hi, i'm lark. perpetually tired, exhausted, and confused. if i'm not one of the above, then i'm frolicking in whimsy without a single care in the world.
adhd, clinical depression, gifted kid burnout, recovering from sh. rarely touch those topics but don't be surprised if they pop up o7
go check out my strawpage! say hi or send me a drawing or writing request and i'll get around to it soon as i can, as long as you can find where the text box is ;) there's plenty of places to poke around hehe
ao3 is @/petrifiedlark, i don't write a lot but i post some angst here and there <33
my sexuality? an enigma
my gender? a conundrum
my mental state? more confused than checo at a sunday debrief.
main interests: uhhhh. too many of them. love arts. recently learned how to make bobbin lace, LOVE ceramics, also crochet, play piano, do theater, sing, and write a lot. please ask me about any of the above :)
major fandoms: @justiceforplutoo, twenty one pilots, formula 1
rotating fandoms: heated rivalry, 17776, mouthwashing, corru.observer, newsies, vat7k, goncharov, the life series/hermitcraft, epic the musical, stardew valley, animator vs animation, PROJECT HAIL MARY, the pitt.
some favorite books: project hail mary, the raconteur's commonplace book, house of leaves, dandelion wine, ella minnow pea, the murderbot diaries, sunrise on the reaping, arc of a scythe, rocket boys, boys in the boat, house on the cerulean sea, and too many others i'm probably forgetting :)
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not a leclerc fan or a tifosi but i just want to add that there is a track record of italians cheering for a foreigner in a ferrari instead of their fellow countryman if he is driving for another team. in fact they will cheer for anyone who allows ferrari to win even when it means he crashes
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Saw the eridian hating committee by @edenisquiet and finally thought of a joke so I drew this up. I hope the little haters become just as big as the welcoming committee
"these researchers published a paper on something that literally any of us could have told you 🙄" ok well my supervisors wont let me write something in my thesis unless I can back it up with a citation so maybe it's a good thing that they're amplifying your voice to the scientific community in a way that prevents people from writing off your experiences as annecdotal evidence
I'm at a convention for the game of Go with a friend who is almost 84 years old, and he is constantly being accosted by elementary schoolers who want to play him because every year there is a prize for whoever plays a game with the biggest age difference between players.
People in the tags pointing out that this is a great way to get communities to interact: you are extremely correct. There were a lot of kids at this year's go congress (many of them extremely strong players) and it's very funny to watch them roving in packs looking for old people to challenge. At one point when my friends and I were sitting in one of the side rooms, a trio of elementary schoolers marched in and shouted "IS ANYONE HERE OVER FIFTY?"
Presumably so that they could compete for the Elder Slayer award:
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Introducing yourself to people is so embarrassing. Like hey this is my stupid fucking name, I enjoy exactly 3 things, and am clearly anxious. please don't immediately hate me
guy on the subway with one ear pierced, little gold hoop. other guy on the subway very quickly and subtly googling "which one is the gay ear". it is not the gay ear. visible disappointment on his face as he puts his phone away.
my god you people are so boring this isnt about making characters talk about their trauma this is about UNEXAMINED GENDER POLITICS in CROSSDRESSING PORN. for the characters themselves sex should be - and write this down - physically and/or psychologically damaging to all those participating. jesus christ.
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Little blurb based on this (and also thank you @sheldoncooperiscool for the extra inspo)
Jack has been staring at him the whole night.
Robby doesn't know him well; they share a few classes, but their social circles didn't cross until two of their friends started dating. Their few nights out together have been fun, though oddly intense. Something thick sits under the surface of their conversations. Robby is too cowardly to poke at it, but that hasn't stopped him from bringing Jack into his morning fantasies.
"Bust," Jack says lowly. Of course, his last throw is the one time Robby hits the bullseye. "I win."
"That you do." Robby takes his beer back from Jack. Their fingers brush over the condensation.
Behind them, their friends flurry around the dart board to set up a new game. "Start without me," Jack says. "I'm taking a smoke break."
"Do you mind sharing?" Robby asks before he can stop himself.
Jack finishes the last of his beer; a bit of it dribbles out the side of his mouth and strings a tempting trail down his neck. "Not at all."
The thin yellow light of the alleyway creates a halo around Jack's curls. Robby rocks back and forth on his feet, pretending to be interested in the crumbling bricks, as Jack digs a pack out of his pocket.
Jack places the cigarette between his lips. "We can share."
Robby laughs, but it fades as Jack lights it without breaking eye contact. "Share... a cigarette?"
Jack's sun-kissed skin is emphasized as his cheeks hollow around the drag, he nods and releases the smoke slowly. "If you want."
"Uh," Robby is hypnotized by the way Jack wets his lips. "Sure." He holds a hand out, but it's ignored. Jack flips the cigarette between his fingers and places it an inch away from Robby's mouth.
He stares at Jack for a moment, taking in the challenge behind his eyes, then delicately wraps his lips around the end, tentatively brushing calloused skin as he sucks in a breath. Jack pulls the cigarette away and steps forward; the toes of his shoes knock against Robby's.
Robby exhales. The blood in his ears matches the dull thud of the bar's music through the walls.
"There's an idea," Jack says lowly. He takes another step, crowding Robby against the rough brick. "We could actually share."
"What do you mean?"
"Open your mouth." Robby obeys embarrassingly quickly. The sharp bite of the smoke overwhelms him as Jack releases his drag into his mouth. His thoughts float away with it. "Your turn."
Jack pokes his tongue ever so slightly over his bottom teeth; his mouth looks hot and inviting. Robby blows his hit inside it.
The cigarette twitches slightly in Jack's hand. "You know, buddy of mine did a study abroad in London. He said over there they call these fags."
Ash falls to the concrete. "Why's that?"
"I don't fucking know." Jack smirks, "I prefer the fags we have here."
Robby's dick twitches. "Do you know any?"
The smirk grows. Jack nods. "Do you?" He takes a long drag; his Adam's apple bobs deliciously with it.
"Intimately," Robby answers.
Jack leans closer, holding the smoke in only centimeters away from Robby's mouth. He up with enchanting eyes, giving one last out Robby has no intention of taking.
Robby presses his lips to Jack's and takes in the smoke. Bitterness has never been so appetizing.
The next kiss is a real one. No excuses, just hungrily licking into each other's mouths with the small buzz lingering in the back of their minds. Realistically, the kiss tastes terrible, but Robby would rather die than give up the stale aftertaste of nicotine right now.
Jack rolls his hips against Robby's. Their belt buckles clack together in the quiet of the night, not that either of them can hear it. Anything that isn't Jack panting into his mouth gets washed away in Robby's mind.
Even through two sets of jeans, Jack's dick feels heavy. Robby wonders how thick it is, if he wouldn't be able to stop the drool leaking from the corners of his mouth as he buried his nose in Jack's pubic hair. He moans softly into Jack's mouth.
Jack traces Robby's teeth with his tongue one final time, then moves downward, leaving a hot, wet trail in his wake. The cigarette is still perched between two of his fingers, his wrist resting on Robby's shoulder. Robby tilts his head and takes another quick drag. He's never had a buzz like this from nicotine before.
A firm hand cups Robby's bulge and massages it. Smoke slides from Robby's lips as he lets out a weak noise, which only encourages Jack's movements. He's beginning to fiddle with the zipper when the loud, metallic screech of the door interrupts them.
Jack rips himself away, and Robby busies himself with finishing off the cigarette.
"Yo, Jack," the person says. "Can I have one?"
Jack digs the box out of his pocket and tosses it. Robby squints at him knowingly, but Jack doesn't have the sense to be ashamed. He stares Robby down and licks across the bottom of his teeth.
"Hey, man, I'm gonna head out," Jack says, never taking his eyes off Robby.
"Oh, already?"
"Yeah, I got some stuff I need to take care of at home."
"Me too," Robby says. He flicks the cigarette to the ground.
Jack crushes it under his foot. The smirk returns. "Need a ride?"