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f1: op81, ln4, gr63 (+sv5)
hockey: sharks (mc71), penguins (sc87)
i believe landoscar is how you get to heaven. i'm currently being tortured by sebmark, and i also like brocedes, maxiel, galex, geoscar, lestappen, russtappen, and russonelli. honestly, i am down for most ships as long as they do not involve sainz or stroll.
in hockey i like samisa, sidgeno, tzjd, and suzufield. i respect w/m, but it's just not for me and i'm not the person to follow if that's majorly your thing.
my yaoi is separate from my fanboyism. while sometimes they coincide, liking a driver/player's yaoi doesnt mean i'll automatically root for them, and rooting for a driver/player doesn't mean i like their yaoi.
i generally don't like switching in my ships, but especially not landoscar (top osc/bottom lan only), so i tend to avoid what i don't like when i can. please be respectful of my preferences and i'll be respectful of yours.
i do enjoy age differences in my ships and i do occasionally toss around some george/toto ideas in my head (though i think it would be strong wording to say i "ship" it), so just a fair warning in case it makes you uncomfortable. also i really don't like oscmark - i'm very invested in their mentor/protege relationship, but i don't like when it crosses into anything else, so i don't want it pushed onto me.
and finally i would like to kindly ask that my posts, art, or fics arent crossposted onto places like twitter, instagram, tiktok, etc. i have a twitter account and stuff, but i'd like to keep my rpf posting confined here and on ao3.
other than that just be a decent human being and we'll get along fine. :]
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every time oscar wants to try something beyond vanilla he asks so shyly and all embarrassed and hides his blushing face in lando's shoulder and every time lando is like "oh osc π₯Ί yes baby π₯° do whatever you want to me" no matter what it is. and of course lando is somehow shaking and crying and whimpering and begging while hanging off oscar's cock by the end of it. somehow oscar is the only guy who's voice will crack when he asks for something and then already have lando completely unraveled for him not even ten minutes into it
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oh girl i have noticed that some of these ppl who are loud and annoying about rpf in public accounts are new to fandom, and f1 is probably their first fandom or at least first sport fandom. its crazy ngl, i have never watched heated rivalry and i was never been a directioner, but GOD these ppl are so annoying and loud when it comes to shipping hollanov and larry. and i get it really, that heated rivalry and one direction are very famous, so the fandom is also big. but those are celebrities rpf, like they are actors and musicians, and shipping them with their coworkers is not a new concept to fans of actors and musician. but with f1 rpf... im ngl i was shocked because ppl are so comfortable talking about rpf in their public account. they truly reminds me of hudcon (or idk what the ship name for the hollanov actors) and larry shippers. and this is sport fandom, rpf is still a "taboo" thing to talk about, unlike in fandom for actors or musicians. i really dont want landoscar or any f1 drivers to know about this fanfictions because they will be uncomfortable. i mean, i think they know fans are shipping them and they just dont acknowledge it, and its a good thing. but these new fans are so annoying and loud when it comes to rpf, seems like they dont even care about the sport at the first place. i really dont want landoscar to be like larry but i know they are a big ship and most ppl enjoy it eventho they dont really care about lando and oscar's races in f1. but yeah, with fandom as big as we are now, unfortunately i think landoscar cannot be saved, and i just have to accept so many ppl will always be loud about this ship eventho they dont even like them personally and they just enjoy the ship. i agree tho that heated rivalry shippers are so bad at differentiating between fiction and reality, it even got me remembering larry who acted like obsessive stalker too...
I'll be honest, ive been involved in fandom for well over a decade but it's probably obvious that i am very new to the f1 community (i have been keeping my eye on the sport for a long while, literally have not decided to fully immerse myself until yesterday when i finally decided to make this blog and actually attempt to find likeminded people, but this is also because i am quite scared of big fandoms like this nowadays) so the intricacies of how everything works and the dynamics in this fandom are still new to me, and i think i'm shocked over the amount of people who are interested in landoscar or lestappen who seem to not care for the sport itself? listen, i love yaoi, i truly do, but what drew me into f1 in the first place was the... motorsport of it all. how do you even like the yaoi if you aren't watching the races? what are you learning about these people from? it's not like they are characters from a tv show you can watch. i just don't understand the concept behind it if it isn't fetishization, and i do not use that word lightly.
perhaps this is stemming from heated rivalry, because i can tell you as a hockey fan, especially as a sharks fan, there is a general vibe among a loud minority of people who are basically getting into hockey as an extension of heated rivalry and not out of any genuine interest in the sport. obviously this is not everybody, and i think there is absolutely nothing wrong with discovering a love for something from a tv show you watched, but there are a lot of people who that's simply not the case for because they hardly even respect it. their love for shane and ilya bleeds into their interactions with hockey, so they see dynamics like willmack's and latch onto it without their brains even making the distinction between the fictional hollanov and the very real willmack, and therefore don't register that there is a difference in how these things need to be approached. these people don't actually care about the sharks, or about the legends that came before, or the area surrounding the team, or anything, they care about the fact that they made a real sport based on the tv show they like and it has cute young guys too.
and i think this has extended to f1, landoscar and lestappen and et cetera, and notably it also happened with haalingham during the world cup. this desire that was spun on by heated rivalry makes people want to see people in other sports kiss too, not just hockey. f1 is probably a natural target because of it already having a major history of rpf, which hockey also has, but it's not any less frustrating you know?
and again, i think heated rivalry is a genuinely good show, definitely worth a watch even if you're not into hockey, and i think it has a lot to say about gay men in sports that people haven't considered because they don't pay attention to sports. but jesus fuck man, these people don't know how to act and ruin everything for the people who do, and it gets exhausting
how many of these people who contributed to ZC breaching containment are in these fandom spaces for the very first or second time after learning of it through hollanov? as someone who thinks heated rivalry is a fine book and a great show, and i have enjoyed hollanov a lot, MAN has the fandom done a number on the wider shipping/fanfiction ecosystem. it was one of the most prevalent mediums for ai fanfiction, recycled the most amount of discourse that i have ever seen, and unfortunately introduced thousands of people to rpf (hudcon) who have never seen it before and are completely ignorant as to how to act. i see a lot of the same behavior in f1 rpf spaces. ultimately it just feels like a new wave of people coming into these spaces for the first time and weren't old enough to witness the days of rpf old with larry, phan, bandom etc and aren't seasoned or mature enough to know how to prevent it from escaping niche circles. the fact that i've seen multiple different variations of "heated circuitry" or "heated drivery" etc says enough
the whole concept of "osc" starting out as a jokey and not serious nickname and then slowly becoming more serious and affectionate makes me feel like i've injected yaoi cocaine straight into my bloodstream
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