✩ 𝒊 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆 ✩

introducing... elaine patterson

nothing ever bothers her. she's always there when you need her. she'll do anything you ask, even if it's inconvenient. she doesn't care if you cancel plans. you can go days, even weeks without talking to her and she doesn't even mind. she's always smiling, she's never sad. 

she's a liar. she pretends. 

she doesn't believe in love. she doesn't care about all the gushy stuff. she's never had a crush. she's super cool, one of the boys. she's always good at giving advice. she's always there to lean on. you can tell her anything and she'll never tell a soul. she's good at listening. 

she's a liar. she pretends. 

she's lonely. she sits awake at night, gazing out the window at the stars. she dreams her secret dreams. she keeps a diary, thoughts scribbled down in bright blue ink. she's a romantic. she's seen every meg ryan movie there is. she loves the smell of roses. she takes care of everyone but herself. 

she's broken. she's a fool. she's ugly. she's awkward. she smiles painful smiles. she doesn't belong. she disappears into the background. she listens to the beatles and she cries. she takes walks in the rain. she feels deeply. she writes love songs for no one. she eats her meals alone.