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I wish I would mean something to someone

Everything is so meaningless when there is no one in your life who cares about you. No messages, no invites, no one who wants to reach out to or spend time with you. Why stick around

Being ashamed of being alive is exhausting

anyone else look at their wrists in contemplation whenever the slightest inconvenience occurs 💀

Most of the time my heart feels heavy like a cloud filled with rain

Sometimes I wonder what I’m even living for like. Why am I doing all this shit? What am I doing it for if I can’t even share my life with someone?

I feel like the only way to prove I’m worthy of attention and affection is to make myself available and to be overly helpful to everyone all the time

Im mourning the person I once was

At this point I feel like love and happiness isn’t mean for me

I feel like I’m always so determined to take care of others bc I secretly feel like this is gonna be the only way to get them to feel like I’m worth a damn

will I ever be someone’s first choice?

I'm so sick of feeling ugly. I'm sick of feeling worthless. I'm sick of feeling invaluable. I'm sick of feeling unloveable. What is this life even worth?

Fated to forever be treated as an afterthought, as a convenience

You know how you can tell that you’re ugly? None of your friends ever try to set you up 💀

I don’t think there is a single thing I like aboutmy body