reed moved his chair.”

The court reporter resumed typing.

Kestrel almost liked her.

Almost.

Renn lowered his voice. “Mrs. Wickham, are you testifying that you don't know the location of my client’s lawful property?”

“I am testifying that I don't know the location of Product #440918.”

It was true now.

That was the point of the move.

Kestrel had known where Elise was that morning. At breakfast, she had known the room, the house, the county, the road that bent around the old church and ended where the trees grew thick. By the time she entered the conference room, Lucky had already sent the message.

Bird in transit.

By the time Renn asked, Kestrel didn't know. Not the car. Not the route. Not the destination. Not the final house. That knowledge had been taken away from her as deliberately as a weapon being removed before a search.

She knew Elise was not with Reed.

For now, that was enough.

Renn slid a paper across the table. “I’m showing you what has been marked as Exhibit Four. Do you recognize this document?”

Her counsel intercepted it first, reviewed it, then passed it to Kestrel.

A reimbursement form.

Gas. Tolls. Convenience store receipt. A driver listed as M. Santos. Date: March seventeenth. The night Elise had come in barefoot and hypothermic and apologizing for the rainwater on Charity’s floor.

Kestrel looked at it for the correct number of seconds.

“Yes.”

“What is it?”

“A Foundation reimbursement form.”

“Did you approve it?”

“Yes.”

“What was the expense for?”

“Transportation support.”

“For whom?”

“The form doesn’t state a client name.”

“Do you know who was transported?”

“No.”

“Who is M. Santos?”

“A Foundation contractor.”

“What does M. Santos do for the Foundation?”

“Transportation support.”

“Transporting whom?”

“Clients.”

“Pets?”

“Individuals.”

Renn’s smile went thin and hard. “You can see how this looks.”

“I can see the document.”

“Mrs. Wickham, are you familiar with the legal concept of conversion?”

“Yes.”

“Tortious interference?”

“Yes.”

“Theft?”

“Objection.”

Renn continued. “Are you aware that depriving an owner of lawful access to his pet may constitute theft?”

“I am aware that your complaint makes that allegation.”

“Do you deny it?”

“The Foundation denies wrongdoing.”

“Did a young woman matching Tara Reed’s description enter a Foundation-funded facility on March seventeenth?”

“I don't have enough information to answer that.”

“Was she given food?”

Kestrel paused.

Her counsel went still beside her.

Wick didn't move behind her.

“No,” Kestrel said.

Renn blinked. Then smiled.

“No?”

“No, I don't deny that the Foundation gives food to hungry people.”

“That's not what I asked.”

“It’s what the Foundation does.”

“You don’t know that Product 440918 was hungry.”

“I know people come to us hungry.”

Reed leaned forward. “She has a dietary plan.”

Renn’s eyes closed for half a second.

Too late.

The room caught it.

Kestrel turned her head and looked at Reed for the first time.

He looked irritated that she had acknowledged him at all.

“She has medical requirements,” Reed said. “Supplements. Caloric restrictions. She can’t just eat whatever some shelter hands her.”

Kestrel’s counsel said, “Mr. Reed is not questioning the witness.”

But Kestrel kept looking at him.

A person told you everything in what they corrected.

Not she's afraid.

Not she's hurt.

Not I want to know if she is alive.

Supplements. Restrictions. Requirements.

As though Elise had been a misplaced piece of equipment with manufacturer guidelines.

"Then I hope she is somewhere with food.”

Renn leaned forward immediately. “Did you just admit you know she is somewhere?”

“I admitted that I hope a missing person is fed.”

“She isn’t a missing person,” Renn said. “She is my client’s registered pet.”

Kestrel looked back at him.

“Then I hope Mr. Reed’s registered pet is fed.”

The words tasted like rust.

Renn seemed pleased anyway, as if making her repeat the legal category meant the category had won.

It had not.

Not today.

He turned a page. “Do you know Dr. Charity Bartlett?”

“Yes.”

“In what capacity?”

“She operates a free clinic that has received Foundation grants.”

“Does Dr. Bartlett shelter runaway pets?”

Her counsel’s voice sharpened. “Objection. Calls for speculation and seeks information outside the scope of this deposition.”

“You may answer if you know, Mrs. Wickham.”

Kestrel’s pulse changed.

Not much.

Enough.

Charity’s name didn't belong in this room.

Rho’s didn't. Lucky’s didn't. The blue room didn't. The patched fence didn't. The old kettle that whistled too loud and made everyone complain didn't. The safehouse didn't belong in the mouth of a man who called a terrified woman stolen property.

Kestrel folded her hands tighter.

“I know Dr. Bartlett provides medical care.”

“To pets?”

“To patients.”

“Runaway patients?”

“To patients.”

“Does the Foundation fund Dr. Bartlett’s illegal sheltering activities?”

“I’m not aware of any illegal sheltering activities by Dr. Bartlett.”

“Is that because you don’t ask?”

“It is because the Foundation funds documented medical services.”

Renn tapped his pen once. “Mrs. Wickham, we can subpoena Dr. Bartlett.”

“You can attempt to subpoena anyone you believe has relevant information.”

“And if she refuses to comply?”

“That would be a matter for Dr. Bartlett and her counsel.”

“Does that concern you?”

Kestrel held his gaze.

“Yes.”

Renn brightened.

Kestrel let him.

“It concerns me when medical providers are harassed for treating vulnerable people.”

The brightness died.

Beside her, Foundation counsel wrote something in the margin of his notes.

Behind her, Wick capped his pen.

They broke for lunch twenty minutes later.

The smaller room down the hall did have a window, but it looked directly into a brick wall.

Wick maneuvered his chair in first, then waited until the door shut before letting Christopher Wickham fall off his face.

His hands were shaking.

Kestrel crossed the room and crouched in front of him.

Not because he needed her lower.

Because she wanted his eyes.

“Wick,” she said.

His jaw worked once.

“They said Charity’s name.”

“I know.”

“They shouldn't have Charity’s name.”

“I know.”

“They shouldn't have enough for Santos either.”

“I know.”

He looked at her, pale and vicious with rage. “I can bury Reed.”

“I know.”

“I can bury Renn.”

“I know.”

“I can make sure every donor who has ever shaken Reed’s hand suddenly remembers a scheduling conflict.”

Kestrel rested her hands on the arms of his chair. “Not during my deposition.”

For one beat, he stared at her.

Then a laugh broke out of him, short and rough. He covered his face with one hand.

Kestrel stayed there.

He reached for her with the other hand. She gave him her fingers.

“I hate this,” he said.

“I know.”

“I hate that you have to sit there and let them call her that.”

“So do I.”

“I hate that they get to call you Mrs. Wickham like it means you belong to me.”

Kestrel looked at him.

His face tightened as if the words had cut him on the way out.

She squeezed his hand once.

“They can call me Mrs. Wickham,” she said. “They still don’t know what it means.”

Wick looked at her for a long moment.

Then his mouth trembled at the edge.

Not a smile.

Not grief.

Something that held both and survived them.

Her counsel knocked once and opened the door. “They’re ready.”

Wick inhaled.

The public face returned piece by piece. Smooth suit. Straight spine. Pleasant mouth. Empty eyes.

Christopher Wickham, co-CEO, benefactor, husband, observer.

Kestrel stood.

He caught her wrist before she stepped away.

“Kestrel.”

She looked back.

In public, most people called her Mrs. Wickham. In private, he called her by the name she had kept alive with her teeth.

His voice was low. “Don't let him make you bleed for telling the truth carefully.”

Kestrel bent and pressed her forehead to his for one brief second.

“I won’t.”

When they returned, Renn had a photograph.

Kestrel knew before he turned it around.

Owners always brought photographs. Proof of condition. Proof of possession. Proof that the thing had once been where it belonged.

He placed it in front of her.

Tara knelt beside Reed’s chair at some formal event. Pale dress. Glossy hair. Hands placed exactly on her thighs. Collar visible, tasteful enough to pass for jewelry if the viewer had never been trained to see a leash in every pretty thing.

Kestrel knew what to look for.

The tension in the jaw. The unfocused eyes. The obedience arranged so neatly it could be mistaken for peace.

Elise was thinner now but her eyes had changed. Fear was still there. It didn't leave just because a door opened. But there was anger under it now.

Small. Unsteady. Lit.

Kestrel protected that ember by keeping her own face blank.

“Do you recognize the person in this photograph?” Renn asked.

Kestrel looked at it. “No.”

Reed slammed his palm on the table.

The court reporter jumped.

Wick didn't.

Kestrel didn't.

Renn snapped, “Mr. Reed.”

“She is lying,” Reed said.

Her counsel said, “We are going off the record.”

“No,” Kestrel said.

Everyone looked at her.

Even Wick.

She kept her eyes on Renn. “I can answer.”

Her counsel hesitated. Then sat back.

Renn watched her carefully. “You don't recognize this person?”

“I recognize that there is a person in the photograph.”

“Do you recognize her as Tara Reed?”

“No.”

“As Product 440918?”

“No.”

“As Elise?”

The lie was harder this time. Elise had chosen that name in a whisper on Charity’s porch while Rho pretended to fix a loose hinge nearby. Elise had deserved to be known by it. Elise had deserved someone saying, 

But not here.

Never here.

“No,” Kestrel said.

Renn slid the photograph closer. “Look again.”

Kestrel did.

The collar had a small charm.

T.R.

Tara Reed.

Property disguised as affection.

Kestrel considered breaking Reed’s hand one finger at a time. She could be effiecient. She wouldn’t even need to raise her voice.

She didn't.

Restraint had been forced into her too young and too thoroughly. Today, she used it against him.

“I have looked,” she said.

“And your testimony is that you don't recognize her?”

“My testimony is that I can’t identify the person in that photograph as anyone known to me through Foundation services.”

“That's not the same answer.”

“No.”

“Which answer is true?”

“Both.”

Silence.

Renn’s eyes sharpened.

There.

Now he saw her. She wasn't just a wife. Nor was she only the charity executive. Neither was she only a polished co-CEO in a tailored suit and wedding ring, sitting five feet two inches tall at a table full of men who thought volume and height were the same as power.

He finally saw the thing underneath. He finally saw the girl trained to stand in rooms full of predators and know which one would move first.

Renn changed tactics.

“Mrs. Wickham, were you raised in the Wickham household?”

Wick’s pen stopped behind her.

Her counsel’s voice went cold. “Objection. Harassment. Relevance.”

“It goes to bias.”

“It's a spectacle.”

Kestrel said, “I can answer.”

Her counsel looked at her.

Kestrel didn't look back.

“Yes,” she said.

“In what capacity?”

“I was raised there.”

“As a pet?”

The word landed between them. Wick inhaled behind her.

Reed watched with sudden, ugly fascination.

There it was. Recognition at last.

Not of her face but of her category. She had been freed and disobedient. She was a warning.

Kestrel let him look.

“No,” she said. “Not as a WRU pet.”

“But you were owned.”

“Objection.”

“Were you owned, Mrs. Wickham?”

The room with no windows blurred for half a second into another room. It was bigger and warmer. There were flowers on the wallpaper and Malcolm’s hand on the back of a chair. Charlotte’s voice telling someone not to make a scene. Wick laughing somewhere else, young and loved and unaware.

Then it was gone.

Kestrel looked at Renn.

“I was a child.”

Renn paused. That hadn't been the answer he expected.

Good. Let him trip over it.

“I’ll rephrase,” he said. “Do your experiences with the Wickham family influence your work with the Foundation?”

“Yes.”

Behind her, Wick’s breath caught.

She continued before anyone could stop her.

“They influence my belief that children should be protected, that hungry people should be fed, that sick people should receive medical care, and that no one should be returned to a place where they are unsafe.”

Renn leaned forward. “Even if returning them is required by law?”

Her counsel said, “Objection. Calls for a legal conclusion.”

Kestrel looked at Reed. Only Reed.

“I don't return people to unsafe places.”

Reed’s face flushed.

Renn said, “People.”

“Yes.”

“You keep using that word.”

“I know.”

“You understand that my client seeks the return of his pet, not a person.”

Kestrel looked back at him.

“I understand what your client is seeking.”

“And would the Foundation comply with a lawful court order requiring it to disclose the location of Product 440918?”

“Objection. Hypothetical, calls for a legal conclusion, and assumes facts not in evidence.”

Renn ignored her counsel. “Would you comply, Mrs. Wickham?”

Kestrel thought of the first safehouse.

Empty now, or almost empty.

She thought of the emergency bag under Elise’s bed.

The coat Elise had chosen herself.

The second van.

The driver who didn't know the final address because the route would change twice.

Lucky’s message. Bird in transit.

She thought of Charity’s hands wrapping Elise’s feet. Rho teaching Elise to say no by starting with tea. Wick behind her, trying not to shake. Every law written by people who had never been property and every law broken by people who understood exactly what property felt like from the inside.

“The Foundation complies with lawful court orders,” Kestrel said.

Renn smiled like he had won something. “Would you personally provide the location?”

“If compelled by a court, I would consult counsel regarding the Foundation’s legal obligations.”

“That's not an answer.”

“It’s my answer.”

“Do you know where she is?”

“No.”

“Do you know who knows where she is?”

“No.”

“Do you know whether she is alive?”

Kestrel hated him then. Not sharply. Completely.

“I hope she is,” she said.

Reed scoffed. “She would be if she came home.”

The room stopped.

There were sentences that told on themselves. Renn knew it. Kestrel saw irritation flash across his face before he smoothed it away.

Kestrel turned to Reed.

“She would be if she came home,” she repeated.

Reed’s eyes narrowed.

Kestrel tilted her head. “Interesting phrasing.”

Her counsel murmured, “Mrs. Wickham.”

She let Reed go.

Renn rushed in. “My client is understandably distressed. His property has been missing for nearly a month.”

“Twenty-seven days,” Kestrel said.

Too fast.

Her counsel closed her eyes.

Renn went still.

Reed did too.

Behind her, Wick became motionless as glass.

Renn’s voice softened. Dangerously soft.

“Twenty-seven?”

Kestrel looked down at the complaint.

“The incident report attached to your filing states that Product 440918 left Mr. Reed’s residence on the evening of March sixteenth. Today is April twelfth. That's twenty-seven days.”

Renn watched her.

One second. Two.

“Of course,” he said.

He didn't believe her.

That was fine.

Suspicion was not a location.

By the time the deposition ended, Reed had lost his temper twice, Renn had lost his smile once, and Kestrel had used the word individual so many times it had become a quiet act of vandalism.

The court reporter packed her machine.

Counsel gathered exhibits.

Renn stood and buttoned his jacket. “This is far from over, Mrs. Wickham.”

Kestrel rose.

Reed stepped around his attorney.

Too close.

Wick’s chair shifted behind her.

Kestrel didn't move.

Reed lowered his voice. “You think you’re noble.”

Her counsel snapped, “Mr. Reed, don't address my client.”

But Reed was looking at Kestrel.

Only Kestrel.

“She isn't like you,” he said. “Whatever happened to you, whatever story you’ve told yourself, Tara had structure. She had a home. She had a purpose. She gets confused without direction.”

The old shape of obedience waited in Kestrel’s bones.

She smiled.

“Then I hope,” Kestrel said, “wherever she is, someone gives her time to be confused.”

Reed stared at her.

Kestrel stepped around him.

Wick was already beside the door, upright on his crutches now, pale with pain and rage. Christopher Wickham in every line of his suit. Wick burning through the eyes.

He opened the door for her.

In the hallway, neither of them spoke until the conference room door closed behind them.

Then Wick said, very softly, “Elise has been moved.”

Kestrel looked at him.

He didn't smile.

“Lucky called during the break,” Wick said. “Charity agreed. Rho hated it. Elise chose the coat herself.”

Kestrel’s chest loosened so suddenly it hurt.

“Where?”

Wick’s eyes held hers.

For one breath, he looked like the boy he had been before he knew. Before the world cracked open and showed him the shape of the house he had loved.

Then he looked like the man he had become after.

“I don’t know,” he said.

Kestrel stared at him.

A tiny, terrible laugh escaped her.

Wick’s mouth trembled at the edge of answering.

Neither of them let it become more than that. Not there. Not with cameras in the lobby, counsel waiting by the elevator, and Reed’s people still close enough to hear if they raised their voices.

Kestrel reached for his sleeve instead of his hand.

Public enough.

Private enough.

The elevator doors opened.

Their counsel stepped in first. Wick followed, slow and careful on his crutches. Kestrel came last.

As the doors slid shut, Wick leaned close.

His voice was barely audible.

“You told the truth.”

Kestrel watched their reflections blur in the polished metal.

“No,” she said. “I told enough to keep her alive.”

Wick looked at her reflection.

Then nodded once.

The elevator descended.

Above them, in a conference room with no windows, men with expensive pens tried to turn a missing woman back into property.

Below them, the city kept moving.

Somewhere else, Elise was in a different car, under a different blanket, with a name no one in that room had earned the right to use.

And for now, no one who wanted to own her knew where she was.

And to think he felt a flash of uncertainty at the substitution of a fucking condiment minutes ago. Enough to make him hesitate for a half-second before pulling it off the shelf. It’s the same brand and we need it for dinner, he defended to himself. (And last he checked the container the mayo comes in was not on Leo’s List. The secret one Aiden keeps diligent catalog of in his head.) 

He stumbles back, away from the groceries he’s meant to bring back to Leo and the cart. Away from the curious, judgmental, bored, prying looks of the other shoppers. He’s not fast enough and his ruination incarnate starts to turn. Either from the noise or the sense of being near a spectacle and wanting, needing to make sure you’re not it. 

Aiden spins and smacks right into a scowling, broad woman but doesn’t stop long enough to make sense of her clucking accusation as he mechanically and clumsily rushes from the store. His skin prickles under the weight of a too-familiar glare on his back but he can’t bring himself to turn and meet it, confirm he hasn’t immediately been passed over as a random weirdo. He weaves around someone’s cart at the last second, almost takes down a whole stack of Nilla Wafers and knocks shoulders with someone else in his careening retreat until finally he’s stumbling over the rubber spaghetti carpet of the entrance. 

Blessed fresh air and sunlight blinding him and all he can feel is his heart beating so hard he thinks it will crack him open and there will be nothing at all inside because he doesn’t know what’s left. Maybe one of the bored stock workers will lend him some notes for taking inventory. 

He ducks down the space between the grocery store and the Barnes & Noble. It’s not the skinny alley he wishes it were but he can tuck behind the fenced off dumpster, beside a stack of empty wooden pallets, and pretend it’s the best hiding spot in the world. 

His breath rattles through his throat, lungs like wet plastic bags caught on branches in the wind. For a second, he thinks he might pass out. His thoughts have slowed to a crawl. Glacial in grasping onto the next rung of reality, they just hang there suspended. Flight, freeze, at least he got out of there before fawn tripped along. 

Laughter climbs out of his mouth, jolting him back to the brick of the building behind his back, the asphalt where he sits. He has to clap both hands over his wild, hysterical grin before it slices his head in half like a watermelon. What is he even made of? Instead of nothing at all, maybe it’s just liquified now, syrupy juice will run down his ears, over his nose and lips. The overturned top of his head a tiki bowl on the pavement. Just waiting for someone like Harrison to slip a straw in, stir it around and take a taste. 

You’re being dramatic, the Harrison in his head says flatly. As close as if he were resting his temple on Aiden’s shoulder. Watching the whole scene unfold like a movie he would never choose but will obstinately sit through to the bitter end, if only for the opportunity to heckle as proof of his superiority. You can pick next time, Aiden easily cedes. Somatic comfort in giving him exactly what he wants, folding to the familiar dynamic, because that well-worn crease is rest compared to resisting. What’s the point? 

His phone buzzes in his pocket. Once. Twice. He’s been out here long enough Leo decided he’s taking too long. He’ll make a lap or two around the whole store. Then he’d pretend finding Aiden early was serendipitous. All the while swallowing a sigh of relief, playing at nonchalance when just a second ago he was pulling out his phone in a panic.  

But Aiden’s nowhere to be found so Leo does call. His phone pulses with the fear Leo must be feeling but Aiden can’t bring himself to share in it, can’t seem to move. He just waits for the second call to come a heartbeat later, buried in his hoodie. For Leo to use the Find feature to get Aiden’s phone to sing a chorus of shrill beeps, silenced or not. Sometimes he can’t hear it if he’s working, if it’s across the room, or he left it on his pillow. Sorry! He’d text back, adding a monkey emoji covering its eyes. Leo would always call him after that. It’s okay, the first words out of his mouth. Twice, Aiden’s let the routine play out on purpose, just to have Leo’s reassurance in his ear. Squirming from the sweet guilt and the way it warmed him from the inside out.  

He tries to see if he feels anything knowing Leo is zooming in on the little map and rushing to find him. Guilt for making him worry? Shame for losing it in public, yet again? He peels his hands off his face and presses them into the gritty pavement, tiny rocks digging into the skin of his palms, the pads of his fingers. At least he can feel that. 

There should also be at least a tiny shred of comfort, of warmth, at the fact that Leo knows him well enough to come peering around every obstacle in the no-man’s land between the buildings to find his hiding nook. Empty handed of course because Leo would abandon anything to come to his rescue. 

Leo kneels down, close enough to reach but leaving enough space that he’s not boxing Aiden in. He’s not even trying to hide the fact that he’s freaked out. Face lined with worry, eyes searching and probing and Aiden knows his dead expression isn’t giving him anything. 

“Aiden,” he has to ask. He’s never gotten any better at letting Aiden suffer silently. “What happened? Are you alright?”

He jerks his head in a nod, drags a hand over his face to try to reset the muscles. “I saw someone—some…two,” the sounds roll over his tongue, meaningless syllables. His lips twitch into a smile. She smiled. Right at him. As unreal as all the words, spoken countless times already and washed clean of all meaning they reach his lips. “Two people.” 

“What?” Leo’s panic doubles in turn. “Did they recognize you?” 

He shrugs. That smile. “She might’ve but she’s…she’s only…” He’s crying. “Three now.” He wipes the tears off his cheeks. “She turned three,” he whispers to himself, grinning giddily. Testing Leo’s anxiety. 

“Aiden? What about the other person?” He looks like he’s about to throw him over his shoulder and sprint to the car. 

“Dunno.” He can’t bring himself to care. Nothing else matters. She turned three. “If he did, he’d call.” It’s not funny but he can’t help laughing. “He’s…an asshole,” he laughs. “He always hated me. Didn’t stop him fucking me—” He claps both hands over his mouth but it only makes him sound more manic. 

Leo’s jaw hangs open. 

He tries to pull a breath through his nose, gags because he can’t stop laughing. Has to release his out-of-control mouth again to choke down enough air. He flaps a hand at Leo. It’s fine. 

Leo shakes his head, a gentle pushback. 

He tries harder to get a hold of himself, presses the heels of his shaking hands to his temples. Switches to covering his eyes. Pulls his hood down low over his forehead instead. He’s still laughing. Or something close to it. 

“I think we should leave…” Suggested with all the care of trying to balance a soap bubble on his finger tip, like Aiden’s about to detonate. (Hasn’t he already?) 

He nods, tears streaming down his face. Leo pulls him up with a strong grip around his wrist and doesn’t let go of his arm. Aiden puts his head between his knees as soon as he’s buckled in, unable to remember if he did it himself or if he even opened his own door. 

Eventually, the hysterical sounds coming out of his mouth simmer down to a silent vibration deep in his chest. A rumbling, rearranging of everything that used to hold him together. 

They’re halfway home before Leo pierces the silence he let Aiden rest on for the last ten minutes. “I’m gonna need to know who you saw. Just tell me it wasn’t…” He shoots a nervous glance at Aiden, testing the waters before he nevertheless throws a rock in. “...Harrison?” 

“No, no.” The idea is almost enough to make him laugh all over again. Imagine. He stops himself from blurting that Harrison never touched him like that. Leo should have known already it couldn’t possibly have been Harrison from that comment alone. He will have to clarify that nuance later. For some reason it’s important, a needling itch he won’t be able to leave untouched. 

“Okay…” Leo tries to give him a minute to answer on his own but he’s out of patience. Counting without Mississippis. “So?” 

He leans his head against the window, watches the blur of leaves against the clouds. They’re already starting to turn, the first hint of fall coming in to soften the brightness of summer into shades of sepia. “Mira, Mr. Park.” 

“What?” 

“Even after everything I did, they’re alive.”  

Leo blinks at him, has to brake hard when he misses the light turning yellow and it’s red by the time he looks back at the road. “You’re serious? Aiden. Aiden—”

“Leo,” he cuts him off. They’ve had this conversation more than once. 

When he forced himself to confess because he couldn’t bear the thought of Leo signing for legal responsibility of him without knowing. He practiced through tears night after night, condemning his reflection in the powder room mirror while Leo slept upstairs. Like a ritual of self-flagellation, punishment in equal measure for his mistakes and for still not having full faculty of his speech. A murderer, he finally articulated. What? Was it in self-defense? Leo didn’t believe him. No, I killed two people. He felt his soul shake under Leo’s silence. Minutes of it, until he thought it would press the life right out of him. Did you mean to do it? Aiden shook his head. Okay. He didn’t think it was right to promise he wouldn’t do it again, knowing what he was capable of. 

“It doesn’t matter now,” he tells Leo’s profile in the car. He lets himself smile again. 

“Like fuck it doesn’t matter, Aiden. You were…” Leo pulls over and stares out the windshield as the traffic streams past. He punches the steering wheel, making Aiden tense. 

The second time, he found himself in an exhausting tunnel of nightmares about it. He couldn’t see an end, thought he had to earn a reprieve. Leo caught him with a lighter, burning lines with a heated knife high on the sides of his ribcage where he thought they’d never be seen. He’d spelled out the entire series of events in a panicked, desperate defense, so articulate was he at last. You didn’t kill anyone, you’re blameless. Leo was furious, devastated. Two people are dead because of me, because of my actions. I killed them. It was much worse than the first time. What else was a complete lie? All Aiden could do was apologize. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, please. Louder and louder to try to drown out Leo’s escalating desperation to find something, anything to tip the scales in his favor. Nothing was worse than letting Aiden go on believing this about himself, until it was. Did you even slit your own wrists or did Harrison come do it for you? And then he was crying too hard to get the words out and Leo surrendered, rushing in to hold him and wrap him up in a tide of his own apologies. We’re not done with this. He’d whispered between kisses to the crown of his head. But there was no way either of them would bring it up again. 

It starts to rain, little drops hitting the windshield. 

“Please don’t,” Aiden whispers, holding onto the smile even though the muscles in his cheeks are starting to tremble. Tears stinging the corners of his eyes. 

Leo still won’t look at him. “This is how you should have felt all along. Dead or alive, nothing that happened that day was ever your fault. You were being hurt, you were being—”

He pulls Leo’s hand off the steering wheel. “Please?” 

The most recent time, it brought itself up. A series of perfectly laid dominoes falling to pave the path to him refusing to babysit Jesse’s daughter. Leo caught on instantly and this time he was prepared. What if I had been in your position? Determined to keep his cool and find a weak spot in Aiden’s resolve. You weren’t. Again and again, mapping out hypothetical situations after alternate chains of events after endless what-ifs. Would you blame me? What about Delia? He’d just shake his head. It’s different. There was nothing Leo could draw on from his own life, no horror he’d shared in close enough to even hold a candle to the darkness Aiden was sheltering. Please, I promise to be good, he finally said, letting tears fall from his eyes, pretending it was hard to meet Leo’s gaze. I know what you’re doing. He faked a flinch. I swear to God, I’ll spend the rest of my life trying to change your mind. He nodded solemnly, genuine in the hopelessness in his expression. Another layer of punishment to fit the crime: Leo having to share in his suffering. One more addition to the list of things he’ll never repay. 

The rain falls harder, audible on the roof of the car. Competing only with the rush of tires on the wet road outside. 

He squeezes Leo’s hand in both of his, begging him to cede. 

“God.” Leo sighs, looking skyward for serenity, patience. A purer, softer kind of grace than the thorned yoke Aiden had pinned himself under. Mirroring the punishments he bore on the outside. Needless, all of it. 

He cries from relief. Trembling in the upside down state of the world now that the smoke has cleared. Uncertain how to hold the fragile clarity that it’s within reach to deserve all the good. Maybe it wasn’t smoke at all but snowfall. Everything fresh and clean, just like when Leo found him. A sob escapes his lips. 

Leo brushes the tears from his cheeks. “Com’ere.” 

Aiden gathers fistfulls of the back of his shirt, breathing in the smell of fabric softener, of Leo, of home. He feels weightless. Cocooned in Leo’s arms and the knowledge that there’s nothing left to forgive. 

Mira turned three. 

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He only lets go when the crowd has thinned, but his smile is gone long before that. As soon as the curtain has closes, the king sinks to his knees. There’s not much space in the carriage and his nose brush the archduke’s knees as the man spreads his legs.

“I apologise, Your Grace.”

The duke’s eyes turn towards him with a glint of something cruel as he evenly says, “Whatever for, Your Majesty?”

Truthfully, he doesn’t know, but there’s only so many things he could have done that would make the duke so angry. He speaks clearly, knowing better than to stumble over his words.

“I went against your will. I didn’t think-”

The duke’s hand moves and he flinches, expecting a hit. It only tangles in his hair, pulling his head up sharply. The duke doesn’t look composed anymore, and his voice is not so even as his lips curl into a sneer.

“You were never asked to think, were you?”

The tight space of the carriage makes it feel as though he is looming over the prince when he leans forward.

“Opposing me so publicly – Did you think you were allowed an opinion on my decisions? That you could… express it? Publicly?”

The hand in his hair tightens its grip and the duke shakes him a little. He doesn’t even try to speak to defend itself.

“I think not. I think His Royal Majesty simply forgot his place.”

The king swallows. He tries to lower his eyes, but the duke grabs his chin, nails almost digging into the skin – but not yet; there’ll be another crowd at the palace’s gates.

“My apologies, Your Grace. I didn’t- I didn’t realise it meant so much-”

He can’t flinch away from the slap. It’s almost a relief that the duke has let go of his hair, both because his neck and back were starting to hurt and because there’s no way he could have dressed his hair again if it became too dishevelled. He doesn’t have the luxury of another blunder right now.

“You naïve little fool. Everything I do means something. Every. Single. Thing.” Every word is punctuated with a sharp squeeze of the hand holding his chin, and the king assumes it’s already reddened. He can’t feel crescent-shaped thing digging into him yet, which should make it easier to hide.

The duke is in control enough – and kind enough – to not backhand him. There are no rings to scratch at him, and he shouldn’t bruise from this.

“I don’t know what’s gotten into that pretty little head of yours, but we’re going to fix it.”

Another flinch from the king, who forces himself to meet the duke’s eyes. “Please, Your Grace, I swear-”

The duke surges forward, pulling the king along. The king is slammed against the carriage’s wall, pinned under the duke’s frame. The duke is still holding his chin, but his other hand trails down the king’s chest, fingers splayed possessively.

“You’ve been such a wicked ward, haven’t you? Teasing me, defying me, making such a spectacle of us both.” He presses close, lips brushing the shell of the king’s ear. “Don’t worry, Your Majesty, I’m going to take good care of you. Do such a good job reminding you of your place.”

He keeps the king pinned a while longer before relaxing his grip and stepping away. The king sinks back to his knees, burying his face into the duke’s robes.

“Your Grace, please-”

“That’s more like. This is the respect you should have shown to me earlier.” He buries his hand in the king’s hair, almost petting. “Shh, there’s no need to cry. I’ll guide you. Put you back into your proper place.”

He tilts the king’s head up with a brush of his knuckles. “It’s my responsibility – my right – to discipline you when you stray.” His thumb brushes softly over the king’s lower lip. “We’ll work together, you and I, hmm?”

“Please-”

The duke tries to maintain his façade but his eyes glitter with satisfaction, something almost predatory in the way he looks down. He loves seeing this – a desperate, submissive king, completely at his mercy and grovelling for forgiveness.

“Shh. I told you there was no need for his.”

His hand moves from the king’s chin to his throat. His grip stays lax, more possessive than anything else.

“I suppose it’s been a while, but that’s no reason to behave like this.” A sharp squeeze to make the king meets his eyes. “When we arrive, you’re going to walk beside me; head held high and that pretty smile of yours for the crowd.”

His grip tightens a little as a flash of anger darkens his face. “If you even think about disobeying me again, so publicly at that, I will destroy you. Is that clear?”

The king swallows, throat bobbing under the duke’s grip. He nods, but the duke’s doesn’t relent. He lowers his eyes.

“Yes, Your Grace.”

A smile spreads on the duke’s face, wicked and slow. He lets go of the king’s throat, fingers trailing down. He leans back slightly.

“Good boy, I knew you’d see reason.” He lets go, straightening his collar and smoothing out any wrinkles with meticulousness.

“Remember, love, your happiness, your safety – your very existence depends on pleasing me.” His tone is gentle, almost sweet. “I can be very generous to those who obey, darling. You’ve seen it.”

He pulls the king up, pushing him back on the settee and not paying him any more attention as he tries to quickly straighten his clothes. The carriage slows down as they approach the gate and a smile is back on the duke’s face. “Let’s put on a good show, hmm? Smile for your adoring subjects.”

He doesn’t grant the king any time, quickly opening the door. The king pushes himself up and almost scrambles – but not because that would be stupid – forward to smile and wave and pretend.

 The duke steps out behind the king, leaning close. “Such a good king, aren’t you? So well-trained, so obedient.” His hand finds the small of the king’s back in a gesture that appears supportive. It burns like a brand but neither of their smile waver.

He raises a hand to acknowledge the crowd’s adoration, smile just shy of seductive. “Please, Your Majesty. We have much to discuss in private.”

He bows slightly, letting the king leads them – though he stiffens with every step. The mask falls as soon as they’re behind closed doors, and the duke stalks forward.

The summer sun bathed the sand in orange as the sky started to dress in muted hues of lilac and blue preparing for the end of the day. A closer look revealed the tiniest hints of pink and purple mixing with the blues. Even at night, the heat set into the air. No breeze could be felt, not even a gentle one.

The world was still as if it were holding its breathing and waiting. For what, she didn't know.

It was beautiful and Kestrel would’ve taken time to enjoy it if it weren’t for the missing heir she was tasked with protecting. Much to her, and their parents’ chagrin, they had an obnoxious habit of disappearing when they were needed the most.

Their latest houdini act had her trudging through the sand of the Wickhams’ private beach. She kept her head on a swivel, gun on her hip, sweating through the black jacket and white shirt that was her uniform. She thanked God she’d been allowed to wear sneakers instead of those ridiculous pinchy oxfords that would have made her fade into the background of partygoers. That’s what Shields were made for. Invisible and shoved aside until they were needed.

A small crab emerged from the sand and ran to hide in another place when her shadow crossed its fragile hiding place. Every so often, the cries of hungry gulls pierced the silence.

“You should get back to the party,” she called when she spotted them.

Christopher Wickham stood on the white sand of a beach with their crutches laying in the sand beside them, head tilted up to look at a night sky already slowly starting to glow with stars. The moon had yet to make its appearance and massive boulder blocks dotted along the edge of a rock slope leading into the beach.

She was lucky he hadn't slipped and fallen. His father would've had a fit. She breathed in and then out slowly. They hadn't. They were safe and that was all that mattered for now.

They returned a hopeless smile, their hand nervously scratching their head as they waited for her, something that never failed to make her melt. It was adorable.

The sleeves of his nice white shirt were rolled up to his elbows, showing off the bruises he'd managed to get earlier in the week. Another shirt, short sleeved and darker, peeked out from beneath it. Black Burberry shoes sat abandoned next to their crutches filled to the brim with white and off-white shells.

She shook her head when she caught the logo on their undershirt - a bright yellow ball with a massive white smile and beady, black eyes. She huffed out a laugh. Wick would always be themself no matter who they were with, where they were, and what they were doing. At least they’d been more subtle about it and hidden the shirt under something else. Mrs. Wickham would’ve had a fit.

Speaking of which….

“It’s your mother’s birthday,” she reminded them.

“Shhh." They waved the reminder away and sat down. “I got her a, a, a gift. Kissed her, her cheek. Laughed with all of her, all of her friends.They pinched my, my, my cheeks. Like I'm three.” He gave her a put upon look and shook his head. “Too hot in there. Stifling. We'll go to, to, to Paris tomorrow.”

He stretched his arms before putting them under his head and laying down, “Live a little, Leigh. Lay down. Look at the, the stars.”

She shook her head and stayed standing, hands behind her back. Her eyes ran along the stretch of the beach. Distantly, the light poles hummed and buzzed, flickering to life and trying to mimic the perfect orange lit up the sky a few moments ago. The lights from Wickham Manor did their part to break through the darkness, casting a long shadow over the two of them.

"Besides," they looked up at her from the sand, lips pulled into a smile so cheeky she couldn't help returning it even as she shook her head again. They'd be the death of her someday. "Papa and I had a, a, a bet whether it would, would be Monseigneur Arsenault or Mayor Chamberlain that got kicked out first. I won. I got to, to, to leave first."

She hummed. Of course it was Arsenault. One of the old guards, he'd started with Mr. Wickham's father and had shared quite a few of his attitudes. He'd been a partner in the Wickhams' pharmaceutical business up until last year when he'd retired. Malcolm had made certain he'd been denied a board position.

Wick yawned. "He hit the, the, the trifecta. Midas escorted him out."

She nodded. "Racism, ableism and....?"

"He mimicked Mama's accent."

She winced.

"Ah."

She could only imagine how Mrs. Wickham had reacted to that - an icy look cooling her warm hostess smile, a champagne glass gripped tightly by diamond studded fingers, a glance shared between husband and wife. A silent order for Malcolm to take care of it along with a silent threat that she would do something decidedly American and violent should he choose not to.

She wouldn't be surprised if Arsenault Shipping was quietly bankrupted and bought out by Wickham Holdings by the end of the week. Malcolm Wickham worked hard and fast. His wife and his son were two people he wouldn’t allow anyone to disrespect ever.

She wondered how long Henri Arsenault would be allowed to live. She wondered who would have to carry out the order - she or Midas.

She kept those thoughts to her. Poor man.

She scanned the beach again, looking for any particular shadows in the darkness. Nothing seemed to be out of place. Their attention was pulled back to the stars and a comfortable silence settled over them. It was a good night for stargazing, clear of clouds.

So bright and distinct, something about the way the atmosphere filtered light, they glittered across the water like tiny lights on glass.

“Almost doesn’t feel like, like nighttime,” Wick murmured. They stood and brushed their pants off, shaking the sand out of their curls before placing an arm around her shoulders.

“It’s, it’s beautiful, isn’t it?”

She nodded. They rivaled the sea, seemingly endless, spreading far beyond the horizon, gently twinkling one at time as if to say hello.

“Yeah,” she breathed, “Beautiful.”

She looked at him out of the corner of her eyes. Her heart slammed against her ribcage, once, and then dropped to her stomach. Wick’s eyes were on her, not the ocean and not the stars. It was cheesy, stupidly so, but Kestrel found herself completely tongue-tied. She couldn't look away. She didn't move away when Wick leaned in again, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear.

He tilted her chin up with two fingers. His eyes drifted to her lips. She still didn't pull away. Her breath receded like the waves. It failed to return. Her stomach flipped like a ship caught in a storm.

This…this couldn't happen. Not here, not right now. Not with them.

“Y-you’re so cheesy, Christopher,” A strange laugh escaped her throat, caught somewhere between a laugh and a sob. “I know you say that to all the g-g-girls. And M-M-Max Chamberlain.”

Their hands held her lower back, keeping their bodies close and keeping her trapped. She pretended she didn't see the disappointment shimmering in their eyes.

She rested her head on his chest. Whether it’s subconscious or intentional, the gentle rocking, combined with the smell of the crystalline ocean water wrapped around Kestrel, trapping her with comfort and familiarity. Her eyelids began to droop.

“Let’s do this again soon,” they whispered into her hair. She hummed in sleepy agreement, closing her eyes. Her shoulders loosened as she breathed in.

Out.

Slowly….

Slowly….

She narrowed her eyes and adjusted, peeking around Wick until she spotted what had suddenly made her uncomfortable. A slight movement, then another, and a third. Stepped in from of them, hand inching towards her gun.

"Wick," she said quietly, evenly, "Take your crutches. Start moving towards the cliff. Get into the cavern and hold your breath. Don't move until I say."

Mercifully, they didn't argue. They moved as quickly as they could.

She kept still and quiet, waiting and barely breathing for the discipline she had earned but Malcolm barely spared her a glance, seemingly absorbed in his work and disinterested in her naked form. This, too, was part of her punishment. A part of the cruel game of endurance the Shield had no hope of winning and she knew better than to try. It would be useless to speak, even more so to beg unless he ordered her to.

Malcolm was not a man who would be swayed by the pleadings of someone he didn't consider to be human and his disinterest wouldn’t last long. It never did so she forced herself to keep breathing and clung to her surroundings. She listened to the crackling embers of the fire and the scratching of pen against paper. Soft or not, the sounds threatened overwhelm her.

Her heart pounded, crashing erratically against her ribcage, but she kept her gaze on the floor and waited, mouth dry, back hot and aching from the flames in the hearth. Every scar she’d been gifted before, every reddened, circular mark placed on her skin to deter her from any further mistakes, stood stark and bright even in the dim light.

Finally, the pen stopped. His eyes fell on her. She felt them and the weight of his gaze sent her body bending in two as she placed her forehead on her knees and laid her palms upwards and flat on the floor. The citrusy scent of orange and tobacco filled her nose.

Malcolm absentmindedly reached down, flicking the ash from his cigar into her cupped hands. She grit her teeth, willing herself not to flinch despite the embers that had fallen with the ash. It didn't hurt all that bad, and she knew from experience it wasn't really burning her. She closed her eyes and began reciting old medical texts she had memorized in her head.

“Now Leigh,” he asked with a dangerous edge in his voice, “did I tell you to move?”

Her eyes snapped open. Her stomach dropped.

“Get up,” he ordered.

“Forgive me, Sir,” she said quietly, "I'm sorry."

She quickly lifted herself back up.

“Are you?” he asked, taking a careful drag on his cigar. The ember glowed brightly and Leigh tensed, preparing herself as he carefully brought the end of the cigar down to her shoulder and pressed it against her skin. She hissed, quaking in pain as the cigar burned for a few extremely long seconds. She gasped when he finally pulled it away and straightened herself back into position. At least she hadn't dropped the ashes. Her stomach flipped once more.

“I expect more from you than this, Leigh.” He took another long drag from his cigar and blew the smoke into her face. “I don't ask that you anticipate my needs. That’s not your job. I have Oslo or Savanna for that. All I ask is that you anticipate Christopher’s needs and actions.”

“I am doing my best, Sir,” she said, closing her eyes and fighting back the need to cough.

“Pathetic.”

“I'm not interested in what you think your best is."

Closing her eyes had been a mistake, without time to prepare herself her composure immediately broke at the searing pain. The pain was more vivid this time and she cried out, falling forward onto her elbows. Ash fell onto the floor, little flecks of white and grey snow against the deep red of the carpet. It was white-hot, unadulterated agony and Leigh heard her skin sizzling as it burned. It left a jagged edged circle she knew would turn into an ugly scar.

His hand gripped her hair, twisting and pulling hard, forcing Leigh to rise.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, please-”

“Shut your mouth. Across my lap. Legs spread.”

Leigh scrambled and crawled the last few feet towards him and positioned herself face down across his lap. She spread her legs as wide as she could manage with her feet still planted firmly on the ground. She let her head hang and gripped the chain between her wrists, trying to obey and touch as little of him as possible at the same time as she prepared for the next part of whatever cruelty he had planned for her mistakes. The familiar burn of physical touch ran under her skin, the need for his hands on her body battled with the repulsion that broke over her in waves.

His hands moved up the backs of her thighs, fingertips just barely ghosting over her skin with a touch he’d learned was light enough to make her break out in goosebumps and shiver beneath him. His nails traced figure eights across her ruined skin, pressing more firmly over the line at the very tops of her thighs. They dipped into the gap at the apex of her thighs and she felt her body responding to stimulation that her mind screamed against.

“What did I tell you this morning Leigh?” Mr. Wickham asked, pressing the cigar into the middle of her back between her shoulder blades.

“It was a simple task,” he said, his fingers finding their way to her ass, pausing only for a moment before but they moved down between her legs. “You barely had to do anything.”

“To make certain Christopher got to the board meeting on time,” she whispered, digging her nails into her palm as she fought against the urge to do something, anything, about the burning pain.

She was rewarded for her swift response when Mr. Wickham removed the cigar from her skin, replacing it with a light play of his nails running down her back, sending shivers up her spine. She took the moment of respite gratefully, knowing they would be few and far between once he really got started.

“Y-yes, Sir,” she gasped.

“Did you do that? Was my son where they needed to be?”

“N-no, Sir.”

Until the next time everything became boring and they needed to blow off steam.

No. Wick had decided to ditch the board meeting and go out onto Max Chamberlain’s boat. They’d disappeared without telling her. Most of her day had been spent neglecting her other duties while she looked for them.

She should’ve kept a better eye on him. They were home now and waiting in their room for the lecture she knew Malcolm was going to give them. He’d talk to Wick about their responsibilities, to the family and Asryn Pharmaceutical, and Wick would act properly chastised. They'd promise to do and be better.

And they would.

She cried out, whimpering, as Malcolm once again pressed the cigar into her back.

“Control yourself,” he ordered before pulling the cigar away.“I am going to apply the gel now. Hold still.”

He filled one hand with a generous amount of the gel before bringing his hand down to her back and shoulders and spreading it as gently and evenly as he could. Leigh drew in sharp breath as it absorbed into her damaged skin and held it until the pain faded.

“This won't happen again, will it?” he asked.

She shook her head.