I Am A Lost Girl From Neverland

You slowly look up and see Peter with a tooth pick in his mouth

“Ugh.” You roll your eyes and get up

“Yes peter?” You say opening the window

“I came to see why you didn’t whistle for me tonight.” He said

“I fell asleep, as you can see.” You said folding your arms

“I know, the window was locked. Been waiting for you all night.” He said sitting down on your bed now

“What do you want Peter ?”

“Come to Neverland.” He said

“No.” You said

“Why?” He asked

You half laughed “because I said so.”

“Then come on me.” He said looking in your eyes

Your eyebrows raised

“Peter-“ was all you could get out before he picked you up and lay you on your bed

You were awaken and suddenly frantic

You totally forgot about your plans last night, not with him, with your friends.

You ran to your window opening it and then grabbing your phone quickly replying to your friends

Peter waited patiently with his arms folded

“Sorry peter I fell asleep last night on my friends I’m just apologizing to them.” You said stressed

“I know.” He said

You looked up

“How do you know?” You asked

“The hood of your car was cold when I checked last night.” He said bluntly

“My what- you were spying on me again?” You put down your phone

You and Tiger Lily were about to go to the bathroom, so you pulled a tampon out of your pocket

A lost boy looked at you and said “ Wait… you use tampons?”

You are utterly confused, “Yeah, why?”

He immediately made a face and said, “Those are so gross. I don’t get how girls can put those inside themselves.”

You have laughed and folded your arms and challenged him“What’s so gross about them?”

He said, “They go inside you and come out covered in blood.”

At this point this has Peters full attention as he is laying on a tree branch but head face towards you

I said, “So is it the blood that’s gross, or the fact that they go in a vagina?”

He paused for a second, “Well, because they go in a vagina. “

You looked at him and said, “You know what else goes in a vagina? A penis.”

Peter chuckled at that and got off the branch walking towards you now

The lost boy was speechless

Snd Peter liked when you left the boys speechless

You shrugged and said, “Exactly. And boys never seem to stop talking about those. Funny how a vagina only becomes “gross” when it’s associated with women’s health.” You whipped your hair in his face and turned around only to bump into Peter

“Oh!” You said with the tampon in your hand

“I’m sorry Peter I didn’t know you were behind me.” You said

“Oh it’s fine Y/n, you should get going to the bathroom, I think you’ve been kept long enough.” He winked at the lost boy and looked at you

“Right..” you said about to walk away

“Oh and Y/n.” He said bringing you closer to him

“Yes?” You hesitated

“That’s not the only thing that’s going in you tonight.” He whispered in your ear

Your cheeks turn bright red and all you could do was grab tigers hand and rush her into the bathroom with you

“What the hell was that about ?” She said

“Nothing, I just won’t be able to spend the night in your tent tonight.” You said closing the stall

“And why is that?” She said curiously

“Can’t say.” You said trying to or to blush again

“Does it start with a s and and with x ?” She said giggly

“Shut up.” You said coming out the stall

“Peter is obsessed with you just so you know.” She said smiling

You laugh outside the window of rumples book store

“What’s so funny dearie?” He asked with a smile curiously

“Love is crazy.” You said wiping your tears

“Ah! Yes love, what a word isn’t it?” He said getting happy because he knew where this was going

“I can’t believe the same person that helped me out of a dark place, ended up sending me somewhere darker.” You said looking at him

“Hey story brook isn’t that bad.” He joked with you

You half laughed “No it’s not that, i escaped the darker place he sent me to, imagine waking up everyday and seeing the love of your life with an other girl, all happy and giggling. It was hell. He knew I still loved him and one day he chose Wendy and it was like I didn’t exist.” You said crying

“So , what are you gonna do ?” Rumple said opening up a trunk, filled with potions

“I’m sending him somewhere darker.” You said taking one and putting it in your pocket, walking to the door.

“Remember Y/N, all magic comes with a price.” He said warning you.

“That’s a price I’m willing to pay.” You said walking out the door

And one day , Peter stopped visiting, and I stopped whistling.

It’s like we quietly but respectfully disappeared from each others lives.

I used to think how unfair, why couldn’t he just face me like a man and tell me what was wrong?

But he’s just a boy, who never grew up, why would he?

Why was I never enough? Why was staying up late hours of the night taking care of the lost boys not enough? Why was I waking up ass crack of dawn to not only make him breakfast but all the other lost boys breakfast as well was not enough? While Peter got shit faced drunk and I took care of all the rest so that he could have a good night was I not enough? Hell when Henry got stolen and Emma was trying to kill him and I saved him was I not enough?

Only after I asked myself all these questions I had answered them. Yes, yes I was, I was more than enough. And sometimes enough, isn’t enough.

“What do you want Peter?” You turn to him as you’re baking a pie for the lost boys

“Just wanted to say hi I guess.” He said with his pockets in his hands

You sigh and roll your eyes

“What do you want Y/n?” He asked

You knew what he meant, you knew exactly the secret that he was trying to get you to spill, but how unfair of him to make you say it when he had every opportunity to say it as well.

“Peter..” you say with a breathy sigh

“Say it.” He demanded

“I want to be with you , as simple, and as complicated as that is.” You say with the little courage that you had

“And why can’t that be.” He said , not questioning you, more stating a fact.

“Because I’m the daughter of the savior, and you’re about to kidnap my baby brother, and potentially kill him.” You say with tears in your eyes

(SA) trigger

Peter walks in your room

“Hey Y/n.” He says picking up whatever was on your desk

“Hi Peter.” You said reading a book on your bed

“What’s wrong?” he asked noticing you weren’t cheerful to see him

“It’s nothing.” You said shutting your book

“Doesn’t seem like nothing.” He states sitting on a chair

“Could I ask a hypothetical question?” You said looking up at him

“How hypothetical is it?” He cocked a brow

“Let’s just say, a lost boy got too handsy the other night-“ before you could say anything else he interrupted

“Who??” He got up from the chair

“They apologized and said he would never do it again , he’s healing,Peter it’s fine. Right?” You said looking for reassurance

“He apologized?” He asked

“Yes, he did, and he said he healed and he’s sorry, he’s a new person, I wanna give him a chance but ..” he interrupted again

“Y/n you’re not listening to yourself, he said he healed, that fucker didn’t even asked if you’re healed. He doesn’t care about you, he never did.” He folded his arms

“That-that’s not true.” You shake your head about to form tears

“I’m sorry what are you asking me exactly?” He said agitated

“What.. would you do..?” You said it slowly as tears fall down your face already knowing what was about to happen

“You don’t even want to know, now, who was it?” He asked

“Jacob.” You breathed

Peter moved so fast wind blew past you

“Where are you going?!” You yelled

“To go give him something to heal from.” He walked through the door and slammed it

You covered your mouth with your hand and cried

Derek was let’s say … something else

He was 3rd in command

Felix was second

And of course Pan was first.

It was always like that

But lately things were getting out of hand … you see…

Derek was watching Pan cut a sword

“You know you should really use this tool instead of what you’re using now.” He said he Pan

Pan cocked a eyebrow

“This one works fine.” He said looking back down

“Yeah but the angle you want won’t get the point unless you use this one.” He hands it to him and leaves

Peter rolled his eyes and threw it on the floor continuing to make his sword

Derek didn’t just think he was smart, he thought he was Peter himself

He would constantly tell the other lost boys what to do when to do it , it was getting quite out of hand actually

“You see you aren’t setting any authority Peter, or you Felix, you guys are the bosses and the boys walk all over you, it’s embarrassing.” He said to Peter and Felix

Peter just crossed his arms and clenched his jaw and walked away because other wise he would’ve killed the boy right then and there

Then you came along ,

You and Derek got along pretty well and pretty quick.

One night there was a big party and everyone was invited

You and Derek went together, you hung by his arm and was super excited for the night to begin

Peter looked at you and cocked his brow

His eyes wondering in places it shouldn’t

“Peter! He yelled as he slapped his arm in a friendly manner

“You know Y/N right ?” He asked

He shook his head yes

“Oh be careful with that whisky , you don’t want the boys to take advantage of you if you’re too drunk.” He winked at him

Peter nostrils flared

“Right.” He said

“Oh there’s Felix!” He runs away

Peter rolls his eyes and as do you

He then noted your eyes rolls

Then he got curious.

“Does he do this often?” Peter asked boldly

You sighed , and took a sip of your rum “He does a lot of things often.” You shrug

“What does that mean?” Peter asked

“He’s just very … bossy.” You say , “He means well, he just needs to know it all.”

“Oh well I’m sure he thinks he knows how to run Neverland.” Peter takes an other sip

“It’s not just Neverland, he thinks he knows how to get hook, how to catch the mermaids, how to get the savior, he sure as hell doesn’t know how to.. how to.” You shut down . Cheeks flushing

“Doesn’t know what ?” Peter asked

You lean in closer to him moving your hair back exposing your collar bone.

He noticed but looked back up at your eyes

“He doesn’t know how to please a girl.” You stated with eyes locked in with Peter Pan’s.

Peter looked at Derek cocking his brow then looking back at you

“That’s a shame, a girl like you should be pleased all every night, anytime she wanted.” He said

You looked at him with lust in your eyes

“You think so?” You asked.

“I’m king of this island, I fix problems, I handle the lost boys,I do a lot, I can do a lot to you.” He said not losing eye contact

You almost fold right then and there but you maintain yourself

“Maybe you could help fix my problems.” You stated

“Maybe.” He winked

The night went on. and it was.. decent

Derek got too drunk and you ended up watching him all night to make sure he didn’t throw up

The next morning you were exhausted

You made yourself a cup of coffee in the morning and Peter came in the kitchen as you were doing so

“Oh hey.” He said blankly

“Hi.” You said rubbing your eyes

“You look exhausted.” He said

“I am.” You said not even fighting it

“Why don’t you come over and I’ll let you rest?” He said getting closer

“Peter . I don’t know..” you said gazing his eyes

“I’m fixing your problems… you’re tired, let me help you.” He said getting closer and closing the gap between you two.

“Okay.” Was all you could get out before he kissed you and you kissed him back

He grabbed you and pulled you on his waist

Shoving his tongue down your throat, you tried to fight for dominance but he won this round.

Just then you hear the kitchen door open and you both break away from each other

Felix walks in and see you two both panicking

“Uhm, you ready for the meeting Pan?” He asked

“Yup.” He says walking towards him

“Oh and Y/n.” He says

“Yes Peter?” You asked

“Let me know if you need me to fix anything else.” He winks at you

“Yes Peter.” You say smiling back at him.

You get your stuff and slowly but surely make your way out but then you hear him

“Where the hell are you going ?” Peter asked with a cup in his hand

“To the lagoon.” You simply say batting your eyes and then running away before he even has a chance to say anything

“Bye?!” He yells

You laugh with Tiger Lilly

“Hate you!” You yell

“Love you!” He yelled back

He takes a sip of his cup and then looks towards Felix

“Okay where were we?” He asked