Ā Ā 001. Ā Ā Ā Ā ā· Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā šššš Ā & Ā šššš !
open to :Ā females .Ā
muse :Ā gaku , a 21 yr old graffiti artist who skates +Ā questions life too much , test muse .Ā
based on :Ā x .Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā he wouldnāt go as far as to say heās a naturally grumpy guy .. heās just a little too serious , a little too black &Ā white for his own good , his mother would argue . but he never did care about what she had to say in regards to his worth , hence why he was coming down with an armful of spray paint stained clothes in the middle of the night , a mask still placed strategically over his mouth to keep the chemicals from being breathed in ( &Ā to maintain his secret identity , of course )Ā .Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā heād planned on an easy night :Ā to come home , stick the laundry in with as little human interaction as possible before running back upstairs to crawl in bed &Ā order chinese take out . but the sound of a sniffle &Ā the smell of a familiar , fruity ( &Ā arguably pervasiveĀ in his humble opinionĀ )Ā scent lingering in the air causes him to stop mid -Ā track , &Ā he wishes for a good ten seconds that he didnātĀ have a heart .Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā it takes a little while of listening in to the soft sobs for him to finally crack , making his appearance known from behind the laundry room door by knocking on the frame of the opened door whilst clearing his throat .Ā Ā ā hi , um ..Ā āĀ you sound too gruff , he internally argues , resulting in yet another clearing of his throat , trying to sound as approachable as possible as he finally tugs the mask away from his mouth , allowing it to crease around his throat .Ā Ā ā are you okay ??Ā well , clearly youāre not , but ..Ā āĀ -Ā sayitsayitsayitĀ .Ā Ā ā wanna .. talk about it ??Ā āĀ Ā
Ā WEEPINGĀ Ā INĀ Ā THEĀ Ā LAUNDRYĀ Ā ROOM ,Ā Ā OFĀ Ā allĀ Ā places .Ā Ā Ā sheĀ Ā hasĀ Ā plentyĀ Ā ofĀ Ā otherĀ Ā thingsĀ Ā toĀ Ā worryĀ Ā about ,Ā Ā butĀ Ā yumiĀ Ā takesĀ Ā aĀ Ā secondĀ Ā toĀ Ā bemoanĀ Ā theĀ Ā cliche .Ā Ā Ā whatĀ Ā next ?Ā Ā Ā sheāllĀ Ā beĀ Ā sobbingĀ Ā inĀ Ā theĀ Ā rain ,Ā Ā orĀ Ā somethingĀ Ā elseĀ Ā justĀ Ā asĀ Ā humiliatingĀ .Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā ridiculous .Ā Ā Ā sheāsĀ Ā farĀ Ā tooĀ Ā oldĀ Ā toĀ Ā beĀ Ā tornĀ Ā upĀ Ā aboutĀ Ā aĀ Ā rudeĀ Ā stranger ,Ā Ā butĀ Ā afterĀ Ā aĀ Ā longĀ Ā dayĀ Ā atĀ Ā work ,Ā Ā beingĀ Ā yelledĀ Ā atĀ Ā byĀ Ā aĀ Ā customerĀ Ā wasĀ Ā tooĀ Ā muchĀ Ā toĀ Ā bear .Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā herĀ Ā ownĀ Ā fault ,Ā Ā really .Ā Ā Ā sheĀ Ā knowsĀ Ā betterĀ Ā thanĀ Ā toĀ Ā getĀ Ā distracted .Ā Ā Ā butĀ Ā sheādĀ Ā beenĀ Ā dayĀ Ā dreamingĀ Ā aboutĀ Ā herĀ Ā nextĀ Ā project ,Ā Ā andĀ Ā theĀ Ā ordersĀ Ā hadĀ Ā gottenĀ Ā fumbled ,Ā Ā andĀ Ā hereĀ Ā sheĀ Ā is---Ā Ā Ā wailingĀ Ā intoĀ Ā aĀ Ā pairĀ Ā ofĀ Ā jeans .
Ā itĀ Ā takesĀ Ā aĀ Ā momentĀ Ā toĀ Ā noticeĀ Ā theĀ Ā voice ,Ā Ā distractedĀ Ā asĀ Ā sheĀ Ā is ,Ā Ā butĀ Ā sheĀ Ā looksĀ Ā upĀ Ā atĀ Ā longĀ Ā lastĀ Ā toĀ Ā findĀ Ā herĀ Ā neighborĀ Ā hoveringĀ Ā nearby .Ā Ā Ā ohĀ Ā god ,Ā Ā sheĀ Ā thinks ,Ā Ā notĀ Ā gaku .Ā Ā Ā everyĀ Ā timeĀ Ā sheĀ Ā seesĀ Ā himĀ Ā fromĀ Ā nowĀ Ā on ,Ā Ā heāsĀ Ā sureĀ Ā toĀ Ā rememberĀ Ā thisĀ Ā ridiculousĀ Ā sceneĀ Ā sheāsĀ Ā making .Ā Ā Ā herĀ Ā ownĀ Ā fault ,Ā Ā again .Ā Ā Ā whyĀ Ā hadnātĀ Ā sheĀ Ā goneĀ Ā upstairs ?Ā Ā Ā sheĀ Ā wipesĀ Ā herĀ Ā eyes ,Ā Ā forcesĀ Ā onĀ Ā aĀ Ā tremblingĀ Ā smile .Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā youāreĀ Ā sweetĀ Ā toĀ Ā ask ,Ā Ā butĀ Ā i---Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā Ā wouldĀ Ā reallyĀ Ā ratherĀ Ā dieĀ Ā thanĀ Ā acknowledgeĀ Ā thisĀ Ā interactionĀ .Ā Ā Ā sheĀ Ā canātĀ Ā sayĀ Ā that ,Ā Ā though .Ā Ā Ā Ā ā Ā Ā iĀ Ā justĀ Ā hadĀ Ā aĀ Ā toughĀ Ā dayĀ Ā atĀ Ā workĀ .Ā Ā Ā itāsĀ Ā fine . Ā Ā ā
