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feeling peace enough to share this
we were in a Japanese restaurant
for a birthday party
and everyone was laughing
because it had been
a while since life had let us
be with one another.
I always wondered why
I spent so much of my time apologizing
for things about myself that were
normal-- like my need to be alone
sometimes, or my anger at the world
for how unfair it was.
your grief took the shape
of your body,
and I mistook it for you.
it wasn't pretty, or decent,
or becoming.
it was, instead, another
amber glass bottle, a too-loud
remark, an unabashed
inappropriate gesture.
it was uncomfortable
for me to feel it
enveloping you
so deeply,
so openly.
the grief permeated my skin,
it's emotional vibrations
shifted from your seat to mine.
it was uncomfortable to feel against my
own skin-- this grief that was so
wholly unbecoming of you.
but I cant imagine how much
your bones must ache from
the heaviness of what is still missing.
I was uncomfortable, and,
because of it, I resented you.
how unfair of me to feel this way,
but I cannot apologize, again,
for things about myself that are normal.
β Nitya Prakash
βFairy tales are more than moral lessons and time capsules for cultural commentary; they are natural law. The child raised on folklore will quickly learn the rules of crossroads and lakes, mirrors and mushroom rings. Theyβll never eat or drink of a strange harvest or insult an old woman or fritter away their name as though thereβs no power in it. Theyβll never underestimate the youngest son or touch anyoneβs hairpin or rosebush or bed without asking, and their steps through the woods will be light and unpresumptuous. Little ones who seek out fairy tales are taught to be shrewd and courteous citizens of the seen world, just in case the unseen one ever bleeds over.β
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you ever just sit and realise u canβt remember 80% of your childhood? like β¦ what happened? who am i ..?
Many people in the comments are saying βtraumaβ, but this is actually a very normal occurrence. Itβs called Childhood Amnesia, and itβs a process which, as the brain reorganizes itself for cognitive thought that is developed in late childhood, it changes the Accessibility of those memories during recall. Many childhood memories are available to the person, but they will not be remembered during regular recall activity, you have to βtrickβ your brain into remembering with different tactics.
This is because there are two parts to memories - their encoding and their recall. The encoding determines their availability, their recall determines their accessibility. The reason why trauma memory and childhood amnesia are different is in this distinction. Trauma memory is often encoded differently, bypassing to the limbic system where it is stored as intrinsic memory. It canβt be recalled because it was never encoded. Childhood amnesia, however, seems to indicate that the memories are encoded, but we lose access to them as we age. This is most likely due to the development of brain structures that fundamentally change our encoding and recall of memory as we get older.
This is an important distinction, because trauma memory is βstored in the bodyβ, i.e. you get triggers that send your body into a cascade of uncontrollable feelings, sensations and reactions. Whereas childhood memories wonβt generally do that, they are just recalled at odd times with odd associations.
reblogging this because Iβve legit seen people freaking out when they realised they canβt remember some of their childhood, thinking they might have some repressed trauma.
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Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.
The anxiety is back--
sometimes it actually does
comes when I'd expect it.
You would think I would
know what to do with it
by now: the heavy feeling
and tingling
and hard-up breathing,
the room shaking,
eyes staring out
but only seeing what's inside.
If I could tell someone what it
looks like in there, I'd say:
It looks a lot like a car ride that ends with
me spinning out of control.
It feels like the moment before you
know you really, really fucked up
and whatever happened can't be fixed,
that absolute dread of how stupid you
are to have caused so much to
go wrong.
Or maybe, better yet, its
kind of like thinking about how
everything you do alters the future
and what it you pick up
the chip crumbs off the floor,
and then, in the chain that is life,
you set up a web of future that
someone dies sooner than they
would've before.
It's constantly choosing not to
pick up the chip crumbs because
now you have that heavy feeling
and tingling and hard-up breathing
eyes staring, but not seeing anything
but what is on the inside
over and over
and over again.
Anxiety, then, feels a lot like being still
and running a marathon.
Like holding
nothing, and collapsing from the weight.
Like chip crumbs are bombs ready to
detonate just as fight or flight kicks in.
Just fucking pick them up.
It's easy.
Bend down and pick them off the
floor.
Just do it.
You will feel so much better.
But what if I cause the world to explode?
It already feels like it has.
That doesn't make sense?
I get that, I do.
But, anxiety makes you feel and look
stupid, and it doesn't really care.
βI always marvel at the humansβ ability to keep going. They always manage to stagger on even with tears streaming down their faces.β
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