Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā there was something other that eagerness and desperation buzzing within the teenā¦ and she couldnāt quite put her finger on what it was. moments ago, not even an HOUR ago, the pair had been outside arguing because dani was pissed at todd because he had done something stupid- the usual. how the topic of her virginity even came about was beyond her now, and never did she think the mere mentioning of it would lead to her and todd in some randomā persons guest room, frantic to venture across unexplored territory. the thing was, dani was going in blind and todd was going in with a map, compass, and whatever the fuck else youĀ need when youāre venturing out into the unknown. todd had DONE shit like this before- he knew what he was doing and that frightened her. this was her best friend, his word and his opinions meant a lot to herā¦and what if she sucked??Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā there it was, there was theĀ āsomething other thanā¦āĀ
Ā Ā Ā dani was scared of him thinking she was awfulā¦ but her self-doubt was distracted once more as his hands found their way beneath her shirt, and a strange swarm of heat began to pulse in her stomach, and, for a moment, almost releasing a laughing at the fact TODD was the one groping at her and making her feel soā¦ electrified. kissing him just felt so natural, her hands cradling his jaw and her body arching into whatever mere touch todd supplied it. it was almost frightening how quickly the awkwardness had melted awayā¦ how as soon as their lips had made contact for the first time, any discomfort or lack-of-certainty had just faded with the pulsing music coming from speakers at the ends of their wits- having gotten lost in the crowd of sweaty, rowdy teenagers, abandoning the pair completely. as clothing items were disregarded, her jacket shrugged off and his hoodie over his head, dani got cotton mouth justā¦ looking at him. then, there lips were reconnected and the feverish desperation of getting on with it took over.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā jesus fuck, this is the kid she grew up with??Ā
Ā Ā Ā as he said her name, dani took a moment to catch her breath, her face red and splotchy and her hair wild and in her face- her chest heaving. his question caught her by surprise, half expecting him to just go for itā¦ but it was well appreciated. dani wasnāt even sure if todd was aware that the farthest she had ever gotten was second base- so when he said TOUCH HER, a foreign excitement ignited within her. her answer, although, got caught in her throat as his lips moved to her neck, her hands fisting the comforter as her teeth took a moment to graze viciously against her swollen lower lip. after swallowing the sudden sound that had replaced words ( the formation of a moan, perhaps?? ), dani took another deep breath as she tried to focus on a response; āĀ t-todd,Ā donāt worryā¦ about slow, i donāt want this- want this to be some gay fuckinā gentle bullshit. i justā¦please, ā she swallowed, nodding her head confidently, one of her hands beginning to comb through his locks to encourage the actions of his mouth against her throat. she really, REALLY wanted him to touch herā¦ but she knew if she kept on rambling heād question her and then whatever euphoria was overtaking them at that moment would FADE AWAY; ā okayā¦ yeah, itās- itās cool. i trust you.āĀ Ā Ā Ā and she did.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā call todd a douchabag all you like, he was a douchebag that genuinely gave a shit about pleasing the girl he was with. in daniās case it was far more important, considering it was not only her first time but she was probably his favourite person... after family, or whatever. he didnāt want to say she was like family to him, especially since he was planning to deflower her. that would be weird. plus, this was definitely not a story that would be relayed to either sets of parents. ever. especially since he was pretty sure it was going to have to mean absolutely nothing if they wanted to keep their friendship the way it was. he was fine with that, though. or at least he had to be, for the both of them. he didnāt think dani was some dreamy girl who would get obsessive after this and sheād already made clear that it wasnāt a big deal to her. he believed her.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā mostly.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā it was just going so well he couldnāt not believe that theyād both at least look back on it fondly. he waited for her response with lips and the brushing of teeth over her neck, incredibly tempted to leave his mark there in the most stupid, primal way. he didnāt, mostly because she distracted him with her words. he grunted softly against her skin, not really giving much of an opinion but wanting her to know this wasnāt necessarily soft and gentle. he could forego any thought about trying to emulate that by nodding and bringing his hand swiftly to the waistband of her leggings. he didnāt waste time, slipping it underneath and then over her panties first, allowing her a moment to get used to anyone at all touching her, even over the fabric. he carried on his movements at her neck as his hand moved back up to slip underneath her underwear. as he did he moved up to find her mouth again, kissing her as his fingers ran over her folds, trying to gauge how into it she was. the alcohol had definitely helped his confidence be more real than partial facade, so he could kiss her with intent as his fingers found her clit, rubbing in slow circles.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā the longer he lingered there the more he wanted her and he knew she wanted to push things along so he encouraged her in the few moments his lips werenāt attached to hers. āyou can touch me too, if you want.ā it would probably help if she did, too, since sheād have an idea of what was about to be inside her. he was sure she could feel the fact that he was hard against her thigh, unless she hadnāt actually caught on to it. everything felt a lot less clumsy than most drunk hooking up tended to feel for him. maybe the whole thing had sobered him up somehow, because it was her, because it was serious and it mattered. or maybe he was just fucking gross and always wanted to fuck her. either way, it was happening.
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