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Hi there! Thank you so much for the explanation about amab/afab. I hope this isn't a stupid question, but what terms would be best to use for tagging when writing x reader? I've only written a few fics myself, and am still getting acquainted with the lingo, and would like to replace those terms so I'm not using harmful/ unhelpful stuff.
I think 'reader has [sex characteristic]' and 'reader uses [pronouns]' and 'reader is [gender]' are all good places to start. Only tag what is relevant though- if the reader's sex characteristics are never described, leave that tag out since it's not needed.
At the end of the day I find it more helpful to know the reader's identity and pronouns than anything else. If sex is involved then it's kind of good to list whatever sex characteristics are relevant, because if those characteristics are drastically different from mine it doesn't exactly feel like an x reader anymore LOL
what's wrong with writing x reader? or is it specifically the AMAB/AFAB terms you don't like? I don't wanna do label something unintentionally disrespectful.
AFAB/AMAB are just unhelpful and intersexist (+ kinda transphobic tbh) terms, I can explain more in depth later but I'm cooking my dinner rn lol. I have nothing against x reader it is awesome
ok a guy also came to put arms on our couch and i got distracted but here's some arguments against using AGAB language
It upholds an intersexist system. The first uses of 'assigned sex' as a term were in medical records and publications instructing doctors and nurses on how to 'correct' intersex infants to make them appear perisex. The terms AGAB/AFAB/AMAB have kind of hard to trace origins, but most agree that the intersex community coined them and trans people also found it useful. CAMAB/CAFAB may have been coined by a trans woman in the 2000s but the origins are also sort of unclear. Regardless, the terms were initially created with good intentions but are generally only applicable to intersex people talking about their literal assigned sex at birth, a singular event which can be ultimately very traumatic. Perisex people aren't generally 'assigned', they are just documented as M or F. 'Assignment', to many intersex people, implies something being more than just observed. Some argue the concept of assigned sex is an intersexist one in itself.
There is better language out there: so if you can't use AGAB, what do you use? Well, intersex people have coined 'socially imposed gender' or SIG as a way of describing how you were brought up. This is different from the often transphobic 'socialisation' idea, because it implies gender being imposed on the individual by society rather than it reflecting what the individual believes about themselves and the world. You can say, for example, 'I was socially imposed female' or 'girlhood was socially imposed upon me... therefore I had [experience common in people socially imposed as female]'.
There is more accurate language out there: Someone who is 'AFAB' could have a natal penis, a phalloplasty, a hysterectomy, PMOS, facial hair, no breast growth, changes from hrt, and so on. So it's not very helpful to say 'AFAB people' (also grammatically incorrect, it should be 'people AFAB') since someone labelled F at birth could have any number of differences in their body, endocrine system, chromosomes, etc. Instead, try 'people with vaginas', 'people with penises', 'people with ovaries', etc. which is more accurate and more inclusive.
It can be seen as misgendering: plenty of trans people don't appreciate being labelled as their birth sex. This should be self explanatory.
It implies birth sex is immutable and can't be changed: many trans people regard themselves as transsexual. And sex is a mixture of many things (chromosomes, endocrine system, genitals, secondary sex characteristics, hrt, surgical changes, etc.).
It's not useful for x reader fics: tying back into x reader... what does 'AFAB/AMAB reader' mean, exactly? Does it imply genitals? Pronouns? Identity? As we've discussed already, AGAB doesn't necessarily equal any of those things.
It limits how we think about gender and sexuality: reducing people to their sex at birth honestly just puts roadblocks in the way for trans people, especially nonbinary people, who identify in ways that seem unexpected for their birth sex. Someone being transfem/masc, cistrans, a transfemmasc, transneutral, etc, shouldn't be dictated by their birth sex. Removing birth sex from the conversation can be really helpful for some people (though sex itself is still important for many trans people who wish to medically transition!)
This isn't ALL the points- there's also cultural differences to consider- but they are the points I'm most confident talking about here. I hope this helps!!
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I appreciate when you point out things like your post about fics labeled with AGAB terms. I’ve learned a lot about the language that’s commonly used and been switching up how I say things :)
now my x reader fics are tagged SO much better all around because of removing the agab tags
thank you nonnie! I tryyy not to be too much of a bitch about these things because I know most people are just unaware and I really hate to shame anyone, but sometimes I do get mad and a bit mean about it. I'm glad that my angry little posts still helped you learn something new though!!
I find x reader stuff really hard to get into because it is almost always centred on a pericis or peritrans reader with perisex binary-appearing genitals unaffected by hrt or surgeries. tbf I don't read much x reader anyway but it always brings me out of the story when I do. So I hope people learn eventually to at least tag their fics with whatever is actually relevant rather than 'afab' or 'amab' which mean essentially less than nothing.
what's wrong with writing x reader? or is it specifically the AMAB/AFAB terms you don't like? I don't wanna do label something unintentionally disrespectful.
AFAB/AMAB are just unhelpful and intersexist (+ kinda transphobic tbh) terms, I can explain more in depth later but I'm cooking my dinner rn lol. I have nothing against x reader it is awesome
hermit post-convention house rental Heat/rut orgy fest, viewer discretion advised:
tw cnc mention, a/b/o dynamics, weed use, rpf, nsfw, uhhhh idk lmk what all i need to add
Ships cuz this is going to get out of hand: gempulse, grigem, gemtho. It's a whole weekend of heat/rut debauchery! sorry i think this is going to be multiple parts because i had started one direction and ended up on a completely different ship. thank god its a whole weekend of time to think on! also idgaf about rpf and all that, so save the effort and dont preach to me.
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They all filled out consent and kink forms before they even rented the AirBnB. There were entire meetings dedicated to picking the right place, the rules for engagement, and the weaning schedule for suppressants and blockers. It really helped to plan intricate parties when so many of your friends were into spreadsheets.
Gem had read up on everyone's submissions, mostly because she was curious, but also because as one of the handful of omegas on the server, she wanted to know what she would be getting herself in to. She had selected the omega and submissive catagory before she realized it would go into more depth. It's been years since she took the BDSM test on a dare in college, and damn if this isn't as thorough. Omega. Brat. Bottom. Tie me up. CNC. Breed me (pretend). Bite me (casually). Mark me (up to discussion??). Vaginal sex. Fuck me hard. Chase me.
She kept ticking boxes and had to take a break to walk around her office and fan herself. Everyone submitted a sheet, but that didn't mean that everyone would be in attendance. She knew Bdubs would fuck her well if she asked. Etho was probably just filling it out for curiosity sake alone, but Grian hadn't even submitted one. She didn't ask about his flight schedule.
The party itself was setting up to be a great time. When everyone piled into the rental house, they took some time to stock the fridge and cover the windows. Hydrating and nourishing drinks and snacks were left out, and Skiz being who he was purchased an obscene amount of local oysters to "get everyone ready." It prompted an eye roll but more people ate them than she thought would. X laid the ground rules for the party, carefully and clearly setting the boundaries and expectations for a safe, sane, and consentual party.
Gem listens diligently, finding herself between Impulse and Skizz as she scents the room. She can tell the two on either side of her are alphas and aren't unaffected by it. But to their credit they keep their hands to themselves during the rules briefing.
At dark, Gem looks around and notices that Grian still isn't there. Bdubs is making out with some man she doesn't recognize, and Tango had Pearl bent over the kitchen island with his mouth on her shoulder and rutting his hips against hers sharply again and again.
It makes her jealous, honestly. Several people have paired or tripled off into some of the rooms. The sheer amount of pheromones in the air was dizzying. She stepped outside to find the Dads and False passing a joint and joins them.
"You not partaking yet, Bemmy?" Skizz asks as he lets the smoke trickle out of his mouth. His hand is rough and firm as she takes the blunt from him, sending shivers roll down her spine at the attention.
"Some might say I'm being patient." She counters after a brief omega short-circut of her brain. It seems to please Skizz. "Not like any of you are offering." Gem jokes and finally takes her hit before passing it to Impulse.
Impulse laughs and tries to recover the cherry Gem almost let fade, letting her cough like the new smoker she is. "Whose sheet did you read?" He asks, fishing for information as he passes to False.
"What makes you think I read either of yours?" The hit takes Gem a little by surprise when it starts to fade the edges a little and takes her anxiety with it. It definitely helps when she leans back and listens to the conversation she intruded on. She takes her next puff a little more confidently and lets the warm feeling take over her as she feels her heat start to fall into place.
She excuses herself to go change into her robe, the "i'm ready with no other plans" symbol, and Impulse puts his arm ou as she passes him to lay a hand on her hip farthest from him.
"Can i join you?"
Gem looks down at Impulse and resists her omega urge to climb on his lap right there, outside was against the rules. "You read mine?" She asks, not accusatorily. He nods, she nods back and his hand on her hip and across her stomach is more possessive. "I read yours too." Impulse had a lot of fun things on his survey. Including dominate, manhandling, chasing, and marking.
"No marking?" He asked, and Gem nodded. "Knotting?" Gem had a blush from the weed that firmly plants itself on her face as she suddenly finds some shyness as she nods. Skizz and False were distinctly quiet as they pretended not to listen in. Gem took the blunt from Impulse and took one last hit before handing it back to Skizz, and saying "Thank you for the drugs, Alpha." Before bolting back into the house.
She hears Impulse's deck chair scrape back as he makes his prisuit. She leaps over the couch knowing the older man wouldn't risk it and barrels up the stairs. Her room is around the corner and down the hall on the main level and she has no chance of making it. Impulse takes the stairs three at a time and she is bent over the top few steps on the plush carpet with a hand in her hair and another around her waist.
"You really are a brat." Impulse growls in her ear as she wriggles and struggles under the pressure building low in her belly and the pheromones surrounding her. Her omega hind brain preens in delight. An Alpha. I pleased him. Alpha is having fun.
Gem lets out a moan when Impulses hand trails lower between her leggings and palms at her over them. She shoves her hips back into his laps and takes a deep breath of his scent when his grip lightens, and she shoves her way forward again, kicking his hands off of her as she knows she doesn't want to be knotted together on the stairs.
Impulse regains his grip of her just past the stairs, and forces his weight over her and starts pulling Gem's leggings down, wet and needy as his hand finds its way back underneath to palm her.
Gem whines as Impulse mouths at her neck and her mating gland, purposefully leaving his teeth out of the equation. "Alpha, Alpha please." She begs, not really for anything. Mercy, maybe? Impulse just chuckles lowly and starts shoving at her leggings and his jeans are rough against her ass. The weed is definitely in effect still as she feels so relaxed and the fight leave her slightly, glad to have the earlier anxiety fade completely and her heat start surrounded by some many people she completely trusts.
Impulse undoes his belt and drags her arms behind her back, expertly tying her hands in the lamest tie possible. Not tight, and entirely for pretend. Impulse finally pulls out his cock and rubs it along the slick of her folds. Gem whines and tries to see but is kept with her head forces up by a hand in her hair.
"Is this what you want, Gemmy? Tell me you want it." Impulse leans over her and kisses at her cheek, using his other hand to rub his cock up and down her opening in threat.
"Y-yes, Alpha. Please.." Gem is almost in tears at how badly she does want it, whining and trying to wiggle her hips into a better position.
Impulse isn't as tough as a dom as she thought, or his rut is as close as her heat, and he guides himself inside and hisses as the tight warmth envelopes him. Gem shouts as he get further inside, the stretch feeling fantastic after so long and months of planning. "I-Imp.. Slow- I can'-"
"You can and you will, Omega." Impulse groans as he rocks his hips back and forth to inch inside. He settles with his knot against her opening and Gem notices how loud both of them are. How loud someone else is getting railed down the hall and in the living room.
Impulse wants to bottom out, and she can tell by how intently he sets his rhythm. He circles his hips a few times and pumps sharply, drawing out shouts from Gem as the air is forced out of her lungs with very thrust. He loops an arm around her neck, just to hold in a choke position but distinctly lacking in pressure or force, and finds her clit underneath her and begins rubbing as he begins rutting against her opening trying to force his knot inside her.
It probably won't go in, it's been too long for Gem and it feels too big against her cunt to think she has been prepped enough. "You smell so fucking good, Gemmy. You feel so good on me. You want to take my knot, huh?" Impulse praises her over and over again. Gem is too overwhelmed in the feeling and scents to respond, just pushing back against her friends cock. Gem can't wait to see what the whole weekend has in store.
Before she can realize what's happened, her throat going raw from his beard mouthing at her and her shouting, she feels his hips grind harder and harder before Impulse's knot pops inside and her vision whites out.
She is so incredibly full and fuller as Impulse starts emptying inside her. His hands focus on her harder, nipping around her glands as she begins coming on him in return.
Impulse, ever considerate, rolls them onto their sides and lets her use his bicep as a pillow. He kisses her shoulder, rubbing her gently with care and kindness. "Can you speak?" Impulse asks after a few beats. She shakes her head no. "Do you want to follow your aftercare protocol or can Alpha take care of you? One or Two?"
Gem thinks it over, everyone had to complete an aftercare section of the survey. Hers had been pretty blank, aside from 'cuddles and tell me I did good'. Impulse seems the type to need to provide more aftercare for his own wellbeing as a dom. But Gem can't particularly recall that right now with such a sizeable knot deep inside her. She holds up two fingers for him to see.
"Good girl." He kisses the side of her head and pets at her as they wait for his knot to subside enough to separate. When he is able to pull out, Impulse stands and picks her up ridal style. "Let's clean you up, Gemmy."
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could we get just a bit of pearl and gem... or perhaps some mumbo boobie..
I really wanted to draw some other hermits, just to shake things up so good thing I received this request a while back! I think their skins this season are so so cute!
(Conveniently ignores mumbo, ((don't worry there are already more than enough requests asking for him, he shall come sooner than later...
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Gem not knowing why she scrolls back through hers and Grian's chats so often, but knowing that it makes her chest ache in a good way when she does.
Not knowing why she gravitates towards him at every event, but knowing it makes her feel safer when he's next to her, their arms touching as their only point of contact.
Not knowing why she provokes him the way she does, just knowing that she loves the way he teases her, and that tone of voice he uses just for her.
Not knowing why she looks at their slight height difference in photos, or why she traces her finger over the shape of them together, just knowing that she thinks he looks just right standing beside her.
Not knowing why she begs him to stay up later than he should, just knowing that it feels like satisfaction when he says "okay, one more round," with a smile in his voice.
Not knowing why she doesn't like when he talks about his wife, just knowing that it makes her feel sick to her stomach to see that ring reappear on his finger, like she's spotting a far-off storm on the horizon.
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