Parker Monroe

I really need to pierce my nipples.

Today was such a runaround. I thought it made sense to keep all my content in one place. My fans could get everything for one price, and it would be more organized for me ... but no. It can't be that simple, can it? OF is so dumb about what it censors. When I post an explicit video or photo, I can write anything in the description. But if I'm just posting text, it censors SO many words. Normal, every day words that are only sexual in a very specific context that doesn't even apply to what I've written. OF censors the word "meets." Why? This is so infuriatingly obtuse. So I've decided that while OF is fine for sharing some content, it's trash for literature. From now on, I'll be posting my stories on Patreon. I'm actually really excited about the idea of keeping a super secret diary people can pay to read. Now I just have to figure out how to reach the people who will want to read it. I would subscribe! Where are the freaks like me at?

Eeeeeeek! I had another amazing night on stream! I spent half the time just chatting with one person in an exclusive chat. We talked about the kinks we have in common, and it was honestly pretty chill and lovely.

Omg I just did my first session on cam and it was exhilarating. I was so nervous but the clients were all super nice and I had 4 back to back sessions and made more in one hour than I made at any hourly job ever in the past. Hell, if you took my top salaries job I ever had and broke it down to an hourly rate, I still made more on cam tonight than that. Holy shit. I am absolutely going to get a snack, clean up my makeup and do it again.

So this is kinda weird... OF will let anyone read my text posts b/c they don't have any nude photos attached therefore don't have to be censored, even though I say a lot of very graphic and dirty things. I'm sure there's a way to put those behind a paywall, but for now I'm taking this as a sign that I should be sharing my content so y'all can find out just how much you're going to want more of it. That seems fair, right? Well then, I cordially invite you to find out what I got up to with my two very attractive friends a couple weeks ago. Let me know if you're into it please! xoxo

What I'm enjoying most about my FWB situation is that unlike every other "romantic" partner I've had in the past, my FWB has continued to be a FRIEND since we started having the "benefits." When we hang out, we talk about our lives, separate things we're pursuing, new ideas to try together, etc. In past relationships it was like once we decided to make it official everything flattened down. We were no longer deeply intrigued with one another. Feelings of curiosity and hopefulness were replaced with a sense of insecurity and possession, needing to be the most important person in one another's lives, yet ceasing to see each other as complex and multifaceted people. Why does that happen? Is it just me and my experience? Why is romance weirdly dehumanizing while casual sex with a friend feels so wholesome?

I was so productive yesterday. I spent the morning researching all the sites I want to get on to sell my stuff, then I went for a little bike ride and took a cute selfie sitting in the grass and enjoyed having my bare feet on the ground. Then I went home and scheduled a TON of content to go live on my OF in the coming weeks. Then I wrote the first two installments of a sexy story about my recent escapades with my two friends. I shared it with them and they loved it which made me happy and excited. I worked a little while longer then got invited by my FWB to meet at the park and have wine to celebrate a little victory they had. We walked all over the park and discussed fun, creative and weird content we could create together, our kinks, our fears about creating and selling content ... It was a really great conversation. I think we're going to follow through and make some excellent stuff tbh. After all that we went back to my place where he //finally// let me get a taste of that mean side he keeps claiming to have, and it did not disappoint. I don't wanna spoil my future blog posts, but a partner who can tell when you're about to finish and stops touching when you're right on edge ... Holy smokes. This was a new experience for me and I look forward to much more of it. 😅🥵

So I'm getting ready to upload some files to BentBox so I can sell them, and I made a piece of like ... trashy, throwaway promotional art, ok? It's my face after a very messy video scene. My makeup is all messed up. My mouth is open like I really need someone to fill it. I brought it into an editing ap and gave myself flashing heart eyes and a big glob of fake drool and added the words, "When Daddy's done with me," and like ... It's dumb looking and dirty as hell, but it turns me on. And now of course I'm too shy to post it anywhere. This site def won't allow it. I can put it on OF. Twitter probably won't delete it, but am I ready for that?