my thoughts as a trans man
After three years of taking testosterone I've come to a lot of conclusions. Even though I identified as a lesbian before and romantically I am only still attracted to women and identify as a straight guy... I was made to get used by real men.
My tight pussy opens up and starts drooling just at the thought of a fat manly cock filling my needy holes.
I made it 8 years without dick, then it happened. I was still with my ex girlfriend at the time and I had just started talking T. The night sweats, the flooding thoughts and dreams of all the guys who previously used me... Suddenly I needed to rub my swollen pulsing clit and my ex was deeply asleep so I did.
That night I came so hard to the thought of my middle school classmate shoving his huge dick down my throat for the first time.
I became addicted. I kept masturbating to memories of my slutty past as a straight teenage girl and loved doing it especially when my ex was sleeping next to me, completely in the dark about the fact that her boyfriend was slowly becoming a slut for cock (again).
A few months passed and I'm alone in the city. This reddit guy kept telling me I should give in and find someone to finally satisfy my needs as a bitch in heat. At that point I was making strangers cum on the internet daily and humiliated myself for their pleasure. This guy was training me to be his little obedient fucktoy.
One night after he made me fuck my asshole to destruction with my dildo, I shamefully gave in and downloaded grindr. I just couldn't resist the urge anymore... I needed a big hard cock deep inside me. So I made it happen.
After finally getting my pussy fucked again by a real man I suddenly understood my purpose. Cock is all I think about anyways. I was made to make cocks feel good and honestly.. I love it.
So even if I'll get a girlfriend, my pussy will always be available for men to use, I can't resist my biological purpose. I give up. I admit it. I'm a fleshlight.
