I've been reading other people's content on here for many years and decided to make my own for a try. I'm a 40 yo queer NB (they/them) transmasc. I've been on T for many years and have had top surgery. I live on the west coast. I am using this blog to help explore some current kinks and maybe some new ones that I find along the way.

Please have your age in your bio and be over 18yo. if not, you will be blocked. This content is not for the underaged. Thank you.

Feel free to send DMs or asks.

I've been training my pup for a few months now to respond/react to certain commands: sit, stay, present, lay down, lick, clean up, mount, open, etc. Before I went to meet up with a hookup, I had him present (ass up, face down, hands on his back) so that I could give him his tail plug to entertain him while I was gone. When I get back home, he is eagerly waiting by the door on his knees. I scratch his head and give him a kiss. Then I tell him to go the middle of the room and lay down. He lays on his back and waits for me. I remove my bottoms to reveal my freshly fucked cunt. I kneel over his face and command him to clean up (clean the cum out of my cunt/holes/elsewhere). He gets to work licking my whole cunt as I am covered in two people's cum and quite messy. He loves licking me clean, and he knows that if he makes me cum while he does it, that I will reward him by letting him cum. As he cleans me up, I describe the two men and how they were rough with me. How they fucked me on all 4s, pulled my hair, fucked my face, and both came in my cunt. Pup loves hearing the details.

When I get back from the date, he bends me over the bed, and pulls down my pants and panties. He takes a good look at her cum leaking out of me. While he fingers her cum back in to my pussy, he asks how the date was, how was the sex, what position did she fuck me in, did I tell her about the spanking, did she like how wet I was, etc.

I notice that my cunt is wet more often than usual, and that I feel slightly sore. But I don't think anything of it. Then comes the day that he suggests that I try to take him in my cunt. It hasn't worked so far and to my knowledge nothing has changed. He begs so nicely, so I let him really warm me up by eating me out and making me cum. Then he comes up and kisses me while he puts the head of his dick at my entrance. I am waiting for the pain and to tell him to move around back, but am surprised that he is able to get the tip in. He coos at me for letting him in and keeps pushing forward until he is seated fully inside of my cunt. He kisses me so much that I am unable to ask questions as he starts to speed up. He asks me if I like him fucking my cunt? Can this be his exclusive hole now? What a good boy. He reaches down and makes sure to rub my clit so that we cum together.

We had been dating for a few months, and I had yet to meet his friends. We had been really busy exploring each other's kinks/turn ons/etc. But tonight he said he wanted to have a game night with his bros. I had just assumed that since he had invited me over, that it was to meet his friends. Turns out, he wanted to be kinky with me instead. No that I am totally complaining, but it was not what I was expecting.

"Babe, come take a look at your set up for the evening."

He had set up a wedge in the middle of the bed and there was a fucking machine with 2 dildos on it off to the side.

"Is that for tonight? I thought it was game night?"

"It is. Me and the bros are going to play games, and you will be in here playing your own game. You're going to see if you can stay quiet while the machine fucks you. You can cum as many times as you want, but don't get loud enough for my friends to hear you. If you do, they may want to come watch."

"Watch? I don't know them."

"Well, then stay quiet and enjoy yourself. Sound good?"

He starts kissing me and touching me. it feels so nice. He slips his hand in to my pants and dips his fingers in to my cunt.

"You must be at least a little excited about this...you're getting wet already. Come on babe. Try it for me please?"

"Ok."

He undresses me and kisses me all over, fingers my cunt, and strokes my clit. Then he coxes me over to the wedge where he bends me over it, then attaches my wrists and thighs to the wedge with cuffs. He puts a blind fold on, and an open mouth gag (which will make it even hard to stay quiet. I should have asked more about the set up. Then he brings the machine behind me and starts to work one and then the other dildos in to my holes. It's a big stretch for both.

"One last thing babe, you're going to get to hear us while we have game night. So you won't feel so alone in here."

He puts my headphones on. Then he turns on the machines at a slow speed, and rubs my clit some. Then he must leave because his hand is gone and the machines keep going.

When his friends arrive, I can hear them loud and clear through my headphones. Once they get past the small talk, they ask where I am. They thought they were going to get to meet me tonight. My partner let's them know that I was unfortunately busy tonight. maybe another time.

As they start playing their game, the conversation turns back to me. They start asking how I am in bed, how am I at sucking cock, do I like anal, am I kinky, do I like DPs, etc.

My partner answers them in quite a bit of detail, which makes me blush. He also has turned up the intensity of the machines once the conversation shifted. I muffle myself by shoving my mouth in to the wedge and hope they can't hear me. Over the course of the night, I have cum at least 3 times. My partner turns the machines down when the conversation is not about me or our sex life. He turns it back up when they talk about me explicitly throughout the night. And he is the one to mostly steer the conversation that way.

At the end of the night he comes back, takes the headphones off and removes the gag. He leaves the machines running.

"Did you have a good time baby?"

"Yes, but I didn't know you were going to share so much about me and us."

"My friends and I share everything. I hope that's ok." He rubs my clit as he says this.

"I guess. I know I share some details with my friends too."

"Oh good. I've been half hard all night thinking of you in here, can you be a dear and take care of it for me?"

He doesn't wait and shoves his cock in to my mouth. He reaches back and rubs my clit as he fucks my face. I cum one more time as he is spilling in to the back of my mouth and down my throat.