TORNADO WRANGLER.

private: this is about sydney, isn't it? she told me on the first day that you guys had history. i had no idea so that's why i was a little surprised you didn't like me. now it makes more sense. thanks for the apology, appreciate it. got dragged into something crazy, i guess. promise i'm not a bad guy, was just helping a friend out. did she tell you the truth about us? because if it makes you feel any better, nothing has happened between us. like i said, just helping a friend out.

private: it was about her. it should have never been brought to you. you did get drug into something crazy, and i'm ashamed that you were even part of it to begin with. just know that it wasn't towards you in general, i just couldn't stand the thought of someone else being with her that wasn't me. i know it's stupid considering kendall and all, but people do crazy things when they love someone.

sydney almost couldn't believe the turn of events. purely because not even a day or so ago they had been at each other's throats. she hadn't thought when she just decided to apologize that it would lead to what it had. they had ended up falling asleep curled up on the couch together but she knew that she didn't want to stay in the villa all day. plus she wanted privacy considering their roommate situation. there was so much they would need to take care of but she wasn't going to stress about that.

the last twenty-four hours had felt like a fever dream. this trip had started out with him and sydney at odds, to him waking up this morning engaged to her. it had been a whirlwind of emotions, but he was just thankful that they were able to work it out. losing sydney had been the worst mistake of his life, and it was one he swore he wouldn't let happen again.

long shot but i'm assuming brisket is not with you? i sort of fell in love with your puppy...and i know everyone else fell in love with you. but that puppy has made my heart melt and i really need the chance to meet him in person. i'd say i am willing to travel to texas but i'll be going on a large tour...every soon. anyway! enjoying your vacation so far? @pcwells

i did not bring brisket with me. he's back home with my parents at the moment, living his best life. i'm sure i can arrange a meeting with the little stud. he's slowly becoming the worlds favorite powell, and i'm not even mad about it. i had that same affect when i met him the first time. i wasn't having a good time when i first got here, but it's gotten better. how about you?

private: i know you didn't but you could have talked to me. we could have tried to figure it out. we both have said we have made mistakes and we know it. it hurt me, it broke me and yet here i am. you think i'm used to this? i'm still figuring it out ever since my own career took off. you never talked to me about any of this and i wish you had. i don't need some crazy fancy proposal. i do agree that we should wait till...everything calms down. glen thomas powell jr, nothing would make me happier than to put up with your crazy ass for the rest of our lives. only because it means you have to put up with mine and i've never once...stopped loving you. i didn't want to admit how i felt back when we were filming but i have loved you since that day. yes! i'd love to marry you.

private: i know. i'm not really good at talking about things like that, especially career decisions since that was ultimately what ended my relationship with gigi. she couldn't handle my career and how fast paced it was. her and i had broken up multiple times before you and i ever started what we did. hell, we were pretty much over when we got together. neither of us just wanted to admit to ourselves. she damaged me in ways that i never knew a person could, and it shut me off from the idea of ever letting anyone else get that close again. maybe half of this was some form of self sabotage. not letting anyone get close enough to hurt me again. maybe we can navigate this crazy industry together. i agree. give you time to end whatever you have with louis, and give me time to end this with kendall. i want a clean slate after today. all this pain we caused each other, we leave it on this island and we don't take it with us. i love you, princess.

private: it wouldn't have ruined it but we could have talked it out, together. you clearly did not think it through because i never wanted to be surprised that way. it's why i even...agreed to the pr stunt with louis. i wanted to hurt you just like you hurt me. we both have made mistakes. you have no idea what hearing that did to me, glen. even if you were thinking of me. we all have that fear glen but you can't let it influence your choices. you have to just take things as they come. i...wanted to tell you when you came back to la that i was willing to move to texas. i wanted to be there with you in texas, help you with the horses, make dinners with your mother, shop with your sisters. i wanted that garage so i could restore a truck for you. i want all of the same things you do though i will need you to make the closet bigger. glen.....just...ask me. please just ask me to be your wife so that i can finally fucking say yes and kiss you. please.

private: i never claimed to be the smartest man on the planet. i'm not used to all of this, or being put into these kind of situations. it's all still very new to me, and i'm man enough to admit that i made a mistake. i should have never agreed to it. i do know how much it hurt you, and that's why i wanted to do it in the moment. i wanted to hurt you as much as i could. out of anger, at myself and at you. but it meant nothing to me. she means nothing to me. it's always been you. i'm still trying to navigate this new normal. it's all still so foreign to me. sydney, this isn't how i wanted to ask you. you deserve a much better proposal than a makeup one, and i swear i'll make it more official as soon as all the dust settles. sydney bernice sweeney, would you do me the honor of putting up with my crazy ass for the rest of our lives? to love me even when i know i don't make it easy for you to? would you please make me the luckiest man in the world and marry me?

private: i know it's not what you meant but i'm trying...to make things easy for you. you think i'm not feeling the same way whenever i see you? i've never felt anything close to what i feel for you. i never wanted for things to get to this point. glen, i was hurt because i spent those two weeks basically planning a future and a relationship with you. only to see you holding hands with a person who i cannot stand and she feels the same about me. i was angry because i know your team probably talked you into it and instead of warning me before the news came out, i was blindsided. then i hear you...fucking her here and i know you knew i was within earshot. you think that being out in the public with kendall is what your career needs? why are you so worried about that? you have projects lined up, you're face is everywhere. i know our industry is tough but you are so in demand. i wanted...all of what we talked about. i didn't even...get a chance to tell you that i was considering the idea of me leaving LA. i was willing to give up a lot for a chance at a future with you. please just...answer the question and don't avoid it. i don't know if we can come back from this but i never thought that you and i would be where we are.

private: i didn't know how to tell you. the news came shortly before you left and i didn't want to ruin the time we were having. i thought that once the news had broke i could explain it to you, but that was clearly not the way i should have went about it. i made a mistake, and i get that. i'm just a series of bad choices lately. i did know that you were in ear shot. i guess i just wanted to get back at you. i didn't know how to handle the feelings that i had, so i took the revenge route instead. i wanted you to hurt as much as i was, even though the entire time i was inside of her i was thinking about you the whole time. i don't know. i might be in demand now, but what happens in a year when the opportunities die down? it's irrational to think that far ahead, i get that, but i finally made it and i don't want it to end. wait— you wanted to leave la? no, syd. i never wanted that. i want to build you that silly little garage, i want to expand our family and get another dog, maybe even a few cows and chickens too. i want to get down on one knee and ask you to be my forever, and raise a couple kids on six acres of land, and watch them grow up from the front porch swing. is that a good enough answer for you?

i hope they listen even if i do know i'll miss talking with your mom. so now it's bad to see me in a professional setting? do you want me to talk to my team when we're done and see if i can drop out of our next project together? if i could switch villas with someone, i would. believe me, this isn't easy for me either. you know what? maybe i go for that because you broke my heart. don't worry, i won't bring her up again and since you don't want me in your personal life, it's fine. private: we both have behaved horribly and i really have no idea why i let myself get so irrational. i shouldn't have said anything i had. so that's...what you want? we just go our own way and pretend the other doesn't exist?

private: that's not what i meant, syd. we've been planning this second project for the longest time, so no i don't want you to back out of it. it's just hard to see you and not feel like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. you have been a fire that's been ignited into my soul for the longest time, and even though we can't stand the sight of each other, that flame still burns just as bright as the day i met you. and you broke mine. you immediately jumped to the conclusion that i didn't care about you because of the whole situation with kendall, and even when i tried to explain to you that it was nothing but a business deal, you didn't believe me. i could have said no, but i also wanted to listen to my over payed, career makers who are keeping me employed and felt this was the best choice for me right now. i meant what i said when i told you those two weeks we spent in texas were the best two weeks of my life. those late nights by the pool, talking about life and where we wanted to go with it. me promising to build you a garage on property so you could fix all the cars your heart desired— that's what i wanted long term. this was just a short term problem, but now it's turned into a long term problem. it doesn't matter at this point, does it? how do we even begin to come back from this?

do you...really think any of them is going to listen? i guess i'm referring to both, talking with your family and our whole situation. i really hate that you are saying that's surprising. i know i've crossed lines that i shouldn't have but i know what she means to you. private: glen, come on, you know she isn't ever disappointed in you. i didn't mean that and i shouldn't have even said it. honestly you are better about your family than most men and your mother knows how lucky she is. i'm sorry, okay? i'm sorry for all of this.

they have no other choice but to listen. if they love me then they will respect my choice not to talk to you anymore. it's bad enough i have to see you in a professional setting, i can't have it infiltrate my personal life too. i need some sort of relief from this feeling i have right now. why are you surprised? you take every opportunity to throw gigi in my face. you always go for the blow that's going to hurt me the most. private: some things you just can't take back, and words are one of them. i'm sorry too. my behavior on this trip has been atrocious, and it's not me at all. but we just have to make it through the rest of this week on civil terms, and then we can go our separate ways.

making twisters was an exciting time for daisy but she was also aware that she was very far from home, with no friends or family around her and that her team were bigging up the fact that this was the largest movie that daisy had ever worked on. both in terms of the scale of the movie and the way it was set to be marketed, so she put extra pressure on herself to show up and make sure she was doing a good job. without even knowing it, glen took that pressure off her. he made her feel right at home from day one and always made sure she had someone. it was more than she could ever repay him for. he had a heart of gold and while she was unsure what had caused the riff between him and sydney, she didn’t want to see him in this state or ever feeling negative about himself. “i don’t think it’s possible for the world to fall out of love with you.” the british actress laughed. she could not imagine the pressure and stress he was under. especially with him being so in demand right now. “totally not worth it and people who make you feel like shit, aren’t worth your time or energy.” daisy said, taking a sip from her glass. “i can be very good at distractions. just say the word and i will whip out that danggunnit trash talk again.” she teased him. 

he could feel the tension in his shoulders began to loosen the more daisy spoke to him. regardless of the topic, her voice was like a soothing melody that was able to bring him down from even his highest level of anxiety. "tell that to all the pretty boys who have come and gone before me. at some point the shiny, new toy feeling will fade and the world will stop caring about who i am. i guess i'm just trying to remain as relevant as i can before it all stops." it was the first time he was admitting his own professional insecurities out loud. he knew that hollywood could be cruel and that it could chew you up and spit you back out. nothing was ever a guarantee, and that terrified him. "i did this to myself, dais." he turned his head just enough to look at her. "i deserve to feel exactly how i'm feeling right now. i love her so much that it makes me crazy, and that led me right where i am right now, alone and without her." he couldn't stop the smile that broke the solid expression he wore, forcing him to burst into laughter. "that's still not even remotely close to how you say it."

you are going to have to talk to your sisters too. we have a groupchat going, currently. again, i did not start any of it. glen, we might have..whatever this is going on but i'm not going to do that to you. private: plus...i'm not going to be the one to break her heart. she told me she couldn't wait for me to be her daughter in law someday.

i'll handle it. they won't contact you again, i'll make sure of it. are you referring to talking to my family, or this whole situation between us? that's surprising, but thanks regardless. private: she'll survive. it's not the first time she thought she'd gain a daughter in law and i let her down. after all, she's used to her disappointment of a son letting her down.

the universe apparently thrived off chaos. at least that was kendall's suspicion as she had entered the villa with dread settling in her stomach. when realizing she was the first one there, she breathed a sigh of relief and moved throughout the place, only to then place her bag on the bed with every intention of unpacking. she looked at the view through the window for a bit, enjoying the sight of the water glistening under the sunlight, knowing it would probably be her singular tranquil moment of the trip.

glen couldn't wipe the smile from his face that had formed immediately after her words. as much as he dreaded this whole vacation, having kendall around made things a little bit easier. he knew there was no judgement from her in regards to his situation with sydney. she was a perfect, week long distraction. "i had thought about skipping out on the entire thing, but i knew there was no way i could leave you here to suffer with those two on your own." it helped that kendall didn't like sydney. he knew she had no emotional attachments to her nor him, so everything they did that week would be strictly for them, and them only.

PRIVATE : Fucking hell, mate. That's brutal. Who did you piss off for them to put you in that situation? I would have already been back on a boat to the mainland if that was me. Surely you can request a villa change? I know you have your girlfriend, but I have a double bed to myself if you need to escape. I've been told I'm great to cuddle with.

private: god himself, i guess. i thought about turning right around and jumping off the end of that dock, but it's a long ass swim back to the motherland, so i decided to stick it out. so far it hasn't worked well in my favor, but i'm making the most of it. i might take you up on that offer. at least i'll have some form of peace and quiet, if only for a little while.