That is not just sad, it's sorrowful. I don't know what it's like to be in your situation, but I'm glad you shared this so honestly. I might be repeating myself, but 'Anon's Pie Adventure' means something important to me, and I'm sure it means the same to others.
I'm glad not only because of your creation, but also because you reminded me of who I really am. As a child, I too learned that you can earn money from what you create, and creativity was the only thing that interested me back then, so I had a dream similar to yours. However, around the same time, I started questioning my religion: 'is God really real?' And as a curious child, I decided to look into it, and I kept coming across scientific articles. Based on those articles, which themselves were based on research and facts â I was saddened. I naturally told my parents and people around me about it, but they didn't believe me. No one in my circle believed what I was saying. But that's not the point â the main thing is that because of that sadness, I completely forgot about my dream and started searching for some kind of 'meaning of life.'
And then, about 7 years later, I came across you. After learning about your biography, I finally opened my eyes. The line about how you have a dream and still follow it to this day inspired me. That line reminded me of my own dream, which had become clouded in the stream of disappointment from my blind faith and my meaningless search for the meaning of life. You, though not directly, brought me back from the dead. I finally found my meaning in life â to create and to bring joy to people with those creations. Still, your wording sounds more precise than mine: 'to tell people my stories.'
Coming back to you â your situation is something you wouldn't even wish on your enemy. All those deadlines and burnout from having no free time for yourself are horrible and sound incredibly heavy. Like you, I truly hope things get better soon.
This might be too personal, and I'll understand if you don't answer, but: if you had the chance, what would you change in your life first?
Thank you for your kind words and positive message, I wish you find a profitable and sustainable outlet for your dream, mine has been robbed from me. I am now trying my best to fit in pages of comic between my days as a janitor in a hospital, dream long lost, but still trying to reach a fragment of it. What I would change? well, nothing I can change would change my fate, so I would only change the people I fell in love with, so I would have less hurt to deal with in life.


















