EPILOGUE PT 1 :: MORNING FINALLY COMES
ā Itās... all over?
Over. The killing games are over. Theyāre finally over.
Thereās this... overwhelming feeling rushing through my body. Thereās excitement, thereās fear, thereās uncertainty but most of all thereās... hope.
Hope.
When was the last time I had felt hope? I almost didnāt recognise the feeling, but the overwhelming happiness and the relief awash everyoneās faces as they realised the same as what I had realised had firmly planted me in reality once again. It made everything I had done not feel like it was completely fruitless in the end-
...
Ah.
About everything I had done...Ā ā
ā Well suffice to say; There were still several loose ends that needed to be tied up. Not just related to what I did, but also the future of the facility and Seta-kunās future. Although since this is my journal I should probably start with whatās happening with me first;Ā
Of course I didnāt get away completely blameless. Even if I turned over a new leaf and partnered up with some of the researchers to ends things peacefully there were still things that I had to take responsibility for. Mainly what happened to Yin-chan. Fortunately; Sheās OK. Her recovery process was slow, but thereās no evidence of any long-term side effects to her time in the simulation and my meddling. Iām truly grateful for that.
...Still. Such carelessness ended with me getting fired. I also wonāt be getting paid for the work I had done as an assistant researcher. While Iām still allowed to visit the facility and HQ I wonāt be able to apply for any and all positions in S.T.A.R.S.
Iāll also have to get in contact with Yin-chan and my own families about the who debacle. Neither side is particularly thrilled with what happened, but I hope Iām at least able to set things right with Yin-chanās family. My parents... can think what they want. I donāt think Iām going to be living with them for much longer regardless.
Finally... Well, before I even get to head home Iāll be taken to HQ in order to undergo several therapy sessions to make sure Iām not a danger to society. I did exhibit quite dangerous behaviour after all. This all feels pretty understandable (and as long as I donāt have to see Ran-chan again? Itāll certainly all be bearable.) At the very least no official charges are being pressed against me. After all of this is said and done itāll eventually fade into obscurity. Iāll be free to live my life however I please.
Quite frankly I think I got off a little soft, but I certainly didnāt complain in the moment.
Onto Seta-kun. Heās being moved to a safe house along with Komaeda-chan in order to oversee his recovery. He suffered the worst out of all us, essentially a prisoner within his own subconscious and physically restrained for five years... The man needs a vacation. Speaking of, Komaeda-chan invited me to go on vacation with the two of them once Seta-kun could walk again. Iād be lying if I said I wasnāt looking forward to it.
As for S.T.A.R.S itself, well, a few people were offered positions within HQ. Taro-kun who understandably denied the proposal (the boy has dreams of making it big as a... boy band member, after all) while Sonogami-chan and Liya-kun accepted the position gracefully. There were a few others, but those were the main three.
And thatās everything that transpired there. Well, not everything. As things seemed to be winding down there was, um, a commotion involving Matsuoka-chanās brother and these two... women. They gave off a similar feeling as Seta-kun did, and they both definitely looked like trouble. One of them even punched Komaeda-chan.
I believe their names were... Rosario and Yeon-Ah. One was quiet but cold, the other was loud and extremely rude. Sort of glad theyāre not my problem anymore. Iām sure S.T.A.R.S will be able to handle them without resorting to archaic methods again.
With all of this said... Itās time for me to leave this book with someone else. That someone being you, Matsuoka-chan. I want this to serve as a reminder to anyone who decides to work with S.T.A.R.S in the future that the virtual killing games are not a suitable method for rehabilitation. If I catch wind that someone in that organisation tries to bring up such a solution like that again, thereāll be Hell to pay.
Well, maybe not that extreme. I trust youāll have it under control.
And one last thing, a personal message to you;
Thank you for everything you did for me. I dread to imagine what wouldāve happened if you hadnāt stepped in. Would more people have gotten hurt? Would I have become what I was trying to stop? Would nothing change at all? I suppose thereās no use worrying about these things now, but Iām glad that I donāt have to worry about it anymore.
So here I am, signing off for the last time.
Yuko Kuwashima, former Assistant Researcher for S.T.A.R.SĀ ā













