Family Values Chapter 16 - Mon/Orson AU, or repaying my debt to the universe
Read on ao3 and please declare my debt to the universe paid so that I can crawl back into my comfort zone
Dominating the vast screen is what remains of the valley of the Holy City of Jedha: a churning, whirling, burning storm of sand and rock. The air, ionized by the laserâs energy, flashes with lightning. At the stormâs epicenter, the crater of the incinerated city smolders where the beam has sublimed the outermost layer of the moonâs crust.
The lens catches the storm rising from the crater, a vast column twisting upward through the atmosphere. Dust climbs in sheets. Whole sections of the valley lift from the ground, dragged higher and higher by heat and pressure, burning in the ochre-white inferno.
Mon hears someone make a small, broken sound - a sharp, desperate inhale, or a strangled sob. Then she realizes it was her. Her right hand flies to her lips, fingertips pressing hard, trying to force the sound back. Her other hand moves on instinct across the table, nails scraping the smooth surface, desperate to find something, anything to hold on to. Bailâs fingers close around hers at once, firm and steady, and he discreetly draws their joined hands beneath the table, hiding the unbidden evidence of her distress from the rest of the High Command. Mon closes her eyes for a second, then tears her fingertips away from her lips.
âOh,â Orson whispers behind her. âItâs beautiful.â
If her sixth sense were not attuned to him, if his voice were not the first one she registered in any room, she might have missed it. Mon almost wishes she had.
Orsonâs eyes remain fixed on the transmission, hypnotized, too bright for the horror unfolding before them. For one sickening moment, she fears she will see triumph or pride. Instead, she finds something that is equal parts better and worse.
Here stands a man admiring the precision of his creation, while every fiber of her being freezes in horror and revulsion. His pupils are blown wide under the ochre-white glare of the screen, expression focused but strangely distant, as if he is mentally following the beam back - past the city, past the bodies, past the whirling, churning void maiming the moonâs surface, and into the reactor itself.
Then his gaze meets hers. Awareness returns at once, but before she can read through the thin rim of blue, his eyes move to her joined hands with Bail, lingering for a second. His jaw tightens, almost imperceptibly, before he turns to Galen.
Galen, who has not looked away from the screen. Galen, who does not seem to have as much as breathed. Galen, who looks, for one moment, older than anyone in the room.
âThe beam retained integrity through atmosphere.â Orson murmurs to his friend, tone almost reverent. âSee the edge behavior? Minimal scatter. The kyber remained focused on partial discharge. No bloom until surface contact.â
On the screen, the feed continues.
Another cam-droid, closer to the upper atmosphere, catches the shock front as it devours the Holy City. Jedhaâs ancient stone, its pilgrims, its tented markets, its archives, its children, its locals who sold charms at the gates - everything collapses into the same rising column of dust.
Another droid flies over the scorched deserts and the rubble into which the giant Jedi statues have been ground.
Somewhere in this graveyard of stone, fire, and dust, Saw meets his end. Monâs throat tightness and she glances at Bail, seeing her own sorrow mirrored in his.
Madman, murderer, zealot, old thorn in their side. An ally. Too violent, too unpredictable for their conscience to trust fully and too useful for the cause to disregard.
Mon feels an overwhelming urge to cover her ears with her palms and close her eyes to shield the last vestiges of her sanity from the chaos swelling around her, louder and stronger, threatening to swallow her whole. Senator Mothma, however, has no time for self-indulgent sentiment.
PS. Ok, fam, so here is the deal. I am past guessing if itâs a T+ or an M- but for the sake of my mental health, please all pretend to be catholic nuns, declare it an M and hence declare my debt to the universe fully paid, so that I can move on with my life and my silly little AUs. I will then be able to move on to writing the remaining 2 chapters of this one, my Youâve Got Mail AU and Reasonable Doubt. Pretty please with kalkite on top? You can tell by the size of the chapter that I was spiralling and writing anything but firstâŚ