No cares when your eyes burn

But... I didn’t know  that he’ll speak like nothing happened at all. I expected apologies at least.

But meh. This person is dead for me, so when the dead is speaking it’s the time to run.

Evening diary, March 15th

Silhouettes ch.5. Dreams of the Deep 

There’s a thing I want to say goodbye to

Last weekend I had to say goodbye to a person who I thought was my friend. He blocked me everywhere with no explanation why. I want to tell you a secret: Nothing is bigger than your ego

It’s not like I hate him, or don’t want to talk to him, no. I just want to know the reason why HE hates me so much though I didn’t do anything bad to him. I made two arts, I’ve been a nice person last few months, I have stopped listening his voice messages just to not offend him.

But in the end the worst person I was.

Not ‘bout me. He had a person who he had worked with, but, as that person told me, they were not friends though he thought they were. He just didn’t trust him, but they worked together.

I have seen his hostile attitude to me, to other people, and I just can’t believe how one person can be so toxic. I mean, I know a lot of toxic people, but they try to change, and I see their attempts, and I believe in them. But this person... No language can describe the disappointment I am not experiencing.

You know, it’s like a knife just right into your back. You never expect it, but it always happens. It’s painful. But every knife in your back is just another lesson you have learned.

I have seen his real face, so what will make me believe his new mask? I will have to doubt sincerity of his words.

Some of my friends believe he can change.

Do you think even a worst person can change. . . ?That everybody can be a good person if they just try?

Here’s some friendly advice: someday it will all come back and hit you. It will hit you hard.

Maybe someday he will apologize to me, to my brother, and to other people he offended.

Until then I don’t want to know him

- Darkness (Rewind) - an old art I made long ago in 2017 (?) and decided to rewind it for Spooktober. Young but very brave pony decided to visit and old mansion up on the hill. Everypony says that this place is cursed and haunted. But when Shady entered the mansion, she met Her... The one she shouldn't have seen...

- War is My Fate - an art inspired by official SWC2020 song. When people see Summoners War video and feel the monster’s feeling in every battle, I see this as a Slasher character. Every line in that song is a description of this character. Every battle she participates is a very hard to her heart. Some time ago she was afraid of becoming a *monster*. But today she IS a monster people run away from