Pleasure To Be Meeting You

Part 18/? - "The Escape" Lu tries to escape and succeeds for approximately 0,5 seconds.

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Now Lu is trying to escape both the situation and his feelings and thoughts. But for how long? Haha! An how successful :> Also yeah, I am a tiny bit sorry that Al didn't wake up, but not really because firstly it's slow burn and secondly I have a super fun scene planned, that kind of builds on top of this. :3 But you know the drill, trust the process. Also, I got pretty sick last friday and I am still today. So I hope this part still turned out okayish - because my fever brain,.. idk.. works weird and I had to rewrite some stuff last minute, when my head was clearer again. SO YEAH. Sorry if something is off, details missing or spelling, wording mistakes. 🤧

Well as for the tagging _ I don't know how to tag more than 50 and even those don't work properly. And rn after trying for 20 minutes, I am losing my mind. So I give up. If someone has a detailed guide for my poor soul, please share! TYSM <3

scribbles but upgraded

imma head out tho 🚪🫶🏽

First of all, you don’t have to worry about me mutating into an anti, i have no desire to sow misery!

I just don’t want to leave the party without saying goodbye! 🥹💞

As for explanation, I’m really sensitive to antiblackness. I live in a racist country that piles ailments on me. If I’m choosing to give time, money, care, n love in a space, I NEED to know the space condemns antiblackness. It’s a priority for my health and wellness

If a concern for antiblackness has not been addressed and condemned, I don’t feel secure in the space.

And I have not seen messages in this space that reassure me, which has since taken the wind out of my sails

Also, the lens of how I analyzed the media was under an impression that the material is written through a carefully considered intersectional, queer perspective. This was the main selling point for me personally, but I’m not certain if my perception was accurate

Which is ok btw! The artists should be able to do as they please, it is art! And I don’t mind being wrong about something lol, that’s life. It could be that my first impression is actually correct, but the uncertainty is too troublesome for me to contend with

So, I haven’t been inspired to draw anything. All I do is seek joy in my time off of work. If I can’t find it in one place, I try to find it elsewhere. Simple as that. Honestly, idk for sure if that loss of enthusiasm is permanent, I just know how I feel now.

And my heart doesn’t beat the way it used to.

Thank you to all the kind people who have shown my fanart love over the years! And I hope everyone continues to have fun! I hope Spindlehorse continues to make queer art that can thrive. I know the Hellaverse is such a special place, and a project filled with love and talent.

N I won’t delete anything so don’t worry if u wanted to see any of the fanart I’ve made. Everything I’ve done was done with love, so I don’t regret a thing 💝 This can be an archive ☺️ I also made xfolios recently, some of my faves are collected in an orderly fashion there.

To the friends I’ve made thanks to this community; I LOVE & SUPPORT YOU~ 🥰 let’s keep in touch!

Thank you so much to fellow fans who have said such kind things to me n about my fanart 🥹💞 & to my generous tippers! 😭🫶🏽

Thank you to all the artists making such great work that had lit a fire within me ❤️‍🔥

Lastly, I hope Black folks can find a soft place to land in fandom spaces. I’d encourage everyone who enjoys these spaces to do what they can to make that happen. If u don’t know where to start, I’d suggest research

Thank you again, this was a beautiful experience 💗

Love,

Lucifer is the perfect height to hug for any Alastor sized individuals.

Comic strip is coming, I didn't leave! I'm just cooking.

While drawing, I thought a lot about making an AU based on Aristocats, I love that movie.

I don't know if I'll really be doing this because I don't find it that creative, it's just a passion of mine! But I want to have more plans to use them.

He's gotten better at dodging scence life