Untitled

1. Buying a dress and the sales woman asking if I want to try it on

2. Girlfriend breaking up with me because she “needs a man and so do you”

3. First time my wife told me to take care of my gay little dick because she didn’t want to touch it

4. Buying a playgirl and the sales girl loudly giving me a flyer for a gay event

5. The time my high school girlfriend played dress up with me. We never fucked after that (or before)

6. Having over 2500 followers on a sissy blog that reveals my gay tendencies! Realizing that I’ve helped a hundred or more men cum. Compared to maybe 2 women. 100 to 1 ratio? Maybe I’ve helped 1000 men cum and 1 woman. A thousand to one?!?!

7. Failing to get hard for my girlfriend. Even with a viagra. But getting off to men on tumblr later that day.

8. Setting up a Grindr account and having the Grindr icon on my phone. Now I have to carefully hide my phone all the time.

9. The day I did the math and realized that my sex life was at least 99.7% gay oriented (gay porn orgasms vs women).

10. Reading over this list, looking at my feed, and thinking about my entire sex life - I can’t find any evidence that I’m even close to straight.

I’m sure I’ll add more.

Hello. It is your sister jessica.

This message is for you the hiding sissy, the confused and lost white boy. I will be honest with you, sooner you face the truth sooner you will allow yourself to happiness. Are you not tiered of watching all that sissy porn and then stoping, thinking that it was a phase and that you can be a normal boy again. But in the end you always come crawling back to your sissy self. You are ashamed of it. You shouldn't, you are not a real man, you never were. You never could have satisfied a woman and that is okay. All your life, you played the masculine role because it was expected of you. But truly deep down you only want to be yourself, a feminine, sexy, and girly sissy. It is hard to play the man when you are not. Face it girls are not that attractive to you and even if you deny it, you find real men sexy and awesome. Stop wasting time with girlfriends, with unattractive boobs and gross pussy. Embrace your slutty self, allow yourself to be a slutty bottom girl as you like being treated. Allow yourself to grave cock. To fall in love with their shape, their smell. With how tremendously happy they make you feel. allow yourself to be pretty, to wear wonen's clothes. You need to date man, you want to be attractive to them. stop denying it be truthful with yourself for once and embrace who you are.