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Currently hyperfixated on: hermitcraft / life series (RPF & characters) also GoT, The Pitt, and bg3 but not as intensely
Disclaimer: sometimes I post about bad things happening to content creators RPF style. I do not endorse doxxing, harassment, sexual abuse, or nonconsensual harm of any people I write about in real life. These posts are purely fantasy and I have no intention of enacting anything I post about.
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cannibalism, vore, feedism & weight gain
noncon, dubcon, cnc, kidnapping, drugging, somno, power imbalances, age gaps
dehumanisation, petplay, livestock / hucow stuff
cockfucking, earfucking, brainfucking
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could we get just a bit of pearl and gem... or perhaps some mumbo boobie..
I really wanted to draw some other hermits, just to shake things up so good thing I received this request a while back! I think their skins this season are so so cute!
(Conveniently ignores mumbo, ((don't worry there are already more than enough requests asking for him, he shall come sooner than later...
btw if you're not subscribed to my substack you should be because subscribers get notified whenever i make a post and im posting poetry now that im not announcing on here ! except for this post i guess. but subscribe anyway
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Gem not knowing why she scrolls back through hers and Grian's chats so often, but knowing that it makes her chest ache in a good way when she does.
Not knowing why she gravitates towards him at every event, but knowing it makes her feel safer when he's next to her, their arms touching as their only point of contact.
Not knowing why she provokes him the way she does, just knowing that she loves the way he teases her, and that tone of voice he uses just for her.
Not knowing why she looks at their slight height difference in photos, or why she traces her finger over the shape of them together, just knowing that she thinks he looks just right standing beside her.
Not knowing why she begs him to stay up later than he should, just knowing that it feels like satisfaction when he says "okay, one more round," with a smile in his voice.
Not knowing why she doesn't like when he talks about his wife, just knowing that it makes her feel sick to her stomach to see that ring reappear on his finger, like she's spotting a far-off storm on the horizon.
I shouldn't look at my followers blogs because why are you reblogging a post from someone saying they're being 'socially murdered' because their white privilege was pointed out one time. have I taught you nothing.
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So a while ago, I remember myself and a few other users opting to make use of "#fatphobia play" for kink writing/art/etc. that played on common fatphobic tropes to make it clear that they were acknowledged as play within the context of the post. To make it clear that these were things we didn't actually believe about fat people, but still enjoyed playing with in a kinky context for any number of reasons (taboo, masochism, just feels hot, etc.)
I was wondering if it's worth making an effort to try this again? A) So that folks can understand the perspective the post is coming from and B) So that people who just aren't into that kind of play can easily blacklist it
I know sometimes folks get concerned about posts that play with fatphobic tropes/language because they find it hot but aren't sure if OP actually believes those things or not, I'd hope the tag would make that more clear
What do people think? Could this be worthwhile or am I overthinking things?
I think this is a great idea!! I get a lot of asks both seeking for/asking how to avoid this kind of thing, maybe most recently involving my humiliation Worksheet! Now I can tag that as fatphobia play!
sorry if this is a stupid and/or weird question but your response to that anon talking about people experiencing orgasms during childbirth made me wonder if there's a certain point in development after which it'd be weird for pregnant people to have sex or masturbate, since after a certain point the fetus(?) can hear? like, should people do it quietly or does it just not really matter? sorry again but i am genuinely clueless
should. should pregnant people have sex quietly so their baby doesn't hear?
okay even assuming your unborn child can hear you fucking. it's like having sex in front of your stuffed animals or your dog, dude. they have absolutely no understand of what is going on. they don't give a shit. at no point is any person who has ever or will ever be born going to go "oooooh man I think hearing my parents fuck while I was in utero really fucked me up actually" that's not how anything works. they're too busy going "mmm yummy amniotic fluid" they do not know or care that sex is happening
I swear this is a consequence of the "life begins at conception" propaganda. Combined with the recurrent moral panic about "protecting children" (from knowledge).
Absolutely rancid combination of Christian morality with Christian morality.
I'm sad to say that the rise of fascism has been visible in my inbox for years as people become increasingly distrustful of their own bodies and pleasure. you see it in people's paranoia around becoming "porn addicts," their need for reassurance that a 24 year old isn't a predator for dating a 22 year old, their fears that they may have unwittingly committed assault by looking at another child's naked body when they were young, their insistence that consensual sex is impossible for anyone who has had a single drink or smoked a whiff of weed. people, especially young people, are doing a tremendous amount of work for fascism in terms of rigorously policing their own bodies and sexual expression, and they often don't even realize it.
let’s give Mumbo OCD and have him get a passing intrusive thought of “missing out” on raping Grian with everyone else and he feels like the most horrible disgusting person and punishes himself over it
my ocd-haver take is that he would have more intrusive thoughts basically picturing what might have happened. imagining scenes of grian being assaulted, and then being disgusted and horrified at himself because- why is he thinking about it? does he secretly find it hot and want to get off to his best friend's trauma?
he doesnt talk to anyone about it and feels like the worst person in the world 😊 bless
maybe his compulsions are self harm or avoidance, either way trying not to think about it just makes it worse.
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I’m struggling to word this concisely so just. Stay with me here.. but what if when they snap out of the watchers control, someone (in my mind Skizz but it can be anyone) starts to spiral because they’re not actually sure they were under any outside control. Obviously everyone was under control, but they don’t know that for sure, do they? What if seeing everyone else hurt Grian brought out the worst in them and they did it deliberately? The others are victims too- but maybe they’re not. Maybe they’re just evil. :3
so it is season 9 so skizz is not in it but i REALLYYY like this idea A Lot.
i actually think tango would be a really interesting one in this case. he loves to hate on himself quite often 'as a joke', i think he has this deep fear of being right about that self-hate. when he gets his mind back he questions everything.
was he really being controlled? or does he just have horrible urges and needed an excuse to act on them? he is so scared of himself... waow...
my ocd king tbh. keep being neurotic and weird tango, we love u anyway.
For the hurting Grian au (LOVING it btw hehe Grian getting hurt my beloved), I'm thinking of soup group using Grian together and realizing the horrible stuff they've done together 🥰
You already wrote how pearl felt about it and I love it, but knowing soup group, all three definitely teamed up on Grian a lot >:)
Would love your thoughts on them meeting up to discuss it and trying to figure out how to apologize to Grian hehe
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soo as i say i dont think pearl physically hurts grian and she is just a bystander throughout the whole situation But gem and impulse would try to convince her to join them and maybe she would watch a few times. she just isn't into it... for some reason... but she doesn't stop anyone else.
thats what ends up making her feel worse. she was so close to being able to do something- not wrapped up in lust and selfish pleasure like almost everyone else- but she just watched it happen.
anyways gem and impulse definitely have their fun with poor grian. gem had a bit of a crush already so, like scar, ended up hurting grian a lot. impulse joined in mostly to please gem, because he likes her and thinks she's hot, but also just. yknow. everyone kinda got magicked into thinking grian is super hot and rapeable. so. yeah.
maybe pearl jerked off to the memories a few times, but her thoughts were mostly about how gem looked.
the three of them would definitely meet up to talk about what happened after the fact. impulse would be devastated, his protective + caring sense of self absolutely shattered. gem would be really depressed and feel awful, especially since she liked grian and wanted to eventually build up the courage to court him. UGH. pearl we know she is just going through it rn but, in fairness, she has less horrors to work through.
all three also kind of victim blame themselves. its not like they had much choice in what happened either, their minds were being influenced by something far more powerful than just basic code. but they blame themselves anyway and refuse to acknowledge the fact that they were also being assaulted. it's a mutual noncon situation but they don't see it that way.
pearl is probably the one who wants to apologise first, but the others talk her down since grian definitely can't/doesn't want to see visitors so soon. together they work on unpacking the situation between them instead.
i think eventually they would get to the point of acknowledging their own traumas but it would take some time. theyre giving each other bad therapy for a while.
it's at least a yummy meal for their tormentors. :)
