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Varda was the most beautiful of all the Valar, for her face radiates the light of Eru Iluvatar.

"And he gropes ever to see me and my thought. But still the door is closed!"

"May you not rest as long as I am living! You said I killed you—haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts have wandered on earth. Be with me always—take any form—drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! it is unutterable! I cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my soul!”

chained forever

I finally finished this mini-comic! 🕺

A little context: This is an AU where Varang, after the forest scene, took Spider with her (why exactly, I haven't figured out yet). Over the weeks since Quaritch showed up with weapons to Mangkwan, she's grown attached to Spider sort of like a "cool little critter," and that sense of possessiveness was amplified by the fact that he's her sweetheart's son (a different critter for different purposes).

Spider was forced to attend the Mangkwan's weapons training sessions (read: just so he'd be in sight of Quaritch and Varang), and on days when Q or Varang were especially busy, Lyle was left to watch him. And now finally, on one of those days, Spider, utterly fed up and driven to the brink by all the craziness going on, sadly sniffed some of Varang's relaxing herbs. Yep, he's high.

At first, it was very, very good, and now it's very, very bad, so Q and Varang are dragging him to their yurt and putting him in a hammock.

This whole scene came to me when I was watching the series "Кухня" for the thousandth time. I saw the beginning of episode 86 and was like, "Hmm, this reminds me of those three," and off it went.

(Sorry for the mistakes: English is not my native language🥀)

That same scene from the series:

Playing art ref roulette on the hell server again.

(Un)fortunately the server is like this: