Claire Keane
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macklin celebrini has autism
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Stranger Things
Three Goblin Art
we're not kids anymore.
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if i look back, i am lost
hello vonnie
Andulka
AnasAbdin
Kiana Khansmith
PR's Tumblrdome
almost home
titsay
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dirt enthusiast
Love Begins
祝日 / Permanent Vacation
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@pengembarakata
Dulu sempat terfikir bahwa menjadi dewasa itu akan begitu menyenangkan. Dapat mengambil keputusan sendiri, menentukan pilihan sendiri. Tapi tak pernah ada yang memberitahu bahwa itu artinya harus siap menanggung konsekuensinya sendiri.
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At the end of the day I just need to survive on myown, for myself.
I don't know which is worse.
"Being lonely because you afraid of marrying the wrong person" or "Marrying the wrong person because you afraid of being lonely".
I finally realize that I never really fell in love with this city, I am falling in love with every moment I spent with those who are precious to me, and now without them, it's just a cold place.
Bandung, 2 September 2023
Malam belum begitu larut untuk memaksaku beranjak pulang, tapi sudah telalu ramai untuk mengizinkanku temukan tenang.
Sebuah sudut cafe yang semakin ramai
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Ada sajak-sajak yang kubiarkan menggantung menghiasi isi kepala, karena ketika ku tuliskan setiap diksinya seakan kehilangan nyawa
Bandung, 28 Mei 2022
Maaf jika padamu aku tak bisa jatuh cinta begitu saja, dan maaf jika akhirnya aku pun tak bisa berhenti jatuh padamu begitu saja. Berbahagialah dengan kisahmu yang baru, biarlah aku mencoba berdamai dengan ego yang membuatku terlambat mencintaimu.
Bandung, 5 Mei 2022
Bodoh
Kalau berjuang itu harus diutarakan dahulu dan dijelaskan, barangkali kamu akan pergi karena ketakutan dengan bagaimana aku berjuang, semua hal yang sudah kuperjuangkan selama beberapa tahun terakhir. Kamu akan menganggapku seperti orang yang terobsesi padamu, untuk itu aku diam saja.
Karena kalau aku bilang, kamu akan pergi berlari. Menyuruhku berhenti, bahkan mematahkanku. Tapi karena aku diam, kamu tidak tahu. Dan aku ingin kamu tidak tahu karena aku ingin memberimu kejutan,
Tapi karena kamu tidak tahu pulalah yang membuatmu justru memilih yang lain. Yang lebih dulu datang. Aku bingung pada kebodohanku. KG
Maybe I become someone I thought I wouldn't be, and it got me to where I don't wanna be.
It feels like I took I wrong turn at some point, but I can't remember where it was. Every time I tried to go back or move forward I just got lost further and further.
I don't know where this road will lead me nor where should I go to. I just keep moving on this bumpy road that I call destiny.
Sometimes I think it'll be good to have someone to accompany this journey, but at the same time, I can't just ask nor force someone to be in my passenger seat.
So here I am wandering alone on an aimless journey.
You’re my kryptonite, The closest thing I could call home, but I can't get close to.
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Ramai, ramai di kepala.
Hingar bingar berbalut sunyi.
Bisu, bisu tak bersuara.
Ingin didengar tanpa perlu bicara.
Rindu, rindu yang menggebu.
Sepi yang begitu membisingkan.
Rasa, rasa di dada.
Ingin tersampaikan tanpa menyatakan.
Disunyinya malam ku bisikan namamu ke penjuru langit. Ku semogakan agar kau dibersamakan dengan orang yang mampu menjaga dan membuatmu bahagia.
Jikalau nanti orang itu adalah aku, maka aku akan sangat bahagia. Namun jika pada akhirnya bukan aku, setidaknya aku tau bahwa kau bahagia.
If I write down a poem because of you, it's doesn't mean this is the first time I think about this poem nor the most beautiful poem I ever thought about, but it will become yours, always be, and yours only.
Tangerang, 04 November 2021
What is it for, if I can get you but lose myself?
Cause one day if you walk away I will be left with nothing at all.
-Tangerang, 04 November 2021-
Kopi & kenangan
Kopi & kenangan, entah mana yang membuatku terjaga setelah sekian lama. Tapi rasa-rasanya secangkir kopi sachet 2000 an tak mungkin sekuat itu.
Kopi & kenangan, entah mana yang paling membuatku mencandu. Tapi bukan kopi yang pertama kali terlintas saat pertama kali aku membuka mata.
Kopi & kenangan, entah mana yang lebih pahit. Tapi segelas kopi yang terlalu pahit bisa ditambahkan gula atau diganti dengan yang lebih bisa dinikmati.
Kopi & kenangan, entah mana yang mudah sekali menjadi kadaluarsa. Tapi setidaknya setiap kemasan kopi selalu mempunyai tanggal kadaluarsa.
Kopi & kenangan, entah mana yang mungkin bisa membuatku celaka. Tapi secangkir kopi butuh dicampur sianida untuk bisa membuatku terkulai tak berdaya.
Tangerang, 24 Januari 2021, 02:00.
“Jam dua pagi dan aku masih terjaga”, Melawan Hati - Fiersa Besari feat. Prinsa Mandagie
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2020 is 変
Few weeks ago I’ve been talking with my japanese friends about which kanji that perfectly describe year 2020. I choose 変 {hen} that mean change, because for me 2020 is full of changes. Almost everything is change, I must change my traveling plans in japan, change how to interact with peoples, change how to dress, change this, change that, and so on.
But I also choose 変 because it also mean weird or strange. Yeah because for me some of the changes is feel weird, and hard to accept. Some of it made me angry and frustated. But today when I look back, there’s many things that I should be grateful. Because the almost completely cancelation of my travelling plans, I got to saved more money. Because I got to change how I interact with others people, I got to meet with so many new peoples that I never though of meeting. And because all of the stressful things that keep on happening it’s make me appreciate what I have and make me know who is truly care. Well in some strange ways 2020 is changed me, change me to be somewhat a better person and somewhat strange person too. Now it’s already passed, and 2021 is starting, what will be change this year and will it be feel weird? I don’t know yet.
Kita hanya sepasang langkah, yang bergerak diantara ketidakpastian...
Kita hanya sepasang tangan, yang menengadah menyemogakan pertemuan...
Kita hanya sebuah bibir, yang ingin mengucap nama yang belum kita tau siapa...
Kita hanya sebongkah hati, yang berusaha meyakini takdir yang telah dituliskan...
Kita hanya aku dan kamu, dua orang yang masih saling mencari...
