mana is stored in the balls

im not one for drama/discourse but i recently found out about the eltingvillez person. apparently THAT guy was dating my bf and both me and my bf had NO IDEA of the shit he has said and done. this is disgusting. i told my bf about this yesterday because i read the google doc on him and i recognized the discord username.

this pisses me OFF because my boyfriend's already gone through shit in relationships as far as im aware, and then this fucking guy just. does this. MY BOYFRIEND DOES NOT FUCKING DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS. FUCK YOU ZEPHYR, A BIG FUCK YOU.

my boyfriend has gone through so much and im nearly crying as im typing this because i feel so fucking bad for him. i know hes gone through so much and now he became zephyr's victim. he feels like shit because of zephyr.

i was in a gc with both zephyr and my bf. none of us HAD ANY IDEA of the terrible shit hes said before. my boyfriend is not mentally well. and what did zephyr do? hide all of the weird racist shit hes said in the past! congratulations! YOU HAVE MADE MY BOYFRIEND FEEL TERRIBLE.

and sydney (my bf): its not your fault, please believe me. you had no knowledge of any of this until i brought it up yesterday, and its fine to feel confused, scared, and desperate. take your time to process things, baby. i will forever support you and be here for you no matter what, and i am so sorry that you had to go through this. i love you. <3

(also please do not witchhunt eltingvillez or involve me and/or my bf into this situation. none of us had known of the things he had done until yesterday and this is just a vent and small announcement i wanted to write).

i take relationships very seriously. i am committed to my boyfriend and whenever theres a problem, we talk it out. even if yes it may seem a little hard for us, we use communication to resolve any issues. i care about my bf's mental health a lot. i am even currently in the process of preparing myself a bank account and soon open art commissions to save up some money and help my boyfriend move to my country in a few years (which by the way i will most likely advertise my comms here and in other socials, i'll prolly also make a ko-fi so that people can donate any amount they'd like in case they feel generous or something). i take this extremely seriously.

zeph if you're reading this, i will remind you to never speak to me and my boyfriend again. just go away, take a break from the internet. you disgust me with all the shit you've said not only about my boyfriend BUT also the racist crap in the past. leave us alone, you need serious fucking help.