Howls at the Night

Sunday mornings 💛

Damn four months later I was gone. Couldn't wait I guess. Seven years later I'm itching to leave Florida. Hmm 🤔🤔

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My heart honestly stopped when this picture showed up in my time hop. I won't sugar coat and say I don't miss you and that I'm okay with what happened and that this picture doesn't make me sad. I do miss you. You were my best friend. You knew me so much better then I knew myself. You don't forget ten years of what we had. I'm not okay with what happened. You left me. You left me because it hurt you to know I was hurting and you couldn't do anything. When I needed you the most. When I needed my best friend to actually be there you stopped being there. Because it was to much for you. I didn't even ask you to do anything but be there and you weren't. Then you came back and stopped all over again and til this day I still believe it was because of her. Family over me and I'm okay with that. Atleast you could've told me. But for you to leave a second time when I did nothing wrong kills me. Because how can you just throw away ten years of a friendship. This picture made me choke up. This was right before I left to Florida again. We spent the entire day together. I honestly thought we would last forever. Whether we were together or not and just friends; tigger and angel would never be broken. And it pisses me off that those ten years meant nothing to you. That everything we went through wasn't enough for you to just be there when I needed someone to vent to. Or to let you know I was okay. You heard my voice. You saw the bruises. I needed you. I NEEDED MY BEST FRIEND. And that wasn't enough. It leaves such a bad taste in my mouth. But I look at this picture now and yes it makes me sad. But it also made me realize things change even when we don't want them to but they need to. You have a little girl who is beautiful. You have a family that you love. I wish you nothing but the best. I wish your family nothing but the best. Sometimes I wish you would answer my text but I know you won't. Sometimes I wish you would call but I know you won't. Sometimes I play hinder and cry, sometimes I don't. You taught me so much. You gave me lessons after lessons. You showed me it's okay to be mad and to move on and that I was able to love someone else. Thank you. Thank you so much tigger.

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