welcome♥️pervs

Went to the lake with some friends today to cool down a bit from the heat and it was the first time people really noticed how fat I am. Didn‘t even take 5 minutes after taking my shirt off for my friends starting to call out how fat and massive I am. They seemed impressed however and it definitely felt amazing looking like that in a group with 6 other men who all had visible abs.

Of course I had to double down on it and in the course of the entire afternoon I had a huge portion of curry-sausage with fries, an entire pizza, a sandwich and chicken wings and some ice cream. They were mostly impressed with the amount of food I ate and they started to understand how I got to this physique. A friend even called me out after the pizza that it’s insane how much I eat and that he doesn’t wonder how I got to have this huge belly carrying around with me. The same friend then proceeded to give me the left overs of his food saying „I can’t eat that anymore but Im convinced that there’s more than enough space in your belly left for it“

Firstly I want to preface this by saying that the people who came out and spoke so bravely and eloquently about their experiences are bloody awesome, and nobody should ever go through the predatory behaviour they were subjected to. For those brave women to bring their experiences to light can only be a good thing in the long run for both them as individuals and the wider community.

However with that being said, it does feel to me like this is another doco that is using fat people and their admirers for shock value, and painting feedists on all parts of the spectrum as deviants/freaks/weird etc. It feels like the doco has used this as an opportunity to bash the feedist community at large, rather than focussing on the terrible behaviour of one individual.

after a long day of stuffing, this is what eating dessert is like~

it hurts, it's too much.. but it's so god damn hot and i can't stop.

“Oh, he’s not overweight, he’s just fluffy.”

“Overfeed him? No, I just leave food out and he knows how much he needs.”

“His health is fine, so what if he breaths a bit heavier and doesn’t move as much.”

“Yeah, he has to be careful on some of the furniture, TOTALLY not because he’s too heavy for them though, they’re just really cheap and flimsy is all.”

“The clothes I ordered for him are too tight, I guess the website’s sizes must be wrong.”

“He gets stuck in things sometimes but that’s just because they make everything smaller these days.”

“He has been getting a little rounder lately, but that’s just cause I’ve been too busy to take him out for walks as much.”

“When he’s a good boy, I give him extra treats, and my little angel is always a good boy.”