My world,, Just my little world

Saying sorry is not just any word you say, you put emotions and sincerity on it. But if you already done it and then they will just say bad things towards about you to another... The word SORRY is nothing anymore. It's just a fucking word you always say to have an excuse..

WHen We Say :)

Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all.

I want to kill myself. bullsh*t i'm not good for something i just a trash hope i have a great family like others. Their Father always there when there is a problem and helping their son. their Mother that always that to hug you and kiss when you need it. for me i never know how to hug somebody or someone. i wish i have a family that always there for you. I don't want to give up but there is no much problem that i can't handle. They told me I just a kid. then they will say he is grown up. for me i need to adjust. for now i just have sadness and angry in my heart. I love my family but now i don't know. i want to go to a place that I'm alone that i will be relax and be ready to go....... I miss my old life and my old family. 

I miss loving someone, that i will always hug and held her hands. And shout her name and tell her I LOVE HER!!