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i will never understand the enjoyment of 1v1 arenas in overwatch because it literally just sucks for everyone who isnt the winner. like youre basically guaranteed to lose every time and the only people having fun are the ones who are rolling everyone else and even if im winning, i feel like shit because you just keep beating them over and over and i KNOW that doesnt feel good. and i love my gamer friends but man do i hate doing the games where we get pitted against each other and its just loss after loss

like i try not to be a sore loser but when the entire match you just lose and suck and are the worst its not really fucking fun at all is it

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like if you want the ego boost so badly maybe dont get it by playing the "beating your friends and show how much better you are than them while they suffer every single loss" game

#rivents

i will never understand the enjoyment of 1v1 arenas in overwatch because it literally just sucks for everyone who isnt the winner. like youre basically guaranteed to lose every time and the only people having fun are the ones who are rolling everyone else and even if im winning, i feel like shit because you just keep beating them over and over and i KNOW that doesnt feel good. and i love my gamer friends but man do i hate doing the games where we get pitted against each other and its just loss after loss

like i try not to be a sore loser but when the entire match you just lose and suck and are the worst its not really fucking fun at all is it

#rivents

uh oh!

#rivents #what goes up must come down and man can i feel the drop before it hits #taking this out by making clint barton and hanzo think about killing themselves and doing bad things

fuck i feel like ive been injected with pure dopamine and nostalgia. both the 2020 ow1 patch (the last patch i played before i took a hiatus off ow1 and then it became ow2) and more importantly hawkeye avengers (circa 2012), a bit of the fan culture movie but focusing more on the characterization and story from the Hawkeye comics made by Matt Fraction and David Aja

#yall remember those tumblr artstyle little scenes people would draw of clint (avengers movie) doing stupid shit or like those 2012 edits #I say all this positively btw this was my childhood #and its be stupid fun shit and headcanons that reflected the quirky nature of the time #im trying to invoke some of that whimsy at least in the way he texts #but obv the serious stuff like his childhood and abuse and etc is being portrayed differently #more towards the comic version of clint #but i also saw posts of the hawkeye comics on tumblr back then and those always stuck with me #hawkeye was and still is my fav avenger and probably fav marvel character esp the way aja and fraction wrote him #i havent read the comics at all beyond the snippets id get on tumblr but i fell in love with the character #hes literally just hanzo shimada but slightly up and to the left idk... not all of him is hanzo but boy howdy is there a lot of similarities #but hoowee the nostalgia of coming back to hawkeye. it was written on the subway walls #rivera writes #marvel #hawkeye #clint barton #overwatch

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if i hear someone use "filipinx" im actually going to kill myself

#im 100% filipino btw. no one lose their shit #i was born there.#but GIRL.... its great to mock it but if i hear it irl im actually gonna gag #rivents

surprisingly doing better mentally and not plagues with a contant barrage of Those Thoughts. now im waiting for it to come all back because the last time i thought this wave was over, it came back worse

#ugh #its crazy how rapid fire they were... every second id hear my inner voice just saying the worst things #all while im doing literally nothing btw #i will say i was actually so fucking insane and sensitive and whatever the fuck when i was in the depths of it #like holy shit im cringing... yikes #get a grip man what is wrong with you #but another thing is that i cant seem to shake is my fear of writing in very specifically the crack rp channel in a server im in #not because of an overall vibe but i did feel like i was getting shut down too many times by a specific person #and i fear it happening again if i do write there because it happened literally almost every time i wrote #i just watch longingly from the sides and think about all the funny things i could be saying #rivents

me, walking into a room: hey guys

my mind: you NEED to Kill Yourself

#im not even suicidal anymore its just my mind keeps saying that over and over and its very funny #idk if it just me but screaming KILL YOURSELFFFFF in your head is just so comforting to say #also i thought that my wave of “active” depression was almost over but i think its just because i had so many things to do and go to #that it all just distracted me from the fact that ive been feeling horrible about myself.#now that all the events and hangouts and cleaning and work is done... i feel like shit again #i want to write but the irrational fear of “no one likes me” is back again and i get scared of rping with others #and again i feel like shit whenever i think about yeehan and its become internalized that im a digusting freak for liking it etc etc #like my constant assumption now is that no one around me likes yeehan unless stated otherwise and i should never ever talk about it #and just feeling like im horrible for liking something that brings me joy #also how it feels so selfish and attention-seeking to ask for help 💀 isnt that so sick and twisted #yes hanzo shimada overwatch is the character that i relate to the most how did you know #rivents

gonna start using this blog more. for expressing my suffering

#rivera writes #rivents #< new vent tag. i will talk about my issues and depression and whatever

rumi-the-blupee

#overwatch #freja skov #emre sarioglu #olivia colomar #amelie lacroix #hanzo shimada #cole cassidy #satya vaswani #jamison fawkes #reblog #images

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veryluckyclovers

on trauma

#not my art #reblog

v1rtual-insanity

eepy sleepy

#YAY MY BEAUTIFUL BOYS #yeehan #overwatch #cole cassidy #hanzo shimada #not my art

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I'm selling Hanzo, Cassidy, and Genji Charms!

Current Designs are:

Overwatch 1 Hanzo

Casual Hanzo

Cupid Hanzo

Overwatch 1 Cassidy

Overwatch 2 Genji Want one? Check the link below to buy! All charms are hand-designed by me and are double sided. They have a keychain clasp!

15USD for 1 13USD each if you buy 2 11USD each if you buy 3+

Shipping included in prices and I ship internationally!

If you would like faster information, please contact me on my Twitter/X or Tumblr @parchmentknight, my Discord @diiriivera, or email me at p

#for any overwatch fan out there #im selling charms now!#my art #self rb #hanzo shimada #genji shimada #cole cassidy #overwatch

looses-gooses

Been hating my stupid chud art as of late. Two (✌️) yeehan wip be upon ye.

#IM EATING THIS. ITS BEING DEVOURED #OM NOM NOM I LOVE IT HOLDING IT SO GENTLY #LOVE LOVE LOVE #not my art #overwatch #hanzo shimada #cole cassidy

breikka

Drawing Overwatch Interactions - Episode 02: "Bowl Cut"

Animatic version with the actual voice lines (Turn on sounds!)

#not my art #overwatch #hanzo shimada #genji shimada #kiriko kamori #reblog #video

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