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Tired of bottling everything in. Like it’s gone to a point where I’m just at a loss. Like honestly, yes I love everyone around me but at the same time it’s kinda overwhelming to never get a day off.

Yeah, I want everything to be okay.

Like, take the last week for example. I legit invested in everyone but myself, that’s not a bad thing. But realistically I wish I could have that same mentality with myself. I deserved to be spoiled and treated nicely.

Idk, it’s hard doing or saying everything. And talking to everyone. It’s always about money. Or something always comes up. I’m always needed to do something, go somewhere, or something is expected of me.

I’m suppose to replace Wendy’s laptop because Jaylen broke it.

I’m suppose to pay rent because it’s what needed.

I’m suppose to just work until I die because everyone around me is relying on me.

I can never take a day off. I’m overwhelmed all the time and barely anyone asks if I’m okay.

I’m already over taking care of Wendy. I’m already over of a lot of things. But I can’t say anything because it’ll cause problems.

my brain:

And I hate you, I really do.