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Hey folks

I’m sure nobody gives a shit, but I haven’t been on Tumblr for a long ass time and wanted to post an update for whatever followers I have left. 

Back in February of 2016 I had a really bad relapse into my eating disorder and started to work with a team of professionals to take care of it as well as accepting my diagnosis of Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome( https://ehlers-danlos.com/what-is-eds/) . Due to depression, had hit my highest weight I’ve ever been and was very inactive, causing the muscles I require to replace the work of my faulty tendons to atrophy. I wasn’t able to lift my own daughter without dislocation and my life just turned to absolute shit. 

A year of difficult healing later and I’ve returned to a healthy weight, broke new grounds with my relationship to food and started exercising again. I’m now stronger both physically and mentally than I’ve ever been. I’m becoming the mom I want to be and getting less reliant on NSAIDs to help my pain. I started going back to school with my sights on a BSN in Nursing and got accepted into the program at WKU. I get married next fall and we’re buying a house next spring.