i woke up tired like 8 years ago and i haven't recovered since

no, i don’t have a “dream job.” i want to spend my days reading and writing and lazing in the afternoon sun. i want to bake bread and brownies and apple crumble. i want to grow my own vegetables and plant a rainbow of flowers. i want to be with nature. i want to be at peace.

bestie i hope you remember that  you do not have to be good. you do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the desert repenting. you only have to let the soft animal of your body love what it loves. remember that. goodnight. love u

another day, another day

they just keep happening

Just because the days are repetitive at the moment, it does not mean you are not still making progress. You are not wasting your life. You still have time.