Anything Goes

I am not tough

Not even used to this kind of set up

I am not that

And it is not okay

I am hurting, but i am ignoring the pain

And it is killing me when a thought sinked in

That at the end of this journey

You left me hanging

A friend who understands your silence

Who knows the sadness behind a smile

Who loves you in spite of your twister moods

Who gives you a hug without saying anything

Never judges you or blame you

You won’t even hear the word “i told you so”

Maybe that someone is wishing the same, to find a partner he is waiting for

Maybe, we are the same, been broken and in the process of falling back in love with thy self

Or maybe just waiting for the right partner to come his way

Maybe the moon bridges our path in a big universe

This maybe’s maybe true or just a false hope. But one thing is for sure, someone in this lifetime deserve the love you can give

Continue to evolve and love yourself

White to black to red to white again

Round and full your beauty proclaimed

Smile, close the eyes and make a wish

Before this chance to vanish

Cross fingers, make this wish be true

Luna, i am begging you

Hoping that this time a wish can be real

I realized i did not talk any good things you have done for me. May be because i was hurt and did not see the good memories we shared together though honestly, what i remember was the time i am at the review school and you were bringing me lunch and we will eat together and the time we were at Sagada. The rest is just a year after a year that passed by.

Well, i thank you for those time, you believed in me when i fail to believe in myself, for pushing me and encouraging me when i am pessimistic and having a self doubt. That is one good thing about you. Being my light when all i can see was darkness, it was a perfect 2years together. The rest of the remaining 6 years was just a blur.

Anyways, i wish you happiness, i hope you find the love you wanted and a partner for the rest of your life.

And thank you for breaking my heart, 4 years maybe a waste but i am glad it is not a lifetime, you don’t deserve me, you don’t deserve my love.

I can give you so much, my time, effort, love, kindness, forgiveness, inspiration, family but you don’t deserve it.

Water flow, flower bloom

Excited for the world to see

Truth and simple

Touch the course

Pull out the string

Stop! Change the gear

Have a finger crossed

For a crab on top, to stop the pain

Fail as it may seem

I love you

And that is always true

I am in love with you not because of what you can do, but because of what i can do with you

I am yours and you are not mine

Truth hurts, reality bites

Lifetime is long, decisions can be wrong

I hope it will not come to that time, you’ll say -

Ice crystals

Snow flakes

Frost bites

Cold breeze

Numb skin

This is how winter feels

Scattered

Missed aligned

Tortured

Sleepless nights

Self-doubt

Un loved