Okay but genuinely even with my blog being reinstated I don't forgive staff and I don't want to stop talking about how antiblack and transmisogynistic they have been to me. They flagged my specific reblog of a post as mature, it's literally just Black people. This has happened multiple times but this is the most glaring instance of it. They marked @regresstrogen (my other blog) as mature; as soon as I started reblogging pictures of Black people there too. I have been outright called slurs and threatened countless times on this blog alone (I have used this account for less than a year) and every time it has taken them at VERY least 3–4 months to delete the post (or reply). Not even the blog, the post. And that's if they respond at all, which they usually don't. I have to type 200+ characters on a report to explain why calling me the N slur is bad only to not get a fucking response 80% of the time. Come wait with me on the latest instance here. 3–4 months?? They can nuke a trans or Black woman 10+ times in a fraction of that time.
Speaking of nukes, I received a termination email for "explicit content" after I had already deactivated this blog. It's not as bad as a regular nuke because I at least got to get my blog back with the new restoration feature, but the absurdity of it all just makes me feel so jaded. The fact that that's even possible and that they did it to a Black tgirl in an already vulnerable place (hence why she deactivated to begin with). They literally beat on my corpse because they wanted to make sure I know how much they hate me. I guess all those Black people I reblogged really got on their nerves. Literally tested a picture of my hand in my drafts. Got flagged as explicit immediately. I should be allowed to kill people with my sexually explicit bare hands.
