idk what to put here

Kind of funny how when you're obsessed with a certain character their mere presence on your screen can lift your mood. Like yeah I have probably like 10 diagnosed and undiagnosed ways my brain works atypically but one of those quirks makes it possible for The Character to salvage my whole day.

he's gay. he's probably transgender. he's not real. he's a concept. he wants to be real. he's avoidant. he's obsessive. he's a hoarder. he scored a tall silver fox with a personality disorder and fumbled it. he wants to kill god. he's short as fuck and full of rage. he was transformed by eldritch knowledge. he loved. now he hates. his creator didn't expect anyone to like him. a lot of people concerningly like him. he's deeply unsettling and fearful and ugly. not the queer rep we asked for but the queer rep we deserve

fuck. i love my own blog. it’s almost like it’s full of things i would post it’s crazy