artist out of paris

sébastien smythe.

sébastien smythe and sam evans.

sébastien smythe.

ell: how could i ever say no to you, my sweet bas?

ell: will you hold my hand?

bas: oh my dear, i would of course hold you until the paint numbs your body once more my love. yes, yes, a thousand times yes!

bas: when will this happen?? shall it be tonight? because i have plans with kurt.

ell: do you not know what i mean, though? i have not enjoyed one single second of this camp experience. it's really gotten me down, if i'm honest. i just want to feel /something/.

ell: i wish i could help somehow.

bas: 😥

bas: might this be an opportunity that we've been waiting for? maybe there is a possibility that our destiny have crossed.

bas: i would take to invite myself along, but i must ask-- may i come along??

ell: if you think of something, please let me know. :)

ell: anything, really. i kind of just want to be stabbed with a bunch of tiny needles for a few hours.

ell: please don't. you're so talented. so good.

bas: i'll try.

bas: 😱😱😱

bas: that was such a way to put it

bas: 🤣🤣🤣

ell: there's nothing i can do for you? i would feel useless to you otherwise.

ell: i think that will be good for you. i think you'll do great. i try to get some air when i'm lost for muse, but sometimes you just can't force it, i guess. when it comes back to me, i can't stop writing usually.

bas: i just... don't know.

bas: i saw that you were requesting a tattoo. what are you thinking about getting?

kurt: just your glorious self

kurt: you're amazing

kurt: I wouldn't have offered if I didn't mean it

kurt: don't tell anyone though, you'll ruin my rep

kurt: bas, you're my friend, it's what we do. it's never a bother to hang out. yeah, of course, and i'll give hunter as head up that he should expect you

bas: i will keep it to myself

ell: try to figure out your block. cut out what's blocking you. find new things to inspire you.

ell: what's going on? i can help in whatever way that you need.

bas: i've spoken to kurt about it and researched online.

bas: i don't know what will help me.

kurt: honestly, bas, you good? if you want company or whatever, word on the street is I am in high demand. But, I don't mind clearing my schedule to help you out

bas: you're so sweet. thank you.

kurt: You're speechless. I never thought I would see the day. Damn, he must have blown your mind

private reaction !!

for ten minutes, sébastien stared at his phone. typically, he always had vivid descriptions of everything. however as he thought of the night with him and sam, one of the most intimate and unforgettable of his life, nothing came to mind. in the frustration, sébastien could feel the tears mounting in the back of his skull. why was he not able to give kurt his rant? two days ago, he’d talk quinn’s ear off against her will. 

kurt: paint me a picture, just with words, to describe said experience.

kurt: then have lots of sex, it's an excellent way to unwind

bas: it was...

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bas: like...

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kurt: sam, huh? did you have fun?????

kurt: I think honestly you just need to find another outlet that can help you relax until your muse comes back. I would suggest sex, but alas, you just lost your virginity

bas: .... um... fun??? i guesss? that wouldn't be the word i would describe it...