SPenCeR!💫

i don't even care if that's weird

My view:

Let it be known that MatPat was right all along... HE'S ALWAYS RIGHT. HE GUESSED IT.

If you haven't watched his theory video on how our beloved six are trapped I recommend watching it!!!

(that's all i wanted to say :) I did enjoy the final for the most part minus a few things but i'm allowed to have criticisms! Much love. 🫶🏻)

IVE WAITED AND WAITED IM STARTING TO FEEL LIKE EURYDICE AND ORPHEUS.

also i changed my username i promise its still me!!

NONETHELESS HAPPY PRIDE AND MENS MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS! MUCH LOVE MUCH LOVE

(yes this is what i'm choosing to talk about after not being on tumbler for like a month... FORGIVE ME i now have the forbidden j.o.b word)

on a side note my body is sore from sitting for four+ hours ALMOST HOME THOUGH

in other words be free, be cringe, and love what you love 🫶🏻

(idk why im getting sentimental im trapped in a car headed to Missouri blame it on that)

(and then you realize it has to right back to the slow..)

A WIN IS STILL A WIN THOUGH

I BEG

or if these already exist, i need the names of them PLEASEEE.

BUT

Why is it, that parents decide that this is the year they're going to make life actual hell on earth? Since August I have met probably forty different personalities all from the same mom. One day she's sad that "her baby is leaving" the next day it's like I'm the biggest mistake ever and I've caused her life to be hell? I genuinely don't understand. Is it simply just a guilt trip to get me to stay and not go to college? Is it her world is crashing because the person she's had take care of the house and dogs is leaving? I DONT GET IT 😞

I just hate that it's the current reality, but at this point it's gotten to the point where I just exist in this house. I stay in my room and wait for her to blow her fuse the next time.

It's okay though just three more months and I'm out.