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it's so wild to me that you absolutely cannot force a hyperfixation to happen. like you'll watch the most perfectly tailor-made-for-you content that everyone says you'll love and feel absolutely nothing, and then the thing you watch on a whim to fill time will reach through the screen and put its damn fingers in your brain and start rearranging the neurons right in front of you and every single time you're like THIS??? THIS??????? and this happens like every 6-12 months forever

I’ll never get over Ilya being like no no, I must set record straight. I want to fuck your son since the literal moment I first saw him at seventeen. It was freckles. And then I fuck him. Repeatedly. For entire decade. He gave up that ass like absolute freak. He is my good little boy. Yes, that is right. Since the markets crash and millennial dream is dead. I hear on radio, then I fuck your son. We grow old together. Lovers.

Shane Hollander is such an awesome fucking character. I forgot what it’s like when you have a character that’s just sooo fun to play dolls with. What if you had a guy who’s deeply closeted and made up a billion rules for himself and compartmentalized every aspect of his personality and tried to be everything and everyone others expect him to be and hides his real self away even from himself but also doesn’t want to seem like he’s hiding so he’s always doing some insane tightrope balancing between being the most neurotic man on earth and trying to seem Chill. And then there’s a second guy who’s just like god I’m obsessed with whatever’s wrong with him. Fucking rules

heated rivalry is awesome because ilya's constantly like i'm a sick bitch i like freak sex but gets scared the minute he gets a little smoochie meanwhile shane is like i'm normal i'm normal and he's five seconds from reinventing free use just out of his own beautiful mind

diagnosed with 2 much love in my heart

heated rivalry is a perfect show because you can think about the characters as these complex nuanced portrayals of intersections of race and masculinity and trauma and geopolitical conflict and how those traits play out within how the characters interact and you can also think shane hollander rides that thang like he’s being held at gunpoint but he’s holding the gun to his own head