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been in a very good mood today despite not getting enough sleep and having a hangover at work but literally all ive been able to think about about today is how much i want to play roblox

IM SO HAPPY

had such a bad mental health day yesterday but i also had a lot of fun hanging out with friends, roleplaying as a divorced man for several hours rlly paired well with the periodic waves of nausea and flashes of unwanted memories

my RSD crash outs are lowkey only like one step away from being as bad as dream’s but it’s ok because cyrus is the only person who ever hears about them

thinking about the time i was with my family and i jumped up and down a couple times because i was happy about something and my grandma looked at me like it was the weirdest thing she’s ever seen and said “what are you doing” and my sisters and parents were like “she just does that sometimes”. like bro i jumped maybe 3 times this is a completely normal behavior. why are you all so hyper critical of every tiny little thing

im rlly good at making friends but terrible at keeping them and i know im the problem because otherwise it wouldn’t happen sooo frequently but like idk maybe they could’ve considered being less boring or not pissing me off or not taking advantage of me or actually caring about me and how im doing instead of being entirely self focused all the fucking time

being nice is literally so hard when all i want to do is be a bitch all the time

im lowkey the most sensitive person alive but it’s okay

it’s actually so over for me