ALASKA

thank you for staying by my side always. I know it doesn’t look like it a lot of times out of ten, but i AM slowly healing.

sure, ive had a rough few weeks recently, but thats because ive been making bad choices out of paranoia

im getting back into therapy soon, hopefully ill get more medication too

i care about you guys a lot. i really really do. im sorry that i cant just presto changeo be powered back on and healed up.

i try my fucking hardest to be the best i can be and it’s so hard when you remember that someone out there has written paragraphs of hate all about YOU.

i love you guys

probably gonna be taking a super long break from talking on social media

pppprobably not discord though. im too clingy for that

—“lvoe” al

an actor is a headmate who pretends to be other headmates within the same system that have caused trouble as a last resort to keep a stressful situation relatively stable, they will act as said members but seemingly nicer or more pleasant and less troublesome, this can be seen as a form of masking.