Jimin

Hm... yeah, maybe. I think things would be much simpler if everyone could just do what they wanted to do. Thank you for the encouragement, it means a lot.

It was kind of crazy, since having live-in PhysComs is a mark of success in the k-pop industry, you know?

All our sunbaes have PhysComs at their dorms, so when we got our own I was kind of excited that we had finally gotten to that level.

Before that, we used the ones at our company building. But honestly, things changed so much after she came into our lives.

Having her live here, and serve us whenever we want... it's weird, but I don't view her as an employee or anything.

The other PhysComs barely talk unless it's about sex, but she actually got to know us. She listens to our problems and notices the small things.

I remember one night I was really depressed after practice. I couldn't get it right, and she just made me a cup of tea and rubbed my shoulders without even asking what was wrong.

ㅠ//ㅠ;

Thank you 💗 that's kind of you to try and help, but there's a reason why it was an ideal future and not a realistic one, haha

I know how seriously she takes her job. If she knew I felt that way, then she'd most likely ask for another PhysCom to be assigned to me instead.

That's why I don't know if Taehyung's plan is the best idea. What if something goes wrong? What if I'm... not what she wants?

Perfect future?

I just want her to be safe and happy.

I dream of the weirdest things, like taking her out to get ice cream. Cuddling together.

When she dominates me, it almost feels the same, the same kind of tenderness is there. But there's still this... barrier of protocol. She has to be tender with me.

So I guess, in a perfect world, I would want her to find safety and happiness without any barriers.

Yeah, of course it did.

I... I can't imagine how that must feel for her. Like torture, probably.

If I'd known before, I don't think I could have had sex with her at all. I'd feel too guilty.

"Ow, OW! HEY!" Jimin winces, trying to escape your grasp.

He rubs his ear after you let go, his lips pulled into a pout from your shouting.

"I know she isn't! Why are you so angry?" He mopes, feeling wrongly accused at your outburst.