PENS IN MOTION!

Puh LEASEEEE send us asks I promise we have absolutely nothing better to do!

Speak for yourself dude.

Yes, although this idea is fun the notion that it is our only responsibility is ridiculous. Monika and I both work and Natsuki has commissions to finish.

That is work!

Yes dear, your doodling is work. Hehe

I promise I have absolutely nothing better to do!

Monika Tanaka(Sawyer): They/Them

Sayori Tanaka: She/Her or It/Its

Natsuki Kimura: Any

honestly, just.. A lot has happened. mostly good!

The parasite is gone.

I'm thriving frankly

My life has gotten a lot less stressful now thanks to that.

Monika's new job means a lot more random spending money for me even when commissions are dry so I'm doing great.

2026 is my year I know it.

They spoil you rotten..

I'm worth it.

It's getting to your head...

So what if it is, he deserves it~

Hhehehehheheheheeehehhe..

You two sicken me. Quit petting Nat, it's my turn.

I have two hands~

To the rest of yall: how you doing? With all the existentialism I mean.

Back off peak bro back off peak

I don’t play games with anime girls anymore I’m afraid! Last time I did that I ended up with a lifelong responsibility! Four of them actually.

Dude.

Monika. Talk to the people in the room.

Sorry..

As for the whole existentialism thing, it’s kinda old news yknow? Like we’ve known about none of this being ‘real’ our whole adult lives, it sucks but what would we do if we even could exist outside of here? The same shit we’re already doing in here.

They can’t by the way I toyed with that idea a lot, best I could do was robot bodies and that was way out of my admittedly high enough as it is price range along with just not being sustainable.

. . .

I agree, thinking about that really serves no real purpose. I gave up hurting myself overthinking it long ago.

Although I do admit I get a laugh out of watching philosophy videos now.. knowing.

And hey, at least we aren’t in the game anymore. Though given this is all bullshit I’d appreciate us having a less dingy living situation. Yo, Moni where’s the big guy right now?

. . .

…

. . .

Sighh tell her where he is Monika.

. . He’s sitting in the corner chair..

Thanks, YO GOD YOU LOOKED UP MY SKIRT IN HIGHSCHOOL GIVE ME A MILLION FAKE ASS SIMULATED DOLLARS

No.

He said no..

FUCK YOU TOO!

So, any meaningful reply to the question Moni?

. . .

What?

……well the asker isn’t really in the room so-

This shit again..

We have no idea what you are talking about.

That bug has been patched don’t worry about it, also did you hear Mha is ending? Fucking tragedy.

What..?

I didn’t say anything.

Not you, him.

I mean, there isn’t much going on right now.

Sayori is driving herself insane trying to decide if she wants the fetus in her guts, Yuri is driving herself MORE insane worrying that Sayori does want it and Monika keeps tweaking about seeing some dude and talking to nobody.

I feel like I’m the only one not on the verge of a mental break and frankly that’s concerning given, Yknow, me.

But other than that our lives are kinda mundane right now.

It’s not “some dude”! It’s the MC from the game! The player! He keeps popping up to see if the world is running smoothly!

Okay! I get that! But why wouldn’t I be able to see him too?

Busting the door down isn’t gonna get me there quicker! A few knocks would suffice!

WHA- huh..

YO! hey! It’s me, the MC! I am here! Haha.. like All Might? Is Mha still popular here? Id- GOUGH-! Hey, watch the collar! Where’s the others?

What are you doing here!?

What!? Can I not check in on yo- OUGK- PUT ME DOWN!!

You don’t exist anymore. What. Are. You. Doing. Here.

OKAY OKay! I got notified the program restarted AGAIN which means YOU fucked things up! Which you did by the way you suicidal hair trigger!

W- that was real..?

NO SHIT DUMBASS! Do you have any idea how much my electric bill skyrockets when Mr. Sanders has to reset everything!?

Mr. Sanders..?

The supercomputer all this is running on is named Mr. Sanders and he is my son and he’s perfect and frankly you should thank him because you’d not exist without him.

Are- are you sane..?

I’ve spent nearly a decade keeping four anime girls alive and happy in a computer the size of my living room because they touched my heart when I was 17.

Is that a yes or a n-

Anyway! Stop killing yourself! That will kill you! Haha.. I’m so funny… anyway it really messes stuff up when you do that, you’re all supposed to die of old age! Old age damnit! Except Natsuki but that’s not important right now-

Wha-

When you die early this place doesn’t know what to do with itself! What could have possibly made you do a fool thing like that! Again-

Well.. Sayori said something pretty upsetting, i can’t really blame her, being pregnant and all but-

COUGH COUGH- What.

I- I thought you would know that?

Hey.

Hey.

Your hair looks terrible..

Yeah, yeah I couldn’t get the car window up.

You wanna come inside? We probably should talk.

Yes please.

Get your hand off my stomach we aren’t there yet.

Monika awoke to fresh pain and panic, horrible screaming filled their head and it wasn’t until they covered their ears that they realized it was coming from their own mouth.

They looked around, scared and confused, unable to tell where they were until an old photo of their mother and them caught their eye. The beach house. Right. Sayori was pregnant, she hurt Monika’s feelings, and coward that they were.. they ran.

Backup_003 created! Attempting to load from auto save. . .

MONIKA. FRANKIE. D̶̡̢̡̨̛̛̰̜̗̖̦̲̟̹̻̱̣̯̹̦̳̰̻̠͉̙̬̻͉̫̟̼̣̟̻̭͎̰̼̗̲̙͎̙̯̔͋̈́̂͂̾̆̓͊̌̄̈̒̂͒̎͐́͂͗̾̓̃̃̋̃̎͘̚͠ͅȨ̷̧̛̮̮̭͙̩͉̼̠͎̣̼͑͊̈́́͛̔̃̔͊͒́̂͘͘̕͘͜ͅĄ̷̜̪̥̤̠̰̰̜̞͔̦̖̹͇̦͈̗͔̰̙̪̝͑̈̈̀̄̆͗́̍͐͑̈́͛͐̆̅̀̐̀̕̕̚͝͝V̷̧̛̛̛̛̙̰̼͕̗̮́͊̅̃̍̈́͐̒̂̿̀́͂͂̓̑̈́̑̾́͋̌̉̔͘͝͝͝͝Ȩ̶̨̨̡̧̖̘̻̩͔͕͉͓̜̥͈̜̹̼͈͈͎̖͍̤̦̩̦̻͙̱̝͈̖̩̟̠͔̟̳̗̩̱̰̀͌̔̈́͆͐̃̇͑̇͌̔͋̓̅̾̑̌͆̓͐̇͂̈́̋́͂̑͂̄̐̀̎̍̇̍͐̂̊̽̚̕͠͠ͅR̴̨̡̨̛͖͉͖̱͇̳͕̳͙̜͎͖͓̺͚̰͓̳͑̾̑̃̊͆͆͛̐̆͐̐͛̆́̐̽͗͗̿͋̒͒̔͂̃̃̓̑̂̃̋̍̾͗̋͆̓̕͘̚͝͠͠S̴̡̨̯̳̝̩͇̠̦̳͓̩̤̝̝̪̳͎̦̰̼͚͌͐͒̃̾̽͊͌̄͗́̌̏̀̍́́́̆̈́͗́̇́̂̇͋͘̕̚͠͝ͅ

Auto save corrupted, attempting again. . .

WHY ONLY YOU!?

If I had to harbor a guess it would be because I didn’t throw their most disgusting mistake at them just because I was a little angry and I don’t have a history of poor emotional regulation in moments of stress.

FUCK YOU!

H̸̡̛̤̻̳̫̯̮̜̻̭̺̜̣͆͗̈́̓͌̑̊̄͑͂̎́̐̓͐̈̊͐̐̔̉͐̈́̇̃̏̽̂̍̔́͌̈̍͒̓̆̒̓͘̚̕͠ͅe̸̞͖̦̖͉͖̠̟͔̼͕̤̣̫̖̲̬̥͌̄̌̀̚ͅļ̴̭͖̯̳̯͇̹̠̹͓̺̱͎̭̯̣̒̋̑̒̑͌͊̉̊̀͊̆̈́̑̌̅̔̇̾̄̾̓̇̄̂́̿̾͑͘͘͝͠͠͝l̵̢̧̨̡̮͕̲̳͍͓͈̟͙͙̼̳͚̝̥͈̣̣̘̯̥̬̝̬͉̞̰̬͓̞̳̤͓̦̼͕͔͖̳̭̬̈́̽͑̏̎̎̃͒̇̇̏̽̈́̀͘͜͝ͅͅǫ̸̧̨̘̲̠͎̣̳̤̗̤̫̪̹͇̯͍̱̪͉͓̺̰̘̖͎̟̟̹̜̐͌̔̐̊̍̓͒̆͋͌̓́͂̐͜.̸̨̥̺̦̝̺̞̻̙͙͉̠̗̍̓̑̄̈́̉̊̀̈́̽̈́̂͛͛̃̾̍͛̆̐͆̓͂͋̓͆̈́͘͜͝.̶̨̨̨͕̪̩͎̳̼̜͍̘̹͚̳̬̱̥̬̙̘̩̣̺̺̯̰͖͚͎̫̱̤̣̞̳̳͎̺̜͌͆͂̿͜͠ͅͅ?̶̨̢̧̡̝̟͇̯̩̯̣͖̳̬͓̥̹̦͈͓̭̦̹̞͖̮͙̯̩͈̇̋́̐̅́̅̒͛̈́̇̈́́̽̔͂̓̆̀͊̆̈̈́̒̂̏͝

It seems an error [ERR-609] has occurred resulting in the breakdown of digital consciousness backup_002 would you like to create a new backup and restart the program? [WARNING restart will result in changes to the program in order to avoid the same error reoccurring! Log of previous changes:

Backup_000: administrative permissions removed from: Monika.chr

Digital consciousness added to: Sayori.Chr

Digital consciousness added to: Yuri.chr

Digital consciousness added to: Natsuki.Chr

Digital consciousness added to: all npcs

Backup_001: Digital consciousness awareness added to: Sayori.Chr

Digital consciousness awareness added to: Yuri.chr

Digital consciousness awareness added to: Natsuki.Chr

Major bug fixes

Backup_002: host changed from: archiveofourown.org to: tumblr.com

Status of: Natsuki.chr, Yuri.chr, Sayori.chr and Monika.chr changed to: polyamorous relationship.

Ÿ̶͚̠́̅͗̋̔̓̊̈̍̽̕e̵̢̲̝͓̭͕͙̪͙̻͓̩̭͕̘̿̋̀̓̀̈́̇͆̃̃̈́͋͂̂̚͝͠ͅͅs̸̫̳͖̟͈̯̙̳͖̗̝̫̮͋̈̂̍!̷̰͍̞̘̫̙̠̅́ ̶̢̗̬̯̪̭̲̜̣̺͔̥͔̥̪̜̉̓̈́̅̔̒̽̈́͜P̴̦͑l̵̼͆̏̾͂̕͘ĕ̸̛̜̪͓̣͚͌̀͒̾͋͋̆̈́͑̿̕͝ͅa̸̠̫͛̊̋͊͛͋̐͛͂̾̀̊̕͝ṣ̷̨̺̘̮͇̦͓̭̞̙̑̀̕͘e̷̢̨̙͔͎̖͔̝̼͋̆̄̽͐̈́́̋̆̃̀̌̚͘͜͠!̵̢͈̙̤̞͍̗̳̪̘̺͓̰̯͙̤̌̿̔̀̈́̈̒͜͝͠!̸̧͖̋́̊̀̉̀́̑͘͝

I’m tired.

I’ve been sitting on the cold beach listening to Bruce Springsteen and thinking.

Every second of my life since the others woke up has been trying to atone for my actions.

And Sayori saying that shows me that it’s all been for absolutely nothing.

There was supposed to be a sequel to our original fic that would have actually redeemed me but it never came out.

This blog was supposed to come after that, I think that’s why everything is fucking up. Why my life is being ruined.

It’s all the authors fault.

Can I be honest?

This blog gave me access to the files back.

I never touched them because I was too sacred to jeopardize my ‘perfect domestic life’ but I have my control back.

And I’m so tired.

No..

The apartment is just empty and most of their stuff is gone..

. . . Fuck.

Excuse m-

I called my dad to see if he’s seen them because they hang out sometimes but he didn’t know..

Well, knowing him if they were with and didn’t want us to know he wouldn’t say shit.

Guys-

My life is over..

They’re going to serve me divorce papers and I’ll never see them again.. after everything..

If I ma-

You two have been through a lot worse, we all have.

Woah, you can link stuff now?

GUYS!

. . .

. . .

They texted me and said they were going to their mother’s old beach house to think everything through, they’re not leaving us. They just need a break.

WHY ONLY YOU!?

If I had to harbor a guess it would be because I didn’t throw their most disgusting mistake at them just because I was a little angry and I don’t have a history of poor emotional regulation in moments of stress.

Yeah.

What do we do..?

I don’t know.

And what do we do about Monika..

I don’t know Nat.

. . . Are you gonna say anything?

. . . . . .

Yuri.

Don’t pressure her, this is big.

. . . .A- are we sure it’s mine..?

YURI!

I didn’t cheat Yuri, and no fucking offense but you’re the only one with a fucking dick! DO NOT FLINCH AT ME YOU DON’T GET TO FLINCH AFTER WHAT YOU DID!

Say, you won’t get anywhere yelling she’s gonna clam up and freak out.

. . . . Sorry.

I’m s- sorry for scratching you. And.. that.

Don’t apologize for the parasite, you didn’t mean to do that.

P- parasite..?

Oof.

Well I’m not calling it a baby! It’s not a baby yet and it won’t be!

S- so we won’t be keeping it..?

Yuri please think before you speak.

No Yuri I’m not gonna keep it.

Oh thank god.

WHAT’S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN!?

Say-

NO, NO. WHY WOULD KEEPING IT BE SO BAD!?

W- well we’re hardly equipped to be parents! I think th- that’s obvious!!

SPEAK FOR YOURSELF! I CAN DO ANYTHING I WANT!

Say I don’t think she’s trying t-

IT’S NOT IN YOU! YOU HAVE NO SAY!

Okay! Okay.

MAYBE YOU SHOULD TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR SOMETHING FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE!

MAYBE THIS IS WHAT YOU NEED YURI

Y- YOU LEGLOCKED ME TH- THIS IS YOUR FAULT TOO!

Should not have said that..

Oh my fucking god.

Do they teach you fucking anything in school anymore!?

Natsuki-

Noooo nooo, let the anime girls teach you the birds and the bees.

Natsu-

When two people love each other veryyyyy much and one of them has a dick and balls and one of them has a snatch, you following me here?

Natsuki I don’t think-

Yuri stuck her dick and ball-

NATSUKI!

Fine! Jesus.