He doesnât want to have Parker stray from talking about what makes her happy, it leaves him shrugging awkwardly and looking a little guilty for cutting her off. Aiden pushes himself up into the sitting position and scoots up to lean against the wall next to her. âI told ya I scared her off. Itâs no big deal.â Itâs not like Aidenâs sure anything couldâve been pursued with where he stands right now. Victor will fulfill his promise, but that wouldnât grant much time for socializing he is sure. The fun luxuries need to be abandoned, sometimes.
âHaha, no! Itâs okay, really, and itâs okay if she decided to stay away from me. I still think sheâs awesome. She helped me deal with Rodney, too.â That day they first kissed there was so much tension everywhere. Aiden was crumbling on the inside over Rodneyâs death, and Marlene saw right through his smile. He wore the loss and pain in his eyes, and she hugged him and supported him. She even told him her wish, which most definitely wasnât stupid like she originally insisted. There has to be a good reason Marleneâs vanishedâŚ
He sighs and leans his head down on hers and shuts his eyes, lost in temporary thoughts. Itâs hard not to tell her anything, but he made a deal, and Aiden doesnât know what telling her would mean for him and Victor. If she did involve herself, whatever it may be. He was looking forward to her teaching him how to hunt, but Victor suggested he start a work out regimen, and he canât even take a stab at what Wednesday has in store for him.
âI sleep on and off. The stupidest of sounds keep me up, but she hasnât left anything for me. Not since Iâve seen her, but I know she has more coming.â He hopes not, if Victor does get her to back off, but even Aiden canât sound relieved about that. Heâs not lying because she hasnât asked, but Aiden still sees no difference. He frowns and lifts his head back up knowing he canât slip up just an hour later. Heâs still scared and nervous about everything, and figuring it out on your own makes it all that much more mentally exhausting.Â
âIâm happy for you, by the way. Thatâs kinda a big deal, I think.â He wants Parker to talk about her things again, the good and light part thatâs still left in this world. He wants to keep borrowing her happiness.