Elinor thinks he is being facetious, don’t they? He can see it in their eyes. In the way their smile grows unsure, as if they do not yet know what to make of his statement but cannot possibly conceive of the thought that he may be serious, which he is. Peter is nothing less than earnest and sincere in the desire that they keep his jacket in their possession.
To him, this is not about whether or not they do not have any others they can wear, instead. It is not about whether or not they need to rely upon his kindness to keep themselves warm. It is a much more… symbolic gestutre. A token of his esteem. A present reminder that, no matter the distance between them now, he will always remember and cherish the closeness they had shared in the past.
The thought of reaching for the jacket as they set it down upon his desk only to press it back onto their hands is one that crosses his mind, only to be rudely interrupted by their elucidation as to the reasons why they do not wish to be seen in public wearing something that belongs to him.
Peter opens his mouth as if to speak before shutting it again, pursing his lips as they interlace their fingers together to demonstrate to him what people thought, as if it were not already painfully obvious.
Surely not. Surely the presence of an article of clothing by itself is no reliable indicator as to whether two people are romantically involved or not. Friends borrow one another’s belongings all the time. Family, as well. He has lost count of how many clothes he has passed down to Edmund over the years, and of how much his wardrobe had consisted of hand-me-downs from his father in his youth.
But he knows, deep within himself, that they are correct. That there is an implication there, one that he had not considered — not because he had not understood it prior to this, but because he had blinded himself to it on purpose, because the thought of romance makes him more uncomfortable than he would ever care to admit for.
It always has. To put a name to his emotions, to entertain their existence at all, had never been his priority when taking care of his family had always been his primary focus. Would always be his primary focus.
And it would not be fair, nor would it be gentlemanly of him, to ask that they field these questions and implications that clearly seem to make them uncomfortable simply because he wished for them to have something that would remind them of him.
“I understand.” Peter says, finally, his voice tight but kind as he places a hand over the jacket and pushes it towards Elinor. “I will not ask you to do anything that may make you feel uneasy, but please, take it with you tonight. Keep it in your closet afterwards if you must, or return it to me another time. You do not have to wear it in public if you do not wish to, but I would not forgive myself if you come down with a cold because of me.”