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Viserra Velayron // Helaena Targaryen
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Independent, selective multimuse for House of the Dragon staring Helaena Targaryen and original character. Slight book influence, and show. Mostly my own headcanons.
Written by Emily, established in November 2022.
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lucerys death had done something to her, a shift in her happy personality. already the rash one of the three elder siblings, there was less concern for her personal safety, more anger and less fear. she wanted aemonds other eye, or head, something.
but she still had jace. a comfort in knowing someone else felt her grief in the same way. they both lost their baby brother. the best of them. but even with that comfort the cracks had begun in her mind.
and then jace. she had only survived the loss of luke because of her big brother, but now he too was gone. lost to the sea just like luke was. the dark pit in her mind that had opened following lukes death, had just begun to get bigger and bigger after jaces. meals were barely touched if at all, weight lost, sleep nonexistent and the bags under her eyes getting bigger with each day.
it didn’t take long for the thoughts to creep in, that she couldn’t do as good as jace had as heir, that one of her brothers should be here in her place. that the pain without them was too much. living without them was too much. really, the only reason viserra continued to hold on and continue going was because of joffery, and the idea of her mother losing an other child in quick succession.
but the recklessness, the quiet hope that she would die in battle.. viserra may not have made active attempts, but she truly did not care for her life. it was the lack of care that brought about her injuries on the battle field, and the death of stormbreaker.
“ that I wouldn’t leave you for no reason? i love you for who you are, not how many times you win a match. “ arguing over this would be pointless, he had just assumed with no follow up. accepted that their relationship had ended and washed his hands of her. that was that. there was no use digging up the past.
she nodded, this time it was his choice and andrei was proving her thoughts right all those years ago- that he wouldn’t leave if it had been up to him, “ i… i can’t tell him tonight, not all of it. my parents take him every friday anyways and i, i need a night at least.” to wallow, to cry, and to drown herself in at least one bottle of wine and watch the notebook or some sad, cheesy movie. “ my number hasn’t changed though, and the house… i moved back home for a bit, but I’m back there now, the one with the baby blue door and god awful yellow shutters? They’re white now, but same place. “
Jaw tenses at her words, looking away as he lets it sink in. Maybe he should have known better but he couldn't change that. And as he repeats the words in his head, something sticks out. She said love, not loved. She still loved him? For a moment, Andrei couldn't believe that and thought his mind was playing tricks on him. After all, despite knowing how he felt about her he couldn't assume anything with her. And he wouldn't, this was going to be take one step at a time. Now that he knew the truth, now that he knew he was a father. A father that had unknowingly missed seven years of his son's life.
"I'm not asking you to tell him tonight." Andrei says in a half mumble, it wasn't what he expected her to do tonight at all. He nods, showing he understands, this was a lot to process for the both of them. So many years of wrong assumptions with the truth revealed as it was? It was a lot to take in. But at least now, well, it seemed they had a chance to start over in a sense. "I remember." He remembered her home, the time spent there and he hadn't deleted her number. Andrei could never bring himself to do so. "Mine hasn't changed either. So, I suppose...I'll call you Friday to see about coming over?"
arms remained crossed as she glanced at him, he may not demand that but she was sure his father would. those exact words almost came out, almost. “ i uh, tried to keep up a few things for you. photo books and stuff… just in case. I don’t want to push anything on you but if you’d like I can pull them out of the attic…” at least she had nine months to digest the fact she was having a child, Andrei gets a mere few days.
catching sight of Vlad getting out of the ring, viserra nodded at andrei before smiling at the boy. “ uncle Eric was right mom, I’m reaaaally good at boxing,” a bright grin from the boy which caused her to shake her head. “ of course he was, Vlad say goodnight to andrei.” the words no sooner out of her mouth before the boy was repeating the words and scooting off to go collect his bag, “ i guess I’ll, uh, wait for your call Friday? Goodnight Andrei.”
and it had been a long wait, it was all she could do to keep Vlad from telling her dad that he had met his hero, which would open an entire conversation she wasn’t even sure she had any answers to. the next few days were a distraction, though every time her phone went off viserra found herself hoping it was Andrei and felt disappointment each time it wasn’t. And Friday was here. Rhaenyra already having called to confirm Vlad was en route to her home and would be back Sunday night, now all that was left was andreis call.
what if I say akotsk viserra is much more stubborn than hod viserra
he was right, the rational part of her did know that wasn’t what he means. that everything he was saying to her was true, and that she was being entirely unfair on him. “ of course I trust you to do that, no one else will listen to me. half those men think my ideas are yours, ” that’s not to say they aren’t, a lot of them andrei improved upon, taught her strategies, battle language, they were working as a partnership. one crown. but the more the council turned to andrei… perhaps it was envy that pushed her over the edge, causing her to explode. wishing the men would follow her without feeling the need to check with her husband, her consort.
each step he took towards her, viserra could feel her anxieties slowly begin to fade. he was her sword, her safety, on her side always and she was ashamed to admit that it was easy to lose sight of those facts at times. her mouth opened to speak, stopping when the next words left his mouth - it would not be the first time he had gone to patrol the castle, but to call her by her title. especially in private. it felt almost like a brick to the start of a wall laid between them. hands curled into fists, nails biting into her palms as she kept her eyes locked onto the space where he was, knowing if she looked at him the tears threatening to spill over finally would. " viserra, andrei. " her voice was quiet, "always viserra ."
part of her had wanted to yell after him, demand he return, instead she stayed silently on the end of the bed. even as her ladies came in, viserra went through the motions in a daze. it wasn’t their first fight, not by far, but it felt as though it had been their worst. reinforcing their differences in status, who the other was by nature, that everything they had overcome had been for nothing.
before they had married, before they had become more than lovers, when he was simply her sworn shield, viserra would have left. wandering wherever her feet had taken her typically to the water and cause the man panic simply because she was upset with him, so much had changed since then and instead she wandered to their bed, much too big without andrei in it with her.
she didn't know how long she had laid there for, crying, calming down briefly, and then remembering andrei wasn't with her and she was unsure if he would even return, before crying again. viserra hadn't even known when sleep had come for her, just that the candlelight had dimmed, and she was on andreis side of the bed in hopes to find some comfort.
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i am here with some muse yay - this does unfortunately mean i am here cleaning up the things i cannot bring my muse to write, dash, etc.
Can I ask you a question? Tell me the truth. And don't take it easy on me just 'cause I'm your father. You just tell it to me straight.
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"I was curious," too curious for her own good, but curious nonetheless. he rarely spoke when she was around, and was just polite enough not to seem rude so when she had seen him sneaking away.. well, how could she not have followed? but then his worry became evident and instinctively, viserra held out her pinky, "i promise. it isn't my secret to tell, besides i came for my brother so if this goes badly it's him that gets in trouble."
silence settled between them for a moment before she tilted her head to the side, " i can tell you a secret if it helps. one no one else knows."
“ fair is fair,” besides her mother already knew her secret or has an idea of it, just not her father … or brothers, or the rest of the family. really it was just alicent the princess worried about. violet eyes follow his hand until the warmth envelopes her, and she can feel her cheeks heat slightly when he doesn’t let go. “ i, well you’ve probably heard my grandfather took an other wife years ago. the rumours of her and my mother not being… friendly, are very true. and she values virtue above all. especially for women.”
finally she looked away from their hands and up at him, scrunching her nose for a moment. “ and it would be a whole smear campaign against my mother, and me i guess to work the whole ‘ her sons are better fit for the throne ‘ idea. and let me be clear, it was a mistake, a very fun mistake though - I’m not a virgin.”
listen I know it’s coming, and that we cannot avoid it but viserra is about to be so unbelievably broken after the gullet.
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a soft hmm left her as she sipped her drink, he wasn't entirely wrong. her family was the same way after all, each one raised to be confident, show no cracks, that they belonged where their name had put them in the world. lilac gaze passed over his shoulder again, the blonde almost red in the face now, but if he was in fact single... " it matters if i'm wasting my time talking just for you to change your mind, i have big plans for tonight. "
" viserra strong, " tilting her head she looked up at him. ignoring what she could only imagine was a disapproving glare from her elder brother as she smiled at the man, " or just vis if you would rather. "
Everyone knew Andrei had confidence, it was what made his reputation what it was. That and how he went about the world of business, how he built up the empire he found himself ruling over. And he wasn't done with it, not that it would be said. And it didn't seem to bother her, after all she knew the life they led required one to be confident. Though she seemed more occupied in the moment with how the woman he had been talking with looked. It made his grin grow just a little. "Oh, I won't be changing my mind." Andrei answers, his own gaze having never left her. "You don't have to worry about that, though I am curious about these big plans." And then she speaks, not that he didn't know who she was but the introduction was better than pointing that out. Straightening up, he dips his head in a show of respect. "Nice to meet you, Viserra." He looks over to the bartender and motions for a drink for the both of them. "Andrei Lupei." When the bartender returned, she had the same drink as before and he a whiskey on the rocks. "There's a tradition where I come from when one welcomes a guest. If you'll let me take you to VIP, I'd like to show you that tradition."
“if you’re lucky enough, maybe they’ll involve you. “typically, viserra hated cockiness, especially when it was misplaced in the man, but something about andrei was entirely too hard to ignore and it was thrilling almost. andrei lupei - so that was why luke had told her to be careful, and she can feel the heaviness in jaces gaze on her back. she knew of him, just as she was sure he at least knew of her name, and that was enough to set off alarm bells in her head but viserra was curious, and curiosity killed the cat …
circling her finger around the rim of her new drink, “ as long as it’s worthwhile,” despite her family across the room, viserra knew they wouldn’t snitch to her father about certain .. company, and the odds of andrei kidnapping her or worse seemed low enough. sliding off the barstool, viserra tossed her hair over her shoulder and gave the man a grin. “ lead the way “
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been primarily over on @doecyed the last few days, but I will be getting around to owed asks here today. bit of a chat under the cut -
really, I’ve realized I’ve been feeling… inadequate in my writing, and overall insecure in my character and writing over here. which has absolutely sucked because I love viserra so much, she’s been here since the show started and I don’t think there will come a time where I ever stop writing her - but, I have been considering moving her to discord or starting over. who knows, restarting may be the better option over all and see how I feel afterwards but for now, we persevere
i do think i need to scrap and start fresh a little - not changing blogs, just need to go through and filter things out, clean up the dash, delete 2-3 year old drafts I keep telling myself I’ll get around to. i have muse, i really, genuinely do, and a million plot ideas i want to do !
her lip twitched upwards ever so slightly, raising her brow and risking a glance upwards. ‘ could be better? ‘ that was an understatement if she ever heard one, he was practically on death’s doorstep when she opened her front door- he still may be. that thought alone caused her brows to knit together in worry.
lilac gaze narrowed on the spot along his collarbone, free hand moving upward to tilt his jaw just enough to give her proper access. ‘ like hell am I letting you leave in this state, you’re twice my size and I could kick your ass right now. ‘ and she very much wanted to do exactly that. fingers lightly dusted his jaw once more before dropping, a sigh falling from her lips. ‘ you’re staying here drei, and in the bed. you have clean clothes here, and pizza on the way. don’t fight me on this- please. ‘
He was downplaying it, he always did because he didn't need her to worry. At least that was how it was, now he didn't need her to care. It seemed, however, that wasn't up to him still because she was here in the shower with him to tend to the very wound that had him pale in the face when he arrived at her doorstep. Andrei doesn't even fight her moving his jaw to give her a better look at his collarbone. He was too tired, too weak. He'd lost enough blood as it was, he didn't need to waste what energy he had left because he needed it to stand.
A heavy sigh leaves him as she speaks up, something he should have known better and expected that reaction. Only when her hand falls does he turn his head back to look at her straight on. "I'm too tired to argue." He half mumbles before head turns to look away as he begins to help clean himself off. "I won't fight you, I know better." Sadly, he thinks to himself for a brief moment. He stays silent the rest of the time, wanting to finish up in the shower first before he says anything else. A towel grabbed and gently he dries himself off. "But I won't be sleeping in the bed. That is your bed and I'm not going to bleed on it." Andrei says as he sits on the covered toilet so she had better access to his wound. "At least let me compromise with that."
“ first time for everything,” it came out on a sigh but viserra was genuinely relieved. she didn’t have the mental capacity to argue with him right now, maybe ever again - debate, sternly talk to? sure. but their last argument? their final argument? it drained the fight from her.
turning off the water, she followed him out of the shower before silently drying herself off best she could planning on changing only after she made sure he was dressed and warm. viserra wasn’t the one half dead here, after all. setting all her medical supplies on the counter beside them, viserra begins gently patting at the wound to dry it, stuttering in her movements when he refuses her bed. the bed she hasn’t slept in, since well, she’d left him. “ i… “ the last time she had slept in it had been with andrei, and it was too big, too empty without him. the couch was better. and if viserra laid just right, she could pretend the back of the couch and andreis back, pressed against her. pathetic. “ i sleep on the couch,” violet eyes darted to his face before back to her work, reaching for the needle and thread with a soft ‘ ‘s gonna hurt ‘, “ and i’ll need to check on you throughout the night, it’s better overall if you take it - you can always buy me a new one if you bleed in it,” tying off the stitches, she cut the thread and placed the gauze over the wound before leaning back, “ deal? “
we have to drive 4 hours round trip for an appointment tomorrow so
Consider this a starter call !! Y’all know the drill, hit the heart and specify muse(s)
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we have to drive 4 hours round trip for an appointment tomorrow so
Consider this a starter call !! Y’all know the drill, hit the heart and specify muse(s)
For every "♡" I get I'll give a tip on how to win my muse's heart.
