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@paul-ster
My Introduction
Im Called Paulster.
I like to write.

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how are you and steve doing 😇
did you just say... st*ve?
that... thats a sl*r... I cant believe this...
I just realized how the way I write the characters from the outsiders reflects how I interpreted the book. Then I realized it among everything. The simple talking habits we apply to them can differ so much while retaining what we believe them to be. Then it made me think about fanfiction as a whole.
It’s not out of character just because you think it is. It’s more than that. It’s a reflection on how you consumed the media. Maybe you saw more of a characters good side rather than the bad. Or maybe (like in my case) you saw beyond a character and could make assumptions about them. Sure some people don’t, but no matter what, how you write will always be a reflection of yourself.
And then I went to bed because I didn’t want to write fanfiction after thinking so hard LMAOO.
Working hard 💪 (hard while working)
LMAOAOAOAOOOOO
This is gonna be such a fire fic 😜
Okay so, what software are you using to write and where the fuck can I find it because it looks much more organized than my shit T-T
Omg I use ellipsus!!! It’s soooo good and I love it so much! It’s non-ai (it doesn’t feed your work into ai like SOME companies ((f you google docs)) and fanfic writing friendly! 10000/10 recommend ;D its so clean and easy to use, you won’t regret it 🙏🏾 (at least I don’t LMAO)
Working hard 💪 (hard while working)
LMAOAOAOAOOOOO
This is gonna be such a fire fic 😜

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Y’all are gonna hate me for this 😭🙏🏾
So I wrote a fic. It’s pretty long, getting up to 20k words with five chapters now. It has a plot and premise.
But…
I got the ick 😭 in the way that I just hate it for some reason. It doesn’t make sense until I do mental gymnastics for it to.
What should I do 😭
Keep writing
Rewrite all of it
Delete it
Post it, but never finish it
It’s not that it’s bad. I hope it’s not at least, but more so, I’m scared of people not liking it. (Woah talk about doing stuff for others…) but seriously I think it’s booty. 💔
(shushing emoji)
what should I do with my unfinished fics?
delete them :(
Orphan them :(
Let them rot until I rewrite them
Lock in despite the fact they wont have the same writing as from when it started
three days to decide the fate for one fic... or three depending on how my motivation goes
This is... absolutely heartbreaking.
PAULL?!?!?!
Hey!
(LAST POST OF THE DAY I SWEARRR)
I’ve found recently that many popular fics are almost all angst. It made me sad. So sad that… I started writing angst.
I love happy endings (personally I think it makes the story complete) but others mostly disagree with me. This fic will be short (>30k) and probably not too sad given the fact that unhappy endings make me sad. LMAOAOAOOAO.
Stay tuned gang
Didn’t know that ellipsus starts to struggle after 17,000 words 🥲 Had to make a whole draft and I hope I don’t delete anything 😭
Also- five chapters in two weeks? 👀 I’m speed running this

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(shushing emoji)
what should I do with my unfinished fics?
delete them :(
Orphan them :(
Let them rot until I rewrite them
Lock in despite the fact they wont have the same writing as from when it started
three days to decide the fate for one fic... or three depending on how my motivation goes
Babessss I'm so glad to see you posting again. I missed you, gang T-T
I've missed you too :(
Lifes been kicking me so hard I feel like Ponyboy getting jumped constantly. LMAOO. But since I've gotten pretty far in one fic (And have BIG GIANT MUYYYY GRANDE plans for another fic ;) I've decided that posting would put my mind at ease, and let everyone know that I'm not dead!
Paul the Ball has grabbed hold of the balls again.
Wait that doesnt sound right
Erm maybe we’ll be getting a different new fic! 🤓 ☝️
😭
😱😱😱
Can y’all tell I’m excited for this au? Because I can’t 😞 jk!
This is going to be quite a long fic and focuses on Ponyboy and the Michael character you see here 👀 😉
I’m hoping to post the first chapter before the end of this month! By the looks of it… I may be a little too on track for that 😭
I can’t wait for everyone to read it! A week before, I’ll be sure to finish up any loose threads (sorry AFM!) and post the first chapter on tumblr! Can’t wait to see you there! <3
Plans muy grande are being conceived right now.
OMG YOU'RE ALIVE???
Yes! I’d been quite busy (deleted discord and tumblr for quite some time.) got a job, dropped out of school (hehe jk… or am I?) But through it all I’ve stayed writing!! There are many fics that I am actually actively working on!
I can’t wait for you to read them! 🥳

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Plans muy grande are being conceived right now.
A POV Series ( The P in POV Stands For Paulster. I Think)
(THIS WAS WRITTEN LAST MONTH. IVE BEEN SO BUSY. ((J*bs do that to you </3))
I hope you enjoy...
POV: You're a table in the Curtis household prior to the crash.