you can call me Mel, she/her, 26. iâm a fan of Star Wars, specifically Star Wars: The Old Republic. this blog is for me to ramble about my OCs, write about them, and engage with you đŤľđ˝đŤľđ˝đŤľđ˝
this is also technically a sideblog, but i use it as my main blog. i havenât used Tumblr in a hot minute and i completely forgot that likes, asks, and follows would come from my main blog đ so if you see any engagement from @melthepigeon, thatâs me!
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The Emperor's Wrath: a series of drabbles/one-shots on my (non-canon) nameless Emperor's Wrath.
Wildflower: a series of drabbles/one-shots about my jedi consular, Stasma Syr
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Stasma âStazâ Syr (LS jedi consular, main)
character tag: oc: staz, ship: stasi, staz re-roll
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one-shots
art: [x] [x] [x] [x]
Novei (neutral sith inquisitor)
character tag: oc: NOvei? more like YESvei
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Hysinian âHysiâ Soll (LS, smugglerâs companion)
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Obsessed with the idea of an already wounded/exhausted character going "I... can take it." Like no bish you can't, but love enthusiasm and the horrified looks of your team.
No, you see, I wish to be an author. Not in marketing. Or an influencer. I wish to tell my stories, be told I did a fantastic job, and then go back to my hovel to scribble some more. I am delicate of constitution and awkward in crowds.
Occupation: Jedi Padawan (former), Sith (current), Emperor's Wrath (former), Empire's Wrath (current, later as a saboteur)
Physical Appearance
Eye color: Light bluish-gray/Gold when she's dark side.
Hair color: Naturally, dark blue. She usually dies most of it black while she's amongst the Sith and the rest of the Empire. She stops dyeing it when she becomes the Emperor's Wrath.
Height: 5'7"
Scars/Birthmarks: X-shaped scar crisscrossing her face. She got this from the Korriban Inquisitors when she made an escape attempt while they were still trying to turn her to the dark side.
Other distinguishing features: Crimson Sith tattoos, given to her by the Inquisitors after she had her memories altered and fell to the dark side.
Disabilities: Amnesia and altered memoriesâshe doesn't remember most of her childhood, nothing of her time with the Jedi, and what she does remember has been changed to ensure loyalty to the Sith.
Personality
 Aerena became a paragon of Sith cruelty and ambition when she fell to the dark sideâruthless, calculating, and all too willing to kill to succeed as Sith, often to a fault. She does not abide failure, seeing it as a weakness to be exterminated, and shows no mercy to those she deems weakânot even herself. Her actions as a dark-side Sith are fueled by crippling self-doubt and the unshakeable feeling that she does not belong, driving her to ever-greater extremes to prove her worth. This relentless need for validation leads her to rely on violence and intimidation, sometimes sabotaging her own progress with reckless, destructive choices. She is quick to anger, with a fiery temper that can make her unpredictable at best, and dangerous at worst. Her cruelty is not born solely of malice, but of desperation to carve out a place for herself in a world that demands strength at any cost.
After she takes her first steps toward redemption, a different side to her emerges. No longer driven by hatred, Aerena becomes friendly and reliable, motivated by a desire to atone for her past. She is sensitive and gentle in her interactions, and her caution stems from a deep understanding of her own capacity for darkness. Aerena is thoughtful, carefully weighing her actions and considering their impact on others. She has learned to forgive, offering second chances to those who wrong her. Protective and fiercely loyal, Aerena will go to great lengths to defend those she cares about. Her emotions remain as intense and fiery as ever, and she must constantly check herself to avoid straying back into old patterns. She still grapples with persistent self-doubt, and now guilt over her past actions. These feelings make her hesitant at times and lead her to question her worthiness of forgiveness. Still, she works tirelessly to earn the trust of those around her.
Love interests: Tau Idair (former), Jaesa Wilsaam (current)
Aerena is the secret child of Darth Malgus and Eleena Daru, always kept hidden from Malgus's fellow Sith. She was eight years old when the Sacking of Coruscant took place, and she accidentally witnessed her father murdering her mother. Scared, she ran into the ruins. She was left behind on Coruscant when the Empire withdrew, and was mistaken for a lost youngling by a surviving group of Jedi. She didn't correct them, and went with them. She grew to love being in the order over the years, and had every intention to stay. She grew close to a fellow Padawan, Tau Idair, when they were in their late teens, and the two formed a secret romance. But a year into their relationship, Aerena was tracked down by Malgus himself. He attacked her, then dragged her to Korriban where he left her at the mercy of the Inquisitors. Through a combination of drugs, sorcery, and torture, they wiped and altered Aerena's memories of her time with the Jedi and broke her spirit, causing her fall to the dark side.
As Darth Baras's apprentice, she hunted the Padawan Jaesa Wilsaam, destroying much of what Jaesa loved in the process. When they finally met on Quesh, Jaesa used her ability on Aerena and it had a unique affect. A Force bond was immediately established between them, and through it Aerena could see part of what Jaesa could see: a spark of light buried under a fog of darkness, and a vast emptiness where she had been broken and molded to meet the needs of the Sith. Aerena was startled by this, snapping her out of the veil of the dark side enough to understand that something was wrong. Jaesa joined her crew, wanting to help her. The only thing keeping Aerena from turning away from the dark side at this point was her master. Darth Baras sensed her convictions drifting once and punished her for it, and afterwards Aerena could not bring herself to commit to redemption.
This changed when Baras betrayed her. Ironically, becoming the Emperor's Wrath enabled her to finally work towards returning to the light. Aerena underwent a healing ritual on Voss that helped her differentiate false memories from her real ones, and restore some that were lost. She and Jaesa's bond only grew stronger during their time together, and soon they each held romantic feelings for the other, though they were both hesitant to act on them for their own reasons.
The next time she saw her father was on Ilum. She only reluctantly worked with him to obtain the kyber crystals. When he approached her and attempted to recruit her into his coup, she vehemently refused. She returned to warn the Imperial forces just in time to witness Malgus's broadcast. Aerena was on the frontlines of the battle that followed, and made sure she was personally responsible for (seemingly) killing Malgus on that station.
By the time the Revanite crisis was thwarted and the newly resurrected Emperor consumed Ziost, Aerena had quietly given up on changing anything within the Empire. She was ready to leave her role as the Wrath and defect, with Jaesa's support, but Zakuul's attack on the galaxy delayed her plans. She fought endlessly during the short time before the Empire surrendered, then again when the Empire refocused it's efforts on the Republic. Fed up with the pointless conflict while the galaxy was under Arcann's rule, Aerena joined the Alliance. When the war ended, she returned to the Empire. Except, this time, she was working for the SIS.
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Fanfiction is so silly. I am playing with my dolls and people are coming over to watch. Some of them even clap and give me compliments. And when I'm done playing, I can go and watch other people play with their dolls.
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ehehhe i'm very pleased to finally reveal my jedi knight!! she's been living rent-free in my head for the past few weeks and i finally found the energy to do something about it đ¤Ąđ (also i promise i'll update this post with a better screenshot of her. i'm at work and realized i don't have any good screenshots of her freiwfre but i got excited and wanted to post)
âźď¸tw: mentions of suicide and emotional abuseâźď¸
Full Name: Sena Aquarii
Pronunciation: Seh-na Aqua-ree
Title(s): Leader of the Eternal Alliance's Republic Forces (22-23 ATC; 27 ATC-present); Acting Alliance Commander
Affiliation(s): House Aquarii; Jedi Order; Alliance Against Zakuul (22-23 ATC); Eternal Alliance (27 ATC-present); Sixth Line (14-17 ATC)
Born: 11 BTC (3364 BBY), Aquilaris Minor
Species: Human
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/Her
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual
Hair/Eye Color: Brown/Blue
Height: 5'7" (1.7 meters)
Age: 28-34 (Invasion of Ziost; KotFE & KotET); 36 (present)
Personality: Despite her parents' best efforts to mold her into a respectable womanâwhich for them meant docile and obedientâSena was outspoken and headstrong from a young age, traits that only blossomed once she joined the Jedi Order and was away from her parents' direct influence. She is noted by former masters and peers for her fiery attitude, resulting in numerous arguments between her and those she deems incompetent or dislikes for other reasons, and a strong intellect, which has served her well as a Jedi Shadow and member of the Sixth Line. During her time on Tython, Sena was extremely competitive and an overachiever; subsequently, she was often referred to by the masters as the epitome of a padawan. Beneath all of this, however, is a woman still bearing the scars from childhood. Emotionally abused and socially isolated by her parents, Sena finds it difficult to trust others and, subsequently, prefers to work alone (though, following the death of her younger brother, Sena joined the Sixth Line, which simultaneously allowed her to work through her grief and exacerbated her recklessness). Until she met her current partner, Kas Fett, Sena had no concept of romantic love and engaged in flings as a form of stress relief rather than an expression of love. At her core, Sena is someone who has always wanted to help others, especially those affected by the Empire, and has at times forgone Republic policies to do just that.
Likes: Helping others, cleverness, mocking Sith and Imperials
Early History: Born in 11 BTC on Aquilaris Minor, Sena is the daughter of Dione and Georgos Aquarii. Georgos is a distant descendant of the house that once ruled Aquilaris Minor, House Aquarii, while Dioneâat the time of Sena's birthâserved as the senator to the planet in the Galactic Republic. Sena is the second of four children: her brother Soter is a year older than her while her twin siblings, Melas and Aurora, are five years younger than her. Sena was particularly close with Melas.
Preceding the Battle of Sluis Van, Aquilaris Minor was briefly occupied by Imperial forces. Though they were eventually forced off the planet, pro-Imperial sentiment persisted well into the Galactic Cold War, resulting in an underground movement of sortsâone that both Dione and Georgosâs families were involved with. Once Dione was elected senator, she worked to push Imperial agendas in the Galactic Senate while Georgos did the same on Aquilaris Minor. Sena and her siblings would not learn of their parentsâ allegiances until decades later.Â
Growing up, Sena had a tumultuous relationship with her parents. Dione and Georgos were simultaneously apathetic and overbearing towards their children, especially their eldest, placing an inordinate amount of pressure on them to behave in a way that was befitting of their social class while depriving them of care and affection. Out of all of her siblings, Sena would act out the most in an effort to gain her parentsâ attentionâwhich she did, though it was often in the form of Dione and Georgos placing more restrictions on her. When Sena was 13, her parents arranged an engagement between her and a noblemanâs son who was 4 years older. At the same time, Soter ran away from home, cutting off all contact with his family. Both of these events prompted Sena to run away herself; however, her attempt failed, and she was returned to her parents, who promptly placed her under house arrest. Believing that sheâd never escape her parents, Sena tried to make the best of her circumstances, even attempting to get along with her fiancĂŠ, who proved to be emotionally abusive.Â
When Sena was 15, a visiting Jedi identified her as Force-sensitive. Sena vehemently denied thisâuntil she Force-pushed a chair into the wall during an argument with her parents. Initially, the Jedi Council refused to accept Sena into the Order due to her age; however, after some convincing from her parents, which included Dione agreeing to sponsor bills to secure funds for the reconstruction of the Jedi Temple on Coruscant, the Council relented. Dione and Georgos planned to use Senaâs position to gather sensitive information on the Jedi Order that could then be sent to their Imperial allies, but were sorely disappointed when Sena cut off all contact with her parents upon arriving on Tython. Sena only remained in contact with her younger siblings.Â
On Tython, Sena found herself isolated from her peers. Many of them believed that she had âboughtâ her way into the Order and, therefore, was undeserving of becoming a Jedi. Others found her grating and difficult to work with. This suited Sena as she preferred to work alone. She did, however, find a strange sort of companionship with Icarus Zenos and Stasma Syr, who were both outcasts in their own right. Despite her social isolation, Sena quickly excelled in her studies. A year after sheâd joined the Order, Sena became the padawan of Master Surro; by 23 she was a fully-fledged Jedi Knight. Since Sena was particularly adept at masking her presence in the Force, she spent a majority of her career as a Jedi Shadow, seeking out and securing or destroying Sith artifacts. She also occasionally worked with the Republicâs Strategic Information Service on joint operationsâwhich reunited her with Soter, whoâd joined the SIS shortly after running away from home.Â
When Sena was 25, she learned that Melasâwho sheâd been in contact with since sheâd arrived on Tythonâwas divulging the details of their conversations to their parents, as well as asking questions at their behest to learn more about her and the Jedi Orderâs activities. This resulted in the Sena and Melas having a falling out, and she cut off all contact with her family. Sena and Soter also began to suspect that their parents may be harboring Imperial sympathies. A few months later, Melas committed suicide. Grief-stricken over her brotherâs deathâand the fact that she didnât learn about it or his funeral until it was broadcast over news channels, as well as another falling out over her younger sisterâSena contacted her former master, who at the time was commanding a Jedi faction known as the Sixth Line. Surro allowed Sena to join, and she would remain with them until the Invasion of Ziost.Â
Later Life: Following the events of Ziost and the destruction of Darth Marrâs flagship, Sena joined Icarus Zenos, Kira Carsen, and Scourge as they searched for Stasma. While Sena believed Stasma had died with Darth Marr on his flagship, Icarus believed otherwise. During this time, Sena and Icarus would also form a friends-with-benefits type of relationship. Eventually, she would part ways with Icarus and the others, becoming an âerrant knightâ of sorts, wandering from planet to planet, aiding whomever she came across in the absence of a unified resistance against the Eternal Empire. With the formation of the Alliance Against Zakuul, under a very-much-alive Stasma Syr, Sena traveled to Odessen, where she was tasked with overseeing the Republic side of operations. In 23 ATC, Sena accompanied Stasma to Darvannis to secure Gemini Prime, where sheâd meet her future partner, Kas Fett. Following the fall of the Eternal Empire and formation of the Eternal Alliance, Sena resigned from her position and return to travelling the galaxyâthis time alongside Ourania Dasmi, who was rapidly deteriorating and wanted to see the galaxy, as well as impart her knowledge onto someone, before her death. After Ouraniaâs death in 26 ATC, Sena settled down on Lothal, where she continued researching Sith artifacts for the Jedi Order and transcribing Ouraniaâs knowledge. In 27 ATC, she returned to the Eternal Alliance and her former position, where she remains to this day. Sena has also occasionally taken on the role of Alliance Commander in Stasmaâs absence, most notably during the Mandalorian Civil War.Â
some notes:
*Soter is Chance in the Imperial Agent storyline
Icarus Zenos and Kas Fett belong to the wonderful @techn0plague
A character trait/dynamic that I'm endlessly compelled by is someone dealing with (or, like, failing to) being the child of people who were too busy being good people to have the time and attention to be good parents. This can be anywhere from 'was a public defender who gave a shit working 60 hour weeks with basically no vacations' to 'left their family behind to join the revolution/war effort and is now a universally beloved martyr-hero who saved/remade the world with their final breath' on the groundedness spectrum. The important thing is a viscerally felt but confused and ugly mess of longing, resentment, and guilt about feeling the resentment.
there honestly is not a person who is more done with this bullshit then Tivan'n is.
also yes. we saved the galaxy way too many times. but motherfucker put some respect on Lana bc if not for her we wouldn't even have a Fucking Shot. Shut up. Respect Lana.
also. i swear i actually don't care as much for what is happening storywise, i ranted long and winded on like a pierced bagpipe at people who care for my opinions ans that's okayâbut i swear Tivan'n is the last person who'd see a machine of give everyone force powers and didn't want to run it into the ground.
if it was a -make everyone force-blind- machine they'd probably do the same but only after learning if you can just. run it on one person only or not. And they mean themselves.
it does ultimately come to choice and freedom but by god if they are absolutely hating the fucking give everyone force powers after the fucking Life they had with that bullshit. Jedi. Sith. Whatever.
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