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Are u ok tho? I know you donât know me but if you need to talk Iâm here D: and sorry for asking for u to write and all of that i didnt know
yeah im ok!! i didnt leave tumblr for any other reason besides im mostly over it and i just have no passion for it anymore, but thank you for caring <3 and no worries :)Â
Can you do boyfriend jihoon? Or like anything jihoon? Because i love that kid i swear
hello~ thanks for poppin in, but i dont really write for treasure anymore! Iâm mostly inactive and the reason why i dropped my hyunsuk fic recently was because it was sitting in my drafts and i had forgotten about it
i love jihoon too but im just not passionate about writing about treasure anymore nor do i usually take requests on this blogÂ
ever since you were a kid, you were made fun of for the soulmate markings on your arm which happened to be the first words your soulmate would ever say to you
at the age of 2 years old, the words formed on your arms, shocking everyone around you, including yourself
the words on your arm were âi love you so muchâ
like wtf ....
who tells someone they love them wHEN THEY FIRST MEET THEM?
either a psychopath or hopeless romantic... psychopath
your friends ALWAYS teased you about it
ây/n i-i think i-i- I love youâ
they would even make their other friends go up to you and tell them they loved you .. which was a shit move cuz when you were younger, you would believe itÂ
now they usually ended up with a slap in the faceÂ
you envied the people who had cute things like âhey... can i get your number?â or âshit you look HOTâ or âhi iâm __â or even âIM SORRY I PUNCHED YOU IN THE FACEâ
ANYTHING
SOMETHING BESIDESÂ
I L O V E Y O U S O M U C HÂ
anywhO
this led you to become quite pessimistic about love .. not trusting people who said âi love youâ to one another cuz obviously these words were thrown around carelesslyÂ
bUT
one day , you and your friend were lounging around after watching the latest Avengers movieÂ
trash talking Thanos and his evil plan to kill us all
boy got problems
âdo you think the avengers will come back in the end??â your friend asked
you scoffed at her and sipped on your coffee âoh please, of course they will. theyre the AVENGERS. the ALMIGHTY humans... well except thor, but you know what i meanâ
you kicked her lightly underneath the table
âplus... iron man and captain america arent canon yetâ at that comment, your friend started to laugh
you swore milk started to spill from her nose
âi love you so muchâ
suddenly you heard a voice say
you immediately stopped everything you were doing and whipped your head around. your eyes widened when you saw a handsome boy smiling at you and laughing hardÂ
âi cant believe you just said iron man and captain america are gonna be canon AAHAHAâ the boy dubbled over in laughter... but all you could think of were those words âi love you so muchâ
âyouâre my soulmateâ you blurted out
at those words, he sobered up and stared at you with wide eyesÂ
âoh shit, i didnt think this is how it would happenâ the boy said, a blush forming on his face
you never believe in love at first sight, but when you saw this boy, your heart started to beat fast and your cheeks were turning a bright pink
you felt an instant connection with him... like all of your missing pieces were locking together with hisÂ
âumm... i think iâll... go over there nowâÂ
you didnt pay attention as your friends skedaddled away from you, leaving you to be alone with your s o u l m a t eÂ
âum, is it ok if i sit here?
you nodded quickly
âwell iâm hyunsukâ he introduced quickly, holding out his hand
you shook it awkwardly
ây/nâ
it was silent for a few moments as you werent the best with strangers. especially with ones as hot as himÂ
âwell, when i came out today, i didnt think i would be on a date with a pretty person like youâ he gave you a cocky smile where you immediately knew he was a flirt
but now he was y o u r flirt
stop you only JUST met himÂ
âwell when i came out today, i thought the only thing i would be talking about was the new avengers movieâ you shrugged
hyunsuk laughed and shook his head
âthats odd, i just came from the theater too... watching the same movieâ your eyes widened
it was crazy about how you and your soulmate could be in the same place without even knowing it
â genre: college life + romance + a dash of angstÂ
â word count: 5491
â a/n: just read the tags below but if ur too lazy to basically: donât expect lots of updates and i just wrote this as a form of therapy for me. i guess i missed writing and needed to rant /shrugs/Â
also this title sucks but idk what to do with it either LMAOÂ
â â â
It was a quiet, winter evening; the snow was gently falling outside and the laughter of college students filled the dorm hallways.Â
I, on the other hand, was curled up in a ball on my bed, reading a book. The soft sounds of my hand turning the pages lulled me in a dreamland of swoon-worthy boys.Â
Suddenly, I heard a loud bang.Â
I flinched and jumped up on my bed to see what had dropped.Â
âSorry! Just dropped my pan, howâs it going?â I sighed thankfully, realizing it was just my roommate, Naeun. Naeun was a freshman like me; we hadnât talked much before rooming together. We got along most of the time, but being around people just irked me sometimes.
I pointed at the book, trying to hide the girlish daze in my eyes.Â
âJust reading, like usual.â I kept my words short, hoping she would get the hint that I wasnât in the mood to talk. It wasnât like I was mad at her or anything, but I need my breaks with all the socialness of college. I donât think people understand how tiring it is for introverts to have to be âonâ all the time; âonâ meaning social.Â
She nodded. âWhat book?âÂ
âItâs called âWin Some, Lose Someâ by Shay Savage. Itâs a really amazing novel about a boy who was Autism and a girl who ...â I trailed off when I realized she had her back towards me. The sound of her pots and pans flying into her drawer was distracting. âA girl who befriends him basically. How was your day?â I asked politely.Â
I braced myself for her long winded answer. Most people just say âgoodâ or âit was pretty alrightâ but not Naeun, she pops off and talks about things no one really needs to know, and no one really cares.Â
âIt was okay. I saw one of my friends on campus and I waved to her because itâs so weird, right? Seeing people you know on such a large campus. And then I walked to English and my professor was just such in a good mood today, sheâs so nice, I love her.âÂ
I smiled carefully, hoping she doesnât realize how much I do not care about who she waves at or how her professor looks.Â
âThen, I went to the library and did some of my math homework and I got started on the next chapter. And then I started to do my English homework which I got kind of stumped on. Anyway, all I could think about is this big burrito when I was studying.â She took out two large burritos and plopped them on a blue plate.Â
I nodded and told her I was going to go back to my book. She nodded and right as I was about to plug in my earbuds to drown out her voice while I read, she stopped me with her voice.
âHey, Iâm bored, do you think Ahyoung and Somi are busy?â I took out my earbuds once more and shrugged.Â
âProbably not.âÂ
âHm. Is it cool if I invite them over? I mean, you donât have to say yes if you just want to be alone, I know how you get like that.âÂ
I forced an awkward smile. âUm, I actually want to just chill and be alone, but you can always go to their rooms... they live in the same building.â I tried not to let my annoyance show in my voice, but it was rising.Â
She furrowed her brows and sighed. âYeah, but theyâre so far...â She whined.Â
Donât roll your eyes. Donât roll your eyes. Donât roll your eyes.Â
âI mean, they always come to our dorm, maybe go to them today?â I really didnât care what she did, I just wanted to be alone.Â
I turned on my music and opened my book so I didnât have to hear her complain. She went back on her phone and I was content reading in peace.Â
Five minutes later, I heard loud knocking on the door.Â
What? She did not just...
âOh, hey, Ahyoung! Howâs it going?âÂ
No way, she did not just invite people over after I told her not to.Â
I felt my blood boil, but I tried to keep my calm. I was not going to make a scene, especially since Ahyoung was my friend.Â
I locked eyes with Naeun, who I visibly glared at.Â
âItâs chill, y/n, you donât have to talk we are just gonna hang a bit and then go watch some TV.âÂ
I bit my tongue to not snap at her. Her insensitivity was rubbing me the wrong way, but I didnât want to blow up. We were all adults here, I didnât want to seem like a child who got irritated when they were forced to socialize with their momâs friends.Â
Soon, I heard another knock.Â
âHey, Sooyoung! Come in, we are picking a show to watch.âÂ
I tried to calm down and read my book, but when I say I want to be alone, I really mean I want to be alone.Â
I felt myself boil over in anger as I could still hear them over my earbuds. Their laughter and constant chatter couldnât be tuned out.Â
âOk, we are gonna go to the lounge and watch TV. High five!â Naeun held her hand right in front of my face and I hit it just to make her leave. I swear, Iâd rather hit her face instead.Â
As soon as I heard the door slam shut, I pulled out my earbuds and went to rinse my face.Â
How insensitive of her! I explicitly told her not to invite anyone over to the dorm, and there she goes. She canât walk up one flight of stairs to see our friends?? So fucking rude.Â
Living in the dorms as an introverted person was terribly hard. I donât even know if introverted is the right word for it anymore if I want to go days without talking to people. And it sucks when no one truly understands me and doesnât take my words seriously.Â
I groaned and stared at myself in the mirror.
âJust two more quarters and youâre free for the summer.âÂ
I sighed and wiped my face on my towel.Â
College was hard.Â
I had found my group in college, but unfortunately, I had made the same mistakes as I did in high school. First, I stayed connected with some friends from high school who I had planned on cutting off. And most importantly, I put too much time and effort into people who disrespect me and donât care for me.Â
And now I live with someone like that.Â
It angered me to feel so out of place, so alone in the dorms even when I had friends. Whenever I wanted to escape, there was no where to go. All my friends were here.Â
I clenched my fist.Â
All of a sudden, I couldnât just sit down and read. I glanced over in the corner of the room and saw the camera from my photography class sitting there.Â
I looked outside my window and saw the soft snow falling down.Â
I quickly pulled on a warm, puffy jacket, jeans, and headed out to take some photos with my trustworthy camera.Â
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The air was colder than I remembered. I felt my nose crinkle as the wind blew snow into my nose.Â
The city was beautiful; it was painted in white sparkles. I snapped a few photos and took a deep breath.Â
I loved being outside and having no one notice me; this was one of my favorite things about living in the city and college in general. I snapped pictures of groups of people walking across the street. The blur of the street lights combined with the softness of the snow captivated me.Â
âSome nice pics you got there.âÂ
I jumped at the voice and almost dropped my camera; thankfully, itâs always wrapped around my neck.
âOh gosh, Iâm so sorry! I didnât think youâd get so scared.âÂ
I looked up and saw a boy around my age staring at me. And dang, was he cute.Â
I thanked God for the weather because my cheeks were already red.Â
âUh, um, itâs fine.â I fibbed quickly. I felt awkward because I didnât know how to act around guys my age, especially ones as cute as him.Â
Be friendly, be friendly. He just wants to be friends.
âUm, Iâm y/n by the way.â I took out my hand to shake his. He chuckled and reciprocated the action.
âJihoon, Park Jihoon. You live in this building too?â He pointed at the building next door to me. I shook my head and watched as the snow fell onto my shoulders.
âOh no, I live in this one.â He nodded. âAre you a freshman?â I asked.Â
He laughed heartily. I liked how he didnât hide his emotions. âOh no, Iâm a sophomore this year but Iâm an RA in this building.âÂ
I made an âOâ shape with my mouth. âAh, a resident adviser. Iâm applying to be one next year, kinda nervous but hopefully Iâll get the job.âÂ
His eyes widened. âOh really? I rarely meet people who want to baby a bunch of freshmen.â I laughed at his comment. âBut hey, itâd be cool if we were in the same dorm next year. You could teach me to take such pretty pictures.â I laughed and flipped through the photos on my camera out of habit.
âDonât get your hopes up, I havenât even been accepted for the job yet. Also, Iâm taking photography 101 with Professor Lee Miyoung, Iâm sure sheâs a better teacher than I am.â I teased.Â
He shrugged. âWell, I doubt sheâs as pretty as you.âÂ
My heart froze.Â
W-what? Did he just flirt with me? Oh god, what do I say now? How do I flirt back? I-
âSorry, was that weird? I wanted to call you pretty but I didnât mean to lowkey talk about a professorâs beauty either.â He looked mildly embarrassed when he shook out his hair full of snow.Â
I gave him a small smile. âUm, no, not weird, it was actually kind of smooth. I donât really know how to respond to flirting.âÂ
Oh my god. I just said that.Â
His eyes lit up mischievously as I tried not to blush even harder.
âOh flirting? Is that what we are doing?â He teased.
âTechnically, thatâs what you are doing.â He laughed loudly and his voice echoed throughout the streets. I only hoped to have that loud of a voice as an RA.Â
âYou got me there.â He then looked down at his watch and frowned.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â
He looked up at me with his soft brown puppy eyes. I swear this guy is too cute to be real. âUm, my shift is starting soon.â He then took out his phone. âI know we just met, but you seem pretty cool-â
Before he could finish, I took his phone and typed in my number.
âThere, now you can teach me how to be an RA and I can teach you how to take photos.â I said as confidently as I could.Â
He seemed a bit surprised at my voice, but nodded.
âSounds great, see you later.â He waved to be as he walked away, but slipped on a patch of snow.Â
âAh, be careful!â I shouted. He gave me a small smile and walked back into his dorm.
Well, at least this day ended on a high note.Â
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âHey, whereâd you go last night? We were wondering where you were at.âÂ
Iâm an adult, I donât have to tell you everywhere I go.
I bit back the words and forced a small smile. âOh, I just went to take some photos for my photography class. The snow looked really pretty last night.â I left out the minor detail that a cute boy started to talk to me. I wanted to keep the giddiness to myself.Â
âOh cool. I just came back from the gym. I saw a really cute boy in there. He was really fit, dark skinned, dark hair. And he smiled at me and I smiled back. We didnât get to talk because I was so out of breath, but I hope heâs at the gym again.â She went off without me asking her too.Â
I understand that Iâm being a bit tough on her, but she irritated me first by inviting people over when I told her not to. People always talk about communication in college, but sometimes people just donât listen to you.Â
âCool, hope you see him again.â I said nicely. I have to put on a nice face with my roommates, as I donât want to be in an awkward living situation.Â
âYeah... how was your day today?âÂ
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âAnd then she just invited you guys over, disregarding what I had just said before! Isnât that rude?â I voiced to Ahyoung, my best friend. Iâd known her before going to college, well, Iâve known her since we were 8.Â
She looked a bit hesitant on what to say.Â
I went on about the situation. âIâm not saying I hate seeing you guys, but you know how I get when I want to be alone. I...I just want to be alone and it makes me crazy when I see people. Plus, I told Naeun I wanted to chill out and be alone and then she just invites you guys over, without telling me?? Iâm not crazy.â I ranted.Â
Ahyoung sighed and took a sip of her coffee filled with milk and sugar.Â
âI mean, she did say she was inviting us over in the groupchat.âÂ
I glared at the younger girl. âExcuse me, I was sitting right next to her, she knows I didnât check my phone. Itâs rude to not tell your roommate youâre inviting people over, and itâs even ruder when we just talked about how I didnât want her to invite people over. Itâs not like she forgot within the five minutes.âÂ
âTrue. That wasnât nice of her.â I noticed she hesitated on saying anything bad about her. We were all friends, but I was the one who had problems with friends in the group, as usual. I didnât like very many people, but I was civil and nice to everyone; thatâs what being an adult is all about.Â
âYeah...â I trailed off. I donât know when it got so weird between us, but it felt like I couldnât talk to my best friend about things in my life. I didnât even tell her about the cute guy who flirted with me. Deep inside of me, I knew she didnât deserve to know these things about me when she didnât want to hear the bad parts of my life.Â
It felt like everyone wants to be around me when Iâm laughing and joking, never when Iâm serious and want to talk about my feelings. No one wants to listen when I want to rant about real things in life, yet they love when someone rants about some âdumbâ thing a girl did in the hallway.Â
I didnât get why they judged people before they knew them. I always tried to talk with people before I made judgements, yet people think itâs weird when I judge people I talk to. Thatâs the way youâre supposed to judge people... when you get to know them personally. Duh.
As I was talking, I saw her eyes focused on something far away from me.Â
I turned around and saw her crush standing there. She stopped listening to me as he waved at her. I saw her eyes bright up when she saw him and I grew annoyed. I was telling her about something that was bothering me, and then she chooses a boy over me. Not cool.Â
âHello? Earth to Ahyoung??â I teased. She shrugged me off.Â
âHeâs so cute. I know he doesnât like me, but I canât help myself.âÂ
I snorted. âYeah, he doesnât like you and actually, he only dates white girls and you my friend, are not white.â I knew I was being harsh, but I hear about him every single second and it angers me when I want to vent about something in my life and she doesnât think Iâm as important as her crush.
She flinched at my harsh words.Â
âYou just wouldnât understand, youâve never had a crush before. Youâve never been in love before.â She said matter of factly.Â
Ouch.Â
This was all true, but it hurt when she said it like that. Iâve never felt romantic love, wow, thanks for reminding me. Maybe Iâm too busy taking care of my dumb friends who donât care about me.Â
Maybe.
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âBye, see you later.â I waved her off as we both went to class.
As soon as I turned around, I saw a familiar face.Â
Jihoon.Â
I fixed my hair and prayed none of my mascara had smeared on my face.Â
Be confident, make friends.Â
âHey, Jihoon.â He turned around with a confused look on his face. I felt a leap in my heart when he smiled at me.
âOh hey y/n, itâs weird to see you without a camera.â He joked.Â
I felt my heart skip a beat when he said my name; I was so used to people forgetting about me.Â
âHah, well itâs weird to see you in the daylight.â I joked. When I saw him left an eyebrow, I knew I said something wrong.Â
I felt my face burn up at my own words.Â
âNot like that.â I blubbered out. He let out a light laugh.Â
âWell, I mean, youâre right.â He took note of my embarrassed state and changed the subject. âSo, what class are you headed to?â
âHistory of the Ancient Greek and Roman worlds, how bout you?âÂ
âWoah, what an interesting class. Iâm heading to choir practice actually.â That made me stop in my tracks.
âWait, you sing?âÂ
He chuckled. âYup, that is what you do in choir.â I felt a bit embarrassed at my statement. âIâm joking, Iâm joking, but yes, I do sing. Have been doing so for my whole life.â
âI did choir up until high school, I didnât feel good enough for college. I still donât know how to read music and itâs been years.âÂ
âItâs hard, but you get used to it. You should give it a shot if you really want to though. Or come watch one of our performances.â I smiled at him.
âOne day.â I stopped walking and pointed at the building in front of us. âThis is me. Iâll see you later?âÂ
He nodded and smiled.Â
âIâll see you later.â
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Two weeks had passed and I hadnât seen much of Jihoon. We waved to each other in passing, but it was midterms soon, and exams were the only thing on my mind. We sent each other memes daily though and we just got each otherâs humor- that was rare.Â
I was filling out my history study guide until I heard my roommate, Naeun, walk in.
âHey, y/n~ Ahyoung, Sooyoung and I saw you talking to a boy yesterday~ Oooooooo whatâs his name?âÂ
She sat right in front of me, not giving me any personal space.Â
I tried not to blush but honestly, my face was turning red because I was so annoyed at her.
âHis name is Jihoon. Heâs an RA in the dorm next to us, we met at an RA informational meeting.â I lied. I didnât want to tell her I ran out of the dorm because I couldnât handle her and people.
âHeâs cute, nice body too.â I felt a an overwhelming sense of jealously and protectiveness wash over me. I hated it. I didnât want to be this person. I probably only felt this way because I didnât like Naeun right now.Â
âYeah, you can have him if you want. Iâm not into him.â I lied.Â
She raised a brow. âReally? Donât be upset if he falls for me then.â I knew she was joking when she flipped her hair dramatically, but I wasnât into it.Â
I felt my buried insecurities rise when I stared intensely at her face. Her eyebrows were neatly plucked, which I was always too scared to do. Her skin was tanned and even, not blotchy and red like mine. Her fashion was trendy and most boys liked her because of her socialness, on the contrary, I was awkward and mean to boys, unintentionally.Â
I just went back to doing my homework, shaking off the comparison.Â
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Later that night, I saw a message pop up in my texts which was weird because I usually mute everyone.
âhey midterms are killing me and i dont understand anything... want ice cream?âÂ
I tried not to laugh even though both my roommates were at the library.Â
âuhhh shouldnt u be studying if u dont understand anything?? mayb??âÂ
âLOL thats not how it works young padawanâ I rolled my eyes. He thinks heâs so much older than me.Â
âalso I donât eat ice cream, i donât eat dairyâ
â... aight imma head outâÂ
I snorted and tilted my head back in laughter.Â
âok, no ice cream... what DO you like?â
You. I like you.Â
... Definitely not sending that.
âUMMM i like hot chocolate?âÂ
âokay, iâll be at your dorm in 5. what is your room number again?â
â303âČÂ
âaightâÂ
I looked down at short shorts and tank top and then at the harsh winds outside. I threw on a pair of cute leggings and a heavy sweater. I put on a black jacket over it and placed a beanie on my head.Â
I did my brows and put on a few swipes of mascara. I carefully applied my lightly colored lip balm and sprayed face mist to look dewy and cute.Â
Is this a date? Or is this just two friends being adventurous?Â
Whatever, I want to look cute at least.
Seconds after I finish, I hear a knock at my door. I took a deep breath.
This isnât a date. This isnât a date. Calm down.
I opened the door.Â
He was wearing a puffy jacket and dark black jeans that outlined his thigh muscles. Yum.
I also noticed he was wearing a gray beanie... which was identical to mine.
âCute hat.â I noted. He grinned and tugged on my beanie.Â
âSame goes for you. Ready for some hot chocolate?âÂ
âYes, where are we going to get said chocolate caliente?âÂ
Jihoon gave me a weird look. âChocolate what?âÂ
I stared at him, stunned. âChocolate caliente. Caliente means hot in Spanish. Therefore, hot chocolate. You didnât take Spanish in high school?âÂ
He shook his head. âNope, I took Japanese because Iâm a weeb.â I snorted.Â
âWow, I should be surprised but Iâm not.â He pushed me playfully and I tried not to freak out over the warmth of his skin.Â
âYouâre telling me you donât watch any anime?âÂ
I rolled my eyes. âOf course I watch some anime. But am I full blown weeb... no.âÂ
He narrowed his eyes at me. âI can change that, donât worry.â
âYou still didnât tell me where we are going.â My fingers felt crisp from the cold air. It wasnât snowing tonight, but the ground was still white.Â
âAha, we are going to my favorite cafe called âPink Heart Cafeâ. It is decked in pink hearts.âÂ
âAs expected from a Pink Heart Cafe.â I joked. In the near distance, I noticed a sign that had a baby pink heart that wrote âPink Heart Cafeâ in cute lettering.Â
I crinkled my nose from the cold air. âWhat, you donât like pink?âÂ
âNo, no, I love the color pink actually. Itâs just kinda cold out here.â He nodded.Â
âMaybe it would be warmed if we held hands... maybe.âÂ
For the first time, I felt comfortable with someoneâs flirtatious comment.
I smirked and hooked my hand with his. I felt my heart beater faster. Much faster. And I loved it.Â
I saw him smile widely and hide it with his hair.Â
âIâm a lucky guy.â He whispered.Â
We walked into the cafe.Â
âHi! Welcome to Pink Heart Cafe, for here or to go?âÂ
âFor here, please.â The woman nodded.Â
âPlease take a seat. We will come take your order soon.â
We took our seats in the corner, next to the pink fairy lights. I was in love with the aesthetic.Â
âCute place. And fancy it seems, they come take our order at the table.â I sang a bit of Twiceâs Fancy.Â
âOh gosh, you love Twice?? Me too!â I shrugged nonchalantly.Â
âI mean, I like them, their songs are cute and catchy but Iâm not a diehard fan.âÂ
He frowned. I can change that too.Â
I sighed and rolled my eyes dramatically. âWow, it seems like there are a lot of things you want to change about me. What do you even like about me?â I teased.Â
He smiled harder and I noticed a blush on his face.Â
âUhhh, thatâs a good question. I like... I like how youâre honest with your emotions. I like how youâre good at photography. I like that you want to become an RA because of the money and--â I gasped and pushed him on the arm.
âThatâs not the only reason! Yes... the pay is good, but I like helping people.âÂ
Our laughter died down as he gazed at me intensely.Â
âYou like helping people? Tell me more about that.âÂ
I paused. No one had asked me that before.Â
âUm, no oneâs asked me that before. I guess I just like to see people happy. I like appealing to peopleâs emotions and most times, Iâm pretty good at making people like me.â I said honestly. I saw his face light up at my words. âAnd I also want to be a teacher after I graduate, so being an RA would help improve my social skills and teach me how to interact with those younger than me and work through their problems. I donât know, people say itâs hard and that it can be tough if kids come to you with suicidal thoughts and feelings of anxiety and depression, but I mean, I just want to do it and give back to the community somehow... I donât know. â I mumbled off, feeling like I said too much.
His gaze was so serious, I was scared I bored him to death.
He leaned closer to me and I freaked out. I held my breath, waiting for what was next until he spoke.Â
âYouâre so awesome.â He finally said.Â
That... that was surprising.
âUm, thanks?â
âIâm serious! Thatâs so amazing why you want to be an RA. Honestly, I took up this job because it pays well and Iâm good at talking to people, but sometimes I couldnât care less about my residents. I like how youâre so kind to people.â
I laughed, âIâm not that nice.âÂ
âYeah right, you were nice to me the first time we met. And I couldâve been a creepy dude and I almost made you break your camera.âÂ
âWell, I was nice to you because you are a cute boy.â He choked on his drink at my blunt words. I grew shy all of a sudden and laughed with him.Â
âJesus, give a boy a warning before you say such words.â He was pink in the face and I felt my heart warm.Â
âItâs true, you are attractive. But it is also true that Iâm not nice. My roommate is irritating the heck out of me and I have to tell myself every time I talk to her to say nice things and not hurt her feelings âcause sheâs so damn sensitive.âÂ
He paused for a moment. I was nervous he would think I was a bad person. Which... technically is what Iâm trying to convince him of.Â
âWow, you just got ten times nicer.â Now it was my turn to choke on my drink.Â
âWhat? I just told you I have to force myself to be nice to my roommate even though I just want to snap at her all the time.âÂ
Jihoon leaned back in his chair with a smug look on his face. âExactly! Most people wouldâve just called her a bitch and moved on! Moved out or from what Iâve seen, some girls do mean shit like throwing another girlâs clothes out of her closet or flirting with her boyfriend. You... you just be nice when someone is mean to you.â
âSheâs not mean, just rubbing me the wrong way.â Jihoon rolled his eyes.
âSee? You are still defending her even though Iâm sure sheâs putting you through more than other people would take.âÂ
I shrugged. âI donât know, most people donât take me seriously when I talk about it.âÂ
âTry me.âÂ
I hesitated at first, but when I saw his open and honest look, I spilled.
âWell, Iâm quite an introverted person so I need my alone time. And when I told her, this was actually the night that I met you, um, I told her that I wanted to be alone. And then she invited people over to the room and yes, they left soon, but when Iâm in my isolation mood, I just... I just donât even want to look at people.âÂ
He stared at me with a curious look so I rambled on. âI know, itâs dumb-â
He placed a gentle hand on top of mine.
âNo, thatâs not dumb at all. She shouldâve respected your words. I would be so mad. Give me more!â He pounded his fist on the table for dramatic effect.Â
I felt my heart lighten when he wanted to hear more of my words. I was so used to people ignoring me and brushing over my concerns.
âUh, well, just... well not just Naeun, my roommate, but some of my friends in the same dorm as me. They are just really judgmental and the negativity just pains me. I donât like judging others before getting to know them, so hearing them talk bad about random people they donât know just pains me. And Iâm no saint, yes I judge people, but I make sure I talk to them first and get to know them before I make judgments.â
Jihoon smiled. âYou keep getting better the more I get to know you. I do the same thing, my friends think Iâm crazy when I say âhey that dude looks kinda mean and no one likes him, iâll be friends with himâ!âÂ
My eyes widened. âOh my god, thatâs how I met most of my friends!âÂ
We laughed as we bad mouthed our friends and the people who have hurt us.Â
âWhy do you stick with such crappy friends? No offense, you deserve so much better.âÂ
I shrugged. âI mean, everyone says that to me and truly, I donât even know. I just feel so connected to them now and they have their good moments-â
âGood moments arenât enough if they consistently hurt you.â
âI know, I know! I just... maybe Iâm not that good of a person then if I stay with them. Like people say, you are who your friends are.âÂ
âThatâs bull, youâre a good person, I know that. And your friends donât even care to listen to you rant, I can tell Iâm the first person you told all this stuff too because you have flames in your eyes. You deserve friends you can trust and are able to rant to. I promise.âÂ
I bit my lip, thinking of what to say.Â
âThank you, I guess I just think I am helping them by staying with them. I donât want to hurt their feelings.âÂ
âJust know that you have me now, and if you ever need to rant or vent or whatever, Iâm here for you. You have me now.âÂ
I felt a wave of emotion wash over me. No oneâs ever said that to me before and meant it. I know he meant it, it was written all over his face.Â
I nodded slowly, accepting the moment we were having.Â
We sat in a moment of silence until the waiter came for the check.
I dug through my pockets to get out the ten dollar bill I stuffed in there.Â
âHah funny,â Jihoon chided when he whipped out his card before I could do anything. I gasped.Â
âAh, Jihoon, I brought money!âÂ
He tsked and stood when the waiter gave him his card back. âYeah right, Iâd never let a girl pay on the first date, thatâs like... illegal.â I rolled my eyes, until I realized what he had just admit.
âDate?â I questioned carefully.Â
He looked away from my gaze, like he didnât mean to say the word.Â
âYes... date. Do you have a problem with that?âÂ
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